Wow. It's like looking at your tombstone from another life. All the lies, the pain, the mental anguish. The Church really hopes you THINK it is your tombstone. HA! What a crock.
I just love how your Declare order is full of generalities.
Looking at it I'm sure it's pretty upsetting at first. It almost makes you want to write to them and tell them they lied and everything else they did that was out-tech. But then, you're back in their game.
I hope now it's kind of a funny thing to you with some sense of relief - you finally saw it! What an insane organization.
I'm happy and proud of you Kathy to put your full name in there. You are now an out of the closet ex-Scientologist. (Maybe you did it earlier but I don't remember.)
At one time, one of thee worst things that could possibly happen to us would be to get Declared. And now, none of that matters. It was all a big lie. It wasn't a route to immortality. It was a routing form to nowhere.