Past Lives, Angels, and Spiritual Law
This has always been one of my questions too. If we are indeed Spirits/Thetans traveling from life to life, then we should be able to document past lives. I think it should be researched. Carefully.
If not, then is it all just "Traveling man, there is no road; you make the road as you walk."? “What’s it all about Alfie, is it just for the moment we live?” Is that all that is going on?
This thread brings me back to my original question, the WHY I was interested in spiritual growth/Scientology in the first place. Am I A Spirit? Is there a Purpose? How Should We Then Live? Is there not something outside myself – like God? Or, if the Kingdom of Heaven is within me as Jesus Christ said, then how can I tap into some of that Heaven? Like now?
My conclusion after this venture into Scientology is

OK, wrong track, OOPS, back up the train, OK, dust myself off, hmm, pick myself back up, and Aw shit! Several years and many $$ lost. Damn! What now? Where were we --- OK! Feels good to be free again! Where to now?
Got it. LRH was a con man and has created the greatest scam ever (about on par with the Catholic Church). The CO$ needs to implode, bigtime implode, before more minds are twisted, before more 20 year old kids trapped in billion-year-loss-of-human-rights contracts, before more Lisa Mcphersons die. Got it.
But there seem to be some real "spiritual" phenomena here. As I turn it over and look at it, and read this message board, Scientologists report the same spiritual stuff that can be found elsewhere. Anecdotal evidence that we have out-of-body experiences -- same as reported by people in surgery and by accident victims. Anecdotal evidence of past life experiences --outside of Scientology, Hmmm. (MORE PROOF needed on that one!) Anecdotal -- and statistical!! -- evidence that some people are more able than others, simply because of their belief system! Anecdotal evidence of the OT phenomenon

of being able to find your lost keys. (A few months ago I was looking for a particular book lost in our warehousefull of stored junk/books/etc -- and I went immediately to the right area, the right box, and found the right book. An OT phenomenon? But I am not an OT!

