Shut Mest Lover Up Please!

[Mest Lover]

My bad.

So, what's the big deal? Why ask in the first place?

I am sorry, no big deal.

This post mostly stemmed from my uncertainty of exactly what the hell I was in the Sea Org, and what right do I have to speak to or for people in Scientology or whom have exited it.

I have been posting a lot lately about things that were mainly due to me picking up information via my former post, verbal tech, hearsay (same), witnessing while on post but not on course or any other manner not really associated with what Scientologists consider Scientology "Tech."

I am just curious if anything I post is of any worth since I don't quote source or any actual data that some hardcore SCNer would rip me apart for. I speak from my heart, gut, and memory of what was to me an extremely retched time in my past but to others view me as some quirk of SCN nature not worthy of being so wrecked mentally.

I figured if I got a good negative vote I would sink back to my regular life and not continue here. I have a bit of an inferiority complex, always have had that, but I have learned over the decades to ignore it if it gets too bad.

 

[Anonycat]

I think you're a peach.

 

[freethinker]

I think you should stay because you like it here.

Did something happen?

This is a free speech message board as long as you don't tromp all over the rules.

 

[byte301]

I was in the cult for 10 or 11 years and I'll bet you know more about it then I ever did ML.

And I don't think anyone would consider me a shrinking violet. We all have something to say and Emma's given us a place to be heard.

Now STFU! hahaha Just kidding.

Your opinion is just as valuable as anyone else's.

 

[Type4_PTS]

I have a bit of an inferiority complex, always have had that, but I have learned over the decades to ignore it if it gets too bad.

From a conversation I had with Bruce Lipton (http://www.brucelipton.com/) several years ago and a demonstration I saw, I believe there is a method called "Psych-K" that would handle it very rapidly. And it's not even required to change your religion.
http://psych-k.com/

By the way, Bruce was a medical school professor at Stanford and well as a Stem Cell researcher for over 40 years. If you ever get the chance to see him speak he is fascinating and it is well worth the time. Not at all boring like some professors can be.

 

[Dark Phoenix]

Glad to have you here, Mest.

Hope you stick around.

 

[Good twin]

Mest Lover.... I was in the cult for over 30 years, but learned more from 2 weeks on this message board then my entire Scientology career.

Besides, your avatar is really the best. Stick around. Just don't get too close to Alanzo's post count. He get's really whiney when that happens.

 

[Lurker5]

Yeah

It's a bit short on choices, how about;

He's a funny guy, lets just kill him a little bit.

or
I'm in love with his avatar, please keep him here.

or
Was ML a Scientologist?

or
I think ML is a sock for Tommy Davis.

You need to give us more choice!!!

I'm thinking of starting a poll for myself.

Do you think Feral is sexy?

Would you rather make out with his horse?


What do ya think?

Yeah, that - and Feral, not the horse, though I LOVE horses.

I love Mest too

 

[Lurker5]

I like you

I am sorry, no big deal.

This post mostly stemmed from my uncertainty of exactly what the hell I was in the Sea Org, and what right do I have to speak to or for people in Scientology or whom have exited it.

I have been posting a lot lately about things that were mainly due to me picking up information via my former post, verbal tech, hearsay (same), witnessing while on post but not on course or any other manner not really associated with what Scientologists consider Scientology "Tech."

I am just curious if anything I post is of any worth since I don't quote source or any actual data that some hardcore SCNer would rip me apart for. I speak from my heart, gut, and memory of what was to me an extremely retched time in my past but to others view me as some quirk of SCN nature not worthy of being so wrecked mentally.

I figured if I got a good negative vote I would sink back to my regular life and not continue here. I have a bit of an inferiority complex, always have had that, but I have learned over the decades to ignore it if it gets too bad.

I like you just the way you are . . . .

 

[I told you I was trouble]

Mest Lover,



It has to be said that you are not quite as sexy as Feral, but ... well, few are.

Please stay, you fit right in here (and you can always work on your sex appeal later).

 

[Voltaire's Child]

Feral and PTS 4-- HILARIOUS!!!

Lohan- oh come on now. Behave!

 

[TR'SIN]

Oh Mesty please don't go. You helped me with my brainfart memory remember? What would I do without you?

I would miss you - alot.

 

[Wisened One]

What the hell, Mesty? You ain't goin' nowhere!

 

[Mest Lover]

What the hell, Mesty? You ain't goin' nowhere!

Oh crap, did I just do a doubt formula?

Pardonez moi!
That wasn't my thoughts at the time..