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Yeah but perhaps as you toss it around in ya noggin trying to get your finger on it you will discover a little somehing that opens a whole next door - if not layers of the onion - for you.
For me, that has been the beauty of ESMB & keeps me coming back to read although I know I'm extremely close to the time for me to wave goodbye to this place & move on down my road.
In some ways, I have to ask myself if I'm a guest here, and what role I play. I've shared many times that I have no experience in the church and this is "an Ex-Scientologist message board", so I also need to ask myself, where my place is with the idea, information, knowledge, passion that I've got. I've always been annoyed with men who join feminist causes and try to out-feminist the women or white people who join anti-racist groups that are predominately black and talk so much the black people have to shut up. I know this isn't a good comparison in some ways, but I've complained about bullies here and I don't want to be one. Still, there are people like me, and more coming, who are very much connected to the anti-Scientology movement from what we are reading and we feel very upset about the chruch. So, excuse me if this is a bit messy, but it's part of the experience.