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Patron Meritorious
In my recent thread "Why I No Longer Support the Church of Scientology" I mentioned that by 1982 my situation was such that I felt a need to go to Flag for handling. So what happened between 1975 and 1982 that caused this?
I could enumerate a number of issues. I was dragged off my basic purpose to become an auditor on many occasions, for one thing. The org always seemed to need someone to handle a GO project, or Div 6 dissem, and there were also two disastrous trips on staff which I won't expand on here.
However, when one is making case gain he can handle this kind of randomity. So what was going on with my auditing?
Without naming names I'd like to outline some GAEs that were unhandled until much later when I decided to run my own case solo. They were certainly never handled by the CoS, but I naively expected to be able to get them off to someone at Flag.
Auditor #1, female SO member, class unknown: Totally in propitiation, distracted the session constantly with cries of "Oh, Rob!" any time the session wasn't going well. She wasn't suited to be an auditor at all. This auditor also ran me on the Sunshine R/D herself, which I later found to be a gross error since it's a solo action.
Auditor #2, female SO member, probably Class VI: After getting off a discreditable withhold she completely distracted me from cogniting by bursting out crying in session.
Auditor #3, female SO member, probably Class VI: After I got off an embarrasing session MWH she said, "Oh, that's a common one" as if to lesson the overt. It had the effect of cutting off my ability to blow a chain of E/S WHs and threw the attention on her instead. In another session I had become very agitated, to the point where I felt a need to walk around the block to cool off. I said that I was really angry, but not at her. Instead of handling the origination she complied. I ranted constantly about some issue during the walk and have no idea if this data ever got into the folders.
Auditor #4, male Dn auditor: On running into a heavy this-life secondary I burst out crying, at which he visibly flinched enough to distract me. It turned out this was also an off-line case action since he audited me without folders, and I was AO public in a Class IV org.
The constant error here is OUT TR's.
I was a basic courses supervisor and had passed TR's 0-9 the hard way (two hours of no blink, flubless TR0 as the basic standard). I deserved better than this.
There were also some very basic case programming errors, although these came from changes in the tech rather than C/Sing errors. I have absolutely no complaints about Peter Sparshott or Martin Bentley as C/Ses. An example was having to do the CCRD and then the DCSI after being declared Clear. The guy who checked me out originally, Les Verity, had been a Clear checker at St. Hill and he got it right the first time. Everything after that was a Q&A.
The Purification Rundown was utter Dev-T. I had spent three months in Cairns in 1973 working outside in 40 degree heat and eating good fresh food, and had already sweated out any chemicals in my system. In fact an SO survey was done some months prior to its release asking anyone in the org if they had handled prior drugs and if so how they handled them, and this data was given to them. I suspect that it may have been used as a basis for the actual creation of the sweat program in the first place!
I could go on, but this should be enough data to outline the point: The tech inside the CoS has been crap for over 30 years. Anyone who aims criticism at the Freezone had better look inside his own camp before making comment. And bringing up the GoaT tech as a "solution" won't wash with me either, that's the weirdest dramatization I've seen yet: the stupid leading the bland.
Rob Judd
Clear 13611
I could enumerate a number of issues. I was dragged off my basic purpose to become an auditor on many occasions, for one thing. The org always seemed to need someone to handle a GO project, or Div 6 dissem, and there were also two disastrous trips on staff which I won't expand on here.
However, when one is making case gain he can handle this kind of randomity. So what was going on with my auditing?
Without naming names I'd like to outline some GAEs that were unhandled until much later when I decided to run my own case solo. They were certainly never handled by the CoS, but I naively expected to be able to get them off to someone at Flag.
Auditor #1, female SO member, class unknown: Totally in propitiation, distracted the session constantly with cries of "Oh, Rob!" any time the session wasn't going well. She wasn't suited to be an auditor at all. This auditor also ran me on the Sunshine R/D herself, which I later found to be a gross error since it's a solo action.
Auditor #2, female SO member, probably Class VI: After getting off a discreditable withhold she completely distracted me from cogniting by bursting out crying in session.
Auditor #3, female SO member, probably Class VI: After I got off an embarrasing session MWH she said, "Oh, that's a common one" as if to lesson the overt. It had the effect of cutting off my ability to blow a chain of E/S WHs and threw the attention on her instead. In another session I had become very agitated, to the point where I felt a need to walk around the block to cool off. I said that I was really angry, but not at her. Instead of handling the origination she complied. I ranted constantly about some issue during the walk and have no idea if this data ever got into the folders.
Auditor #4, male Dn auditor: On running into a heavy this-life secondary I burst out crying, at which he visibly flinched enough to distract me. It turned out this was also an off-line case action since he audited me without folders, and I was AO public in a Class IV org.
The constant error here is OUT TR's.
I was a basic courses supervisor and had passed TR's 0-9 the hard way (two hours of no blink, flubless TR0 as the basic standard). I deserved better than this.
There were also some very basic case programming errors, although these came from changes in the tech rather than C/Sing errors. I have absolutely no complaints about Peter Sparshott or Martin Bentley as C/Ses. An example was having to do the CCRD and then the DCSI after being declared Clear. The guy who checked me out originally, Les Verity, had been a Clear checker at St. Hill and he got it right the first time. Everything after that was a Q&A.
The Purification Rundown was utter Dev-T. I had spent three months in Cairns in 1973 working outside in 40 degree heat and eating good fresh food, and had already sweated out any chemicals in my system. In fact an SO survey was done some months prior to its release asking anyone in the org if they had handled prior drugs and if so how they handled them, and this data was given to them. I suspect that it may have been used as a basis for the actual creation of the sweat program in the first place!
I could go on, but this should be enough data to outline the point: The tech inside the CoS has been crap for over 30 years. Anyone who aims criticism at the Freezone had better look inside his own camp before making comment. And bringing up the GoaT tech as a "solution" won't wash with me either, that's the weirdest dramatization I've seen yet: the stupid leading the bland.
Rob Judd
Clear 13611
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