Gold Meritorious SP
as this story unfolds it sounds so typical to life in scientology, repeating high pressure, weird solutions, going to outsiders when it gets tough and time will tell but my suspicion is the obvious scenerios you see inside the church
pressure to marry someone so she can live in the US
pressure to recruit jim
failed, pressured to disconnect
punished for pulling it in, cheating on husband
natuarly causes depression
on top of that regged for expensive services she's probably paid for several times and told it will fix everything
taught your body/life doesn't matter, now hating life so talking suicide
scientology knows they can't handle real mental issues, it's designed for milking rich people who don't need help not people that are losing their mind and really need help, and they refuse to let her get professional treatment
arranges an outsider, den, try to help for liability reasons, got there too late...
want to hear what was in the notes she left, and den's explanation to why he found her, was he there to try to talk her out of it or did they already know she was dead but wanted a non-scientologist there for the legal report?
some of the scientology code of honor i'm sure influenced this situation
9. Your self-determinism and your honor are more important than your immediate life.
10. Your integrity to yourself is more important than your body.
12. Never fear to hurt another in a just cause.
14. Be your own adviser, keep your own counsel and select your own decisions.
aka harm critics (or yourself if they're guilt tripping you), don't listen to anyone else, be selfish and self centered, if you don't get your way then don't get professional help just kill yourself, you're immortal who cares, only rich thetans matter
this sounds like a joke but it isn't, is the "survival rundown" going to become the "suicide rundown"? time will tell