I went to bed and fell asleep last night contemplating the "state of clear".
For the first time in quite awhile I FLEW in my dreams. I was flying everywhere! It was easy. I had confidence and certaintly (in my dream) in my ability to fly. I felt so light. I felt SO "in control". I woke up, took a pee, went back to sleep, and FLEW some more!
And, I realized IN THE DREAM that "I mocked it all up"!!!!!!!!!!!!! :confused2:
Where's the examiner? I want to ATTEST to the
state of clear NOW!
(oh wait, I already attest many years ago - three or four different TIMES . . . . )
When I was a kid, I used to mock up scenes in my mind doing things when I went to bed, yes mental image pictures, all flowing scenes that I created and controlled. For about an hour or so, I think time wise, I would just mock up scenes in which I was mocking up like playing baseball, or getting the girl, it was very fun for me, and then I would fall asleep. I just created different things, sometimes the same things day after day as I enjoyed them. Truthfully the pretty girl in my class, not a sex thing, just getting the girl.
As years went by, I have lost this ability, but I haven't totally lost it. I don't do it too often nowadays. I think partially because I'm into the reality of what's going on in the world and specifically with scientology.
I dunno know, when I listened to the PDC's and mock-up processing, why it kind of rung true for me.
But, I dunno know, any further than that. So I suppose when I listened to the PDC's I got "something" that told me what I was doing as a kid. But now it no matter in the scam of scientology.
But it only matter for me in that I understand the power of positive thinking, or mock-ups per say. But when those mock-ups are put into real live people and destroy them financially or time wasted for some such scam or bait and switch, why that is a different story.
But, I dunno know. :confused2::confused2: