Taken from the "Guestbook", by "Happy Camper":
"This morning I had an Idenics session with Mike Goldstein.
Before I tell you about it, let me assure you I am no freezoner. I've been out of the church for over 6 years and have not since sought out any type of spiritual counselling. I'm tolerant of people's choices regarding the FZ and independents, but it's not been something I've looked to for help.
Recently certain things in my life haven't been going that well and it came to a head this week. I was desperate to stop this incessant grief that was taking it's toll. Having heard nothing but good reports about Mike and his technology I decided to give him a call.
Right from the first second I talked to him I felt reassured. There was no pushiness, just a genuine desire to help me. I briefly told him what was going on with me and we scheduled a time for the session a day or two later.
I was nervous, excited and a bit scared before the session. In my 9 years in Scientology my wins in session had been few & far between. I had previously found it very hard to be "in session", especially as most of my auditing was sec checks and ruds, it was always a struggle. The results of any auditing I'd had always seemed to be punishment of some sort. Yes I'd had gains by getting off withholds etc, but they were always negated by the shame felt in ethics when it came time for conditions. I swore that I'd never put myself through that again.
So the time came for me to make the call and I held my breath & dialled. Mike answered and within minutes we were under way. This in itself was so very refreshing. In Scn I had gotten used to the steeplechase of hurdles and hoops you had to jump through just to get in session. The endless ruds, metab tests, can squeezes, word clearing, set ups, D of Ps, ethics handlings, security clearances, C/Sing hold ups, PTS handlings etc etc. There was none of this.
Mike is everything an auditor should be. He is calm, caring, understanding, gentle, maintains great control without any stress and knows what he is doing. For the first time in my life I was IN SESSION!! aaaand, it was over the phone!! How did this happen?
Firstly, and this is just from my viewpoint, I was completely willing because I felt comfortable. Secondly there was no mucking around. There was an unwanted condition that I wanted addressed and that was ALL we did. Nothing else, no Q & A, no farting around. The questions all hit me in just the right place and I found answers. I felt that charge being pulled in and being released, being pulled in again and being released etc. Something that I'd READ about in Scn as a phenomenon that was "supposed" to occur, but it was totally new to me to actually experience it.
In that session I addressed a debilitating condition that has been a part of me for my whole life. It dominated my existence. It's how I coped with life, but it was also very damaging to me.
At the end of the session I felt very different. We ended up running a havingness process (I'm not sure if that's what it's called in Idenics but that's the only thing I know to call it at this stage) at the end of the session. Previously I hated havingness processes. I found them boring and a waste of time. Well! Let me tell you, I not only needed it, I loved it and I could feel it working. I'd given up a big chunk of crap and needed something to replace it.
After I hung up I felt very different. I thought that someone had turned the sound down on the world because everything was so quiet. Then I realised it was my head that was quiet. So much noise had gone.
That night I went to bed and laid down ready for the onslaught of thoughts and anxieties that fill my mind the moment my head hits the pillow. Again it was very quiet in there. I wondered if I was "doing this" myself because I "wanted" the auditing to have worked. But then I realised that I've been trying to calm my mind for a loooong time by myself without any success and tonight there was no effort. Something had definitely changed.
Now before you think I've gotten carried and I'm saying that I've handled a life worth of problems in 90 minutes, I'm not. I addressed a certain condition that may or may not be permanently gone. It's too early to say. All I can do is say what has occured so far and how wonderful it is to have this peace.
I can honestly say that I gained (or lost, depending on how you view it) more in a 90 minute phone conversation with Mike than I did in 9 years of Scientology. I now know what it's like to be in session, blow real charge, and experience real gain. And guess what it cost me? Nothing. Nada. Zilch. It was a free introductory session to test the waters. I can't imagine what might be possible with some ongoing processing. I've made a list of unwanted conditions and I want to address them all!!!
Lastly, I want to tell you that this is NOT a solicited success story. It wasn't asked for or expected, but I was so amazed by what I experienced I wanted to write it up for myself and also to let Mike know.
Thanks again Mike. You are amazing."