Scientology is very much "in question."
Indeed, that you - as a "Clear" - don't see that, puts in question, not only your judgement, but your assertion re. the "State of Clear."
Why not take some time to review the wide range of information available to you on this Forum?
Clear has had many definitions, very many, and the state has been muddied and screwed up.
However, people have gone on to do OT levels. They have often had wonderful gains.
You habitually say this is delusional or whatever.. Thats eval and inval.
Why not rephrase your comments after the advice that one can be right.
Would be a change if nothing else.