Nicole
Silver Meritorious Patron
In the past I looked at me and I saw that I am scared, it is a deep fear.
I am scared of "Wogs", I am scared of "SPs" and I am scared of Anons. I try to control this fear. I know it is "implant" from Co$ to control me.
It makes me unhappy.
Sometimes I get panic and than I react very angry without a big reason.
Sometimes I can control this fear and sometimes not.
eg I have contact to "Non Scientologist", Anons and people here on ESMB who I can trust, but regulary I can't trust. Sometimes I ask the people I trust what to do in special situations, but I can't ask allways people what to do.
My question is, what can I do to control this fear? Has someone here the same problem?
I am scared of "Wogs", I am scared of "SPs" and I am scared of Anons. I try to control this fear. I know it is "implant" from Co$ to control me.
It makes me unhappy.
Sometimes I get panic and than I react very angry without a big reason.
Sometimes I can control this fear and sometimes not.
eg I have contact to "Non Scientologist", Anons and people here on ESMB who I can trust, but regulary I can't trust. Sometimes I ask the people I trust what to do in special situations, but I can't ask allways people what to do.
My question is, what can I do to control this fear? Has someone here the same problem?