Ex Scientologist Message Board

Okay, fess up. Who here stood there, night after night and clapped -applauded LRH's picture and thought to yourself "what the hell am I doing?" or some such thought?

What was your thinking at the time? How does it seem now looking back?

I had to decide that I would think of every good session I had and all the really good wins I had that would justify my action of engaging in what now seems to be cultish worship. Until that point, I felt like I was doing it so I would not be noticed for not doing so. I have to laugh now.

L RON HUBBARD