Hatshepsut
Crusader
Most times I do not sense any auras around myself. I usually can only sense them in another who is slightly disturbed. I mean in the sense that they are quite a composite, seemingly after unconfrontable trauma and when they are threatened a 'part' of them exudes a tangible energy field in their defense. I have seen this many many times. I think these auric fields when they exist are spatial perspectives left over from whenever.
In my life I had two episodes of being visibly surrounded by an electromagnetic energy 'auric' field. Both times were a result of trauma where just previously my space seemed much cleaner. The first episode where the phenomena arose was in 1981. I was sort of in shock and was real PTS. I guess in the church the term 'shell BT' might be called for. I felt like the worm encased inside a Mexican jumping bean. I had to look through another's perspective like I was in the belly of another. I was screwed for quite a while and had somatics. THIS particular energy field surrounding me was not my creation. Or it seemed not to be anyway. It was totally another being or beings..
The second time, 2 yrs later, I had a different electromagnetic anomally which came out like a cone from the top of my head as in Paul's diagram, and engulfed me. Now, I realize I am probably talking about two distinctly different phenomena. Or am I? If I drew the diagrams with 0 considerations or charge, the schematics would be almost identical. If we truly are a static then, these must be necessary to help us or they are 'safe solutions'.
Perhaps there were traumatic lives when intentions attacked others bering's viewpoints in the game with such a severity that an accumulation of ridges protecting our SPACE as an 'individual' were formed. How do we keep another being from stepping in and and trying to 'own' our own sacred space? We have to keep our location in order to push our creations around.
I had noticed that you can feel the biggest, densest, stranges,t palpable, energy auras encircling the very psychotic. The amount of raw energy exuded by psychotics seem to emit even a dense astral body fed by their need to attack or defend themselves. Yet, from another perspective if you look at it from an Enochian perspective, these bodies can erupt from our core or come from without, as helpful, angelic, safety presences that are there to protect us from being undone while in this dimension. I have experienced it both ways actually. It's just a matter of what purpose caused them to appear in the world and what intentions they may be imprinted with.
So with this etheric body, the physcial body we have seems to be their anchor or represent 'our' anchors inside this universe. Maybe its natural to complicate up a viewpoint to make it more unmockable.
In my life I had two episodes of being visibly surrounded by an electromagnetic energy 'auric' field. Both times were a result of trauma where just previously my space seemed much cleaner. The first episode where the phenomena arose was in 1981. I was sort of in shock and was real PTS. I guess in the church the term 'shell BT' might be called for. I felt like the worm encased inside a Mexican jumping bean. I had to look through another's perspective like I was in the belly of another. I was screwed for quite a while and had somatics. THIS particular energy field surrounding me was not my creation. Or it seemed not to be anyway. It was totally another being or beings..
The second time, 2 yrs later, I had a different electromagnetic anomally which came out like a cone from the top of my head as in Paul's diagram, and engulfed me. Now, I realize I am probably talking about two distinctly different phenomena. Or am I? If I drew the diagrams with 0 considerations or charge, the schematics would be almost identical. If we truly are a static then, these must be necessary to help us or they are 'safe solutions'.
Perhaps there were traumatic lives when intentions attacked others bering's viewpoints in the game with such a severity that an accumulation of ridges protecting our SPACE as an 'individual' were formed. How do we keep another being from stepping in and and trying to 'own' our own sacred space? We have to keep our location in order to push our creations around.
I had noticed that you can feel the biggest, densest, stranges,t palpable, energy auras encircling the very psychotic. The amount of raw energy exuded by psychotics seem to emit even a dense astral body fed by their need to attack or defend themselves. Yet, from another perspective if you look at it from an Enochian perspective, these bodies can erupt from our core or come from without, as helpful, angelic, safety presences that are there to protect us from being undone while in this dimension. I have experienced it both ways actually. It's just a matter of what purpose caused them to appear in the world and what intentions they may be imprinted with.
So with this etheric body, the physcial body we have seems to be their anchor or represent 'our' anchors inside this universe. Maybe its natural to complicate up a viewpoint to make it more unmockable.
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