Hmmm ... well, the communications he sent down during my early years in Scn were joyful, benevolent, felt right and correct - but, sometime in the late 70's all this paranoia started coming out - fear of enemies - the feeling that there were enemies everywhere - that there was an urgency to everything - that the world was going to collapse and Scientology lost - all the manifestations of someone going paranoid and psychotic.
Unfortunately, the negative traits were there as far back as 1938. They were present in the early and mid 1950s, and by 1965 were exploding like 4th of July firecrackers. We just didn't notice, looked the other way, or rationalized it.
Here's a new thread with a bunch of links that is worth looking over, IMO:
Page one: http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?t=17195
Page two: http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthread.php?p=397729