well_that_sucked
Patron with Honors
Are you really surprised that someone with scat in their name is talking shit?
Are you really surprised that someone with scat in their name is talking shit?
BTW--thanks again for providing ESMB, it's an amazing community.

Now THAT is what I call a statistic....
We got out about 50 in the first six weeks, and another 100 or so directly or indirectly since. Friends who we helped get to wake up to what the real scene is, are now helping their old friends do the same.

Now THAT is what I call a statistic.
Gold Meritorius ESMB Crusader, or something.
If more ESMB members had stats like that, the world would definitely be a better place.
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EPTonight a friend directed me to some current crap BS about me and ESMB on WWP. This person who posted obviously is a member here, or lurks here, or is closely connected with someone who does, so I'll bring it up here, on ESMB.
Here are a couple of the posts, posted on WWP:
1) Originally posted by Scatman
One of the moderators who goes by the name of Carmel, was a "spokesperson" for the cofs just a few years ago and actually still has a scilon webpage. The esmb admin appointed her as a moderator. She definitely comes across as a scilon, possibly because she still thinks likes one, but perhaps she never really left.
2) Originally Posted by Delusions Of Adequacy
In Sydney, there've been quite a large number of public and staff who all "blew" around the same time. Since then, some of them have been doing their best to reach out to their friends who're still in; apparently with some success:
Copypasta from ESMB :
- "Not blowing them out of the water with any real or perceived negativity re LRH, or the tech. It's not their reality and they'll just reject it (and probably whoever is suggesting it). That's something that they can stumble across, look at and work out for themselves - at a later time when they have an open mindset."
Scatman's response to Delusions of Adequacy
I think it is interesting that Carmel Underwood is so protective of Hubbard for victims of scientology who are newly out. Kind of like being protective of Hitler to concentration camp victims after WW2 or protective of Stalin after his reign of terror in the Soviet Union. Carmel Underwood thinks she knows how it is for all new escapees, but that is the same authoritarian dogma that is the basis for the scientologist mentality. Perhaps Carmel should devote more time to her own recovery and less to presuming what ex-scilons need.
What is this Scatman? Are you speaking on behalf of someone else who gave you this info, or did you just simply make it up?
- Who said that I was a moderator? If you knew me, you would probably know that I would be a last choice - I have a short wick at times, and besides that, I have enough to do without taking on a hat like that.
- Who said I was a spokesperson for the CofS? I have never been! I was involved in a dissemination project about 12 or 13 years ago, and I was "quoted" in the papers, but it wasn't me who was being quoted. It was an SO member from OSA (pretending to be me), and they did it behind my back - The CO OSA didn't trust me to keep my PR in enough, to talk to the press. I found out after the fact. And, I haven't been involved or onside with the CofS for nearly eleven years now.
- Yes, I have got one of those web pages. One night we went to an event. We were all supposed to go to these computer terminals and enter some stuff in them. As it turned out, there weren't enough computers, so they got us to jot down some stuff and said they would do the rest. I remember wondering what the hell it was at the time - I didn't know what the internet was then. If I could get rid of that damn page I would. I've writen to the CofS, said that I am dead filed officially, and to remove it. I'm not sure what to do about that, and I know others are in the same boat.
- Maybe I do come across as a scilon, I don't really give a fuck! The suggestion that I never really left, makes you look like the fuckwit, not me!
- For the record (in reference to Delusions of Adequecy's post), a large number of public from Sydney didn't just "blow" at the same time. Feral and I got on the net at the same time, realised the actual scene about the same time, then worked together on getting many of our friends, past selectees, and co-staffers to look, see and get out. We spent hours and hours for weeks and weeks. Talking, copying and pasting, emailing, writing up our own stories, directing people to ESMB, etc, etc, etc. We got out about 50 in the first six weeks, and another 100 or so directly or indirectly since. Friends who we helped get to wake up to what the real scene is, are now helping their old friends do the same.
- Regarding me being protective of Hubbard for victims of scientology, I suggest Scatman, that you get your head out of your arse! I'll do what works with the least amount of harm. I learnt heaps in scn, and one of those things I learnt was that if I wanted to help or assist someone who couldn't see the wood from the trees, then I had damn well better step in their shoes, empathize with them, and not blow them out of the water or my chances of helping them, by being an arrogant arsehole and enforcing my reality.
- I don't "think I know how it is for all new escapees" - I do know though, how I have personally gotten about 50 people to wake up and get out of the CofS's clutches. Because I have had success, I'll pass that information on, to whoever wants it, and I'll keep doing what I'm doing. And by by the way, my main attention is not on the "escapees" or "ex-scilons" - it's on those who have yet to escape.
So that's where I'm at. Where are you at Scatman? Who are you? How many people have you directly helped, wake up to the trap and get out?
What's your intention or agenda for slagging me and ESMB ? (as you did on another post not quoted here). I'd be asking whose fucking side are you on, cause it sure as hell doesn't look like you are on the side of those who want to see people "out" and on the road to recovery.
Why DO you protest?
Carmel
Reading this I was immediately reminded of the PM that was sent to Emma and was published by her. This is the second OSA attack in recent weeks.
I'm way out of date on things CofS, but I operate on the basis that nothing really changes with them because they are stuck in LRH dogma from the 50's to 70's.
So to understand what is going on I go back to the old GO tech for handling dissidents. I assume OSA still dutifully apply it.
The Standard Scientology tech that LRH developed for his "enemies" was refined by his GO slaves Mary Sue, Jane Kember and David Gaiman.
That Hubbard Standard tech was to find out an "enemy's" emotional points (he called them "buttons") and to press them to get the "enemy" to react. The idea was to spread discord amongst "enemies", to set one against the other and have the dissident group cave itself in by in-fighting.
This is Standard Scientology tech and I assume Miscavige is doing his best (as we all did when we were Scns) to apply Ron's standard tech.
It is obvious that WWP and ESMB will be infiltrated by OSA. But we don't need to carry out a who is OSA? witchhunt. That would be what OSA want in order to carry out their purpose of destroying the dissident message boards.
All we have to do is not react to their button-pushing. (easier to say than do - but we benefit if we try not to react). We simply don't play their enemy game we don't play the enemy role that they want us to play. Just ignore their application of LRH's cruel standard tech!![]()
Do you have any data to prove this attack is from OSA? It seems to me that it's just some jerkoff on the Internet being a loser.
I don't really give two hoots about the actual crap that was "spread around" -I was pissed off tho, when I discovered that someone who I believe knows me (or at least someone who has had previous communication with me), attempted to discredit me in such a covert manner - mouthing off BS in a place where there are ESMBers.God. If you don't like total crap, especially total crap about yourself, then don't spread it around! Shit-talking from WWP (pretty much the national sport over there) has nothing to do with ESMB.
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Also, are you sure this is really relevant for the fabulous Ex-Scientology Message Board? Perhaps it would be better to leave it with those loveable clowns over at Why We Protest.
Surely this will be a distraction from the all important "freezone success story" thread.
Heaven forbid! Maybe I should have thought about that
Hardly, it takes a lot to do that - hence my intense interest in the freezone.There, does that satisfy your delicate sensibilities?
)Do you have any data to prove this attack is from OSA? It seems to me that it's just some jerkoff on the Internet being a loser.
. This net of ours is such a gift and a wonderful thing mostly