Ex Scientologist Message Board

I've read all your threads. In order and out of order. I get it. It's horrifyingly diabolical and you explain it well.

Help me with this.

I live with a 30+ year scn. On course weekly. Not currently auditing.

Understanding the tech and how it works, what can I do to poke holes in the bubble?

Are there ways to unwind, if you will, the hypnosis and indoctrination by .... I dunno ..... doing the opposite? Increasing the confusion/dissonance?

Blanky