Thank you to everyone who did genuinely post their advice - I do have to report that all my attempts at telling them everything that was suggested was surprisingly not enough to get declared. That or they just really want me for some fucking reason. I finally just ran back inside and said leave me alone - of course with them running back after me and me laughing as my apartment complex door slammed close. They've been calling me leaving messages saying that it was the 4th dynamic and 3rd dynamic engram making me say all this stuff. I have 42 missed calls and counting, they were outside all day; eventually got let in and knocked on my door which I ended up texting one of them that I had ran off the back door. Which was ironic I was on the 4th floor of the building for god sakes and they believed it. I most likely will still get visits for the next few days.
Regarding some posts - I may have been in there for only a few short months. However, I'm young and pliable in their eyes - I can learn very quickly and I'm also a firm hand over my Div that I was in when I was on staff (thoroughly routed off and broke my contract). I'm bright and intelligent - just got wrapped up in spiritual enlightenment gone wrong, will probably look into some independent "squirrel" groups if anything. I can hopefully say that I'm officially a ExScn.
Well, it's Wednesday tomorrow which is traditionally the day when staff start to get frantic, so expect more of them at your door.
It isn't that they are specific about you. Once a person is routed to the EPF, all the promises the recruiters made during the course of recruiting a person, will be forgotten. It's called, 'love bombing.' I am sure that you are bright and intelligent, but please don't take the attention you are getting from Sea Org recruiters as a evidence of such. Not that Sea Org recruiters are evil in themselves. I do think that they actually believe the words coming out of their mouth, like the 3D/4D engram comment. All the recruiters I know have drilled this. Other lines to be aware of:
1. Your bank is what is stopping you.
2. Anything you can do in the wog world, you can do in the Sea Org, but with greater purpose.
3. Scientology is expanding which is why the media/psychs/big pharma is attacking us. We need able people like you.
4. There is a limited time to stop the dwindling spiral.
But good on you for being young and smart enough to think for yourself. Scientology makes some amazing claims. I can't remember what thread it was on (Cowboy thread?) where scientology was summarised as a brilliant marketing scheme. People are parting with their money/lives based on false promises. There are lots of reasons why this works, but suffice to say that there are lots of willing, idealistic people who were sold false dreams.
My advice to you would be to cut your losses, chalk it up as experience and when they come tomorrow (as they will because you're on the BP to arrive Thursday before 2:00), tell them they are harassing you. I don't know what the law in where you live, but find out. If it's more than 2 instances, then record them (also check whether it's lawful for you to record someone else without their permission).
Or just tell them to piss off.