Man, I'd have to say that in my little pea-brain, the more utter crap that I see come out about the whole Scn debacle and no matter how really sad it is...the better I feel. Yes, it's probably twisted no doubt. Yet, at least the better about the future for everyone I feel.
I also wish everyone the speediest recovery and the quickest possible path back to some sort of sanity. When you've been in an organization that makes the classic mafia look like the boy scouts (hey: at least they always admitted their own criminality!) it boggles the mind repeatedly. And unfortunately I don't think anyone has any definitive answer as to just how long or through what further BS, one can get back into 'normal' life, if at all...
For me, a sense of humor has been about the only thing, or at least that which I can show others...the rest: well, gotta work it out on my own just like anyone else. I was never tortured, like so many others now with incredible and very public stories, but I guess my BS has been more to do with worrying about how everyone else is (or has) been getting F-ed by it. I mean: we all have to live with each other to some extent - even if we're not BFF on FK Book...
. So in that sense, Scns' mere existence has been hard to live with - along with feeling pretty helpless about stopping it
So, I really DO look forward to this thing dying quickly and in
full view of everyone who does not know. Seems like it's gonna happen pretty soon! It cannot have
any chance of getting recreated again. It's a very sick world, but I will definitely get my hard earned money's worth, for the show that I paid to see.
Happy Sun eve all
TL-est