) So I conclude that a belief system can affect my survival. A “spiritual” thing can affect my survival. Maybe I AM a thetan/spirit walking from life to life.
A while back I was thinking:
Ifthere are a set of physical laws which govern the physical universe -- (and there do seem to be, even if we do not know them all yet)
Then could there possibly be a parallel set of spiritual laws which govern the spiritual universe (and there do seem to be spiritual laws, even if we do not know them all yet). Make sense? Spiritual laws like Karma. We Become What We Think About. As Ye Sow So Shall Ye Reap. This Above All To Thine Own Self Be True. Honesty Is The Best Policy. Love Your Neighbor As You Love Yourself. Repeat In The Next Life What You Don’t Get Right in This One. Stuff like that.
Physical law stuff is at work in daily life. We follow the physical laws to survive (don’t step off cliffs, drink enough water, keep warm, etc). So should spiritual law stuff be at work in daily life (Karma, Love, Honesty, etc). (I am sure this is NOT an original thought.) I should be able to use both physical and spiritual laws to increase my survival, that of my family and that of mankind. That makes sense to me.
(Which is why LRH was so fascinating – he said “Come into this tent, young man, I have here the spiritual answers to ALL. . .Step Right In. . .” !@#$%^& Snake Oil Salesman. . He didn’t have Shit. . . Goddamn paradigm he was selling had a bunch of good stuff in it, but didn’t hang together under close examination and was twisted beyond all recognition to control, harm and destroy. . . . but the first trick in the tent sure worked to bring ‘em in, and he sure had a few other tricks-- and a smooth delivery!!. . .for a while. . . . .)
So in order to survive better than just use of physical laws, what are these pesky spiritual laws --and how to use them? If this spiritual realm exists, toward what purpose? If I, a thetan, indeed walk from life to life, toward what purpose? To Survive? (. . .So, without asking WHY survive at all. . .) --What then would increase my survival – could these spiritual phenomena help? To make better decisions, understand more, enjoy more, SURVIVE? How to use spiritual phenomena? Some examples follow. . .
You can choose to believe the following or not. In January 1991 I needed to make a decision whether to adopt twin baby boys. I was a Christian at the time. Seeking spiritual guidance, I went to the Bible, opened it at random. It opened to the last page of Ecclesiastes, Chapter 12. Page 1002, New International Version Study Bible, 1985 edition. "Remember your creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come. . . .remember him, before the silver cord is severed, or the golden bowl is broken, before the pitcher is shattered at the spring, or the wheel broken at the well, and the dust returns to the ground it came from, and the spirit returns to God who gave it. . .”
Holy shit. This seems like a death message. What? Hello God? Are You there??? I decided to adopt the boys. I felt completely joyous. It was an international adoption and the process took several months. Over and over, many times during those months, when I went to the Bible, it opened to that page. Page 1002, New International Version Study Bible, 1985 edition. (No, there was no bookmark, no jelly, nothing stuck in the pages.) In May 1991 one of the twin baby boys died. It is a very long story. We were conned. My husband and I adopted the remaining boy. From that day on, whenever I went to my Bible with a question, it never randomly opened to that page again. You can believe me or not.
"Traveling man, there is no road; you make the road as you walk." If there is no road, and I make the road as I walk – then somehow did I know the baby would die? Why did I get that message, that Bible page? If we become what we think about – if my life is what I create -- I would have liked for that child to have lived. I met that child, I loved that child, I held that baby boy. Why did I “have to get that experience?” Is there indeed such a thing as “pulling it in??” (Note to Auditors; Yes, I have audited this incident to FN. My beautiful smart healthy 18 year old surviving son is a joy to me now.)
So -- was there a purpose to that spiritual message? That would have helped me and my child survive? As we thetans/spirits walk through our various lives?
Another example. Again, you can choose to believe it or not. (To doubters – yeah, I know, I know, your cousin went to the Bible one day and it opened up to something really dumb about so-and-so begat so-and-so, or sheep and goats, or the wrath of a vengeful God etc, --yeah, me too most of the time. Maybe all of this was just an odd coincidence. Maybe so.)
When I hit the wall several months ago in Scientology – (and I was only a public (such a derogatory term) not Sea Org), I went through a period of anger and confusion, and while still in that confusion, seeking guidance, I went to the Bible and opened it at random. It opened to the Book of Habbakuk, an obscure prophet, who wrote about 600 years before Christ. (Page 1388, New International Version Study Bible 1985 edition). (Once again, no bookmark, no jelly stuck on the page, etc.) Habbakuk brings complaints to God; Chapter 1 Verse 13 “. . . .Why then do You tolerate the treacherous? Why are You silent while the wicked swallow up those more righteous then themselves? You have made men like fish in the sea, like sea creatures that have no ruler. The wicked foe pulls all of them up with hooks, he catches them in his net. . . he lives in luxury and enjoys the choicest food. Is he to keep on emptying his net, destroying nations without mercy?. . . .” And God answers Habbakuk, in Chapter 2 Verse 4, “Then the Lord replied . . .the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. . . See, he is puffed up; his desires are not upright. . .he is arrogant and never at rest. He is greedy as the grave. . .Will not all of them taunt him with ridicule and scorn, saying, ‘Woe to him who piles up stolen goods, and makes himself wealthy by extortion! How long must this go on? Will not your debtors suddenly arise? Will they not wake up and make you tremble? . . . Because you have plundered many nations, the peoples who are left will plunder you. . . .Woe to him who builds his realm by unjust gain.. . .”
WOW! In this ESMB, in Headley vs CO$, in Jason Beghe’s video, in the recent SP times videos and new articles, I observe the victims suddenly arising, waking up, and making CO$ tremble. . . Thanks for the message, Habbakuk! And this “message” came from a guy who lived 2600 years ago! Ol’ Habbakuk obviously ran into the same problems back then. Arrogant rapacious conmen been around for a long time, seems like. So, Habbakuk –is that you. . .? You tryin’ to tell me something today, 2600 years later . . . are you a thetan/spirit hangin’ out lookin’ over my shoulder here, just chillin’, just waiting for your next body, next life?
Or was it all "Traveling man, there is no road; you make the road as you walk." Wait a minute, wait a minute – Either
1) it is all just coincidence, the Bible pages, I watch too many TV programs with angels and that kind of shit, and I am imagining some “message”;
2) somehow I subconsciously knew ahead of time that my child would die? Somehow I subconsciously knew ahead of time that CO$ was a con – and the Bible simply opened to those pages for me?
3) Is there some thetan/spirit out there that is touching me on the shoulder, putting things in front of me, whispering softly, “Hey, this way, over here, look over here. . .” The still small voice. The thing you KNOW in your heart is true. The sixth sense, the thing that crosses your mind and causes you to take your foot off the gas pedal and sure enough in a few minutes you come upon a wreck/cop/traffic jam. . . .
So if there is a purpose to these things ---Hey wait a minute! How come I couldn’t have gone to the Bible first and “got” the Ecclesiastes message, and could have changed events so my baby wouldn’t have died? That is certainly what I intended. How come I couldn’t have gone to the Bible and “got” that Habbakuk message a few years ago and skipped the Scientology pain and suffering and $$$ scam? That is certainly what I intended. If my life is what I create, what I mock up, why did I “have to get that experience” of the dead child? Of the Scientology scam? Was there a purpose to all this madness? Wouldn’t it have saved me a lot of pain, a few bucks and a few years if I had known before I ever took the plunge and joined CO$ and IAS?
That was my original question! That is why I went into Christianity, Science, Scientology!! Is there some greater wisdom outside myself, the keeper of the spiritual laws perhaps--? That we can learn from BEFORE we fall for the GodDamn CONS!!! So my infant son would be alive! So that I would still have the money to build my house instead of the goddamn IAS conning me out of it with their we’re-gonna-save-the-world bullshit! So that all our children can better survive and we can be like all other species that have gone before us, getting successfully from day to day!
Or is it just another pit in the trail that we --as ants --stumble into? Chaos, anyone?
So – aside from LRH’s brief hoax (really quite an interesting story line actually)– and the Christian Churches made up story lines – and Mohammed’s made up story line --are you sure there is not something outside ourselves? Are these thetan/spirits indeed just wandering from life to life? Maybe some purpose to it all? Is the road is already there and we are just sort of beginning to figure out we are even on a road?
I sort of think there is a road here, and it is NOT "Traveling man, there is no road; you make the road as you walk." The road seems already here, and it is way bigger than me. This tree I stand next too is bigger than me. The mountains sure seem bigger than me. This planet sure seems bigger than me. The stars I look up to at night sure seem bigger than me. The Milky Way, sprawling ghostlike across the sky, sure seems bigger than me. The pictures we take with our new little Hubble snappycamera sure made a few snapshots of something way bigger than us. That matter is just waves of energy, and that the whole universe is made of it - whoooh-- that is way bigger than my understanding.
We keep figuring out new stuff every day, as a species – like, you know, that the earth is round and not flat, like how to make gunpowder and kill each other more effectively, like how to use radio waves, that continents drift over the planet, like how to make atomic bombs and kill each other
even more effectively, like how harness the wind to make electricity, stuff like that – maybe we are just exploring the road? Maybe we are on the way to figuring out if there is a purpose bigger than us?
We all seem to agree that there is a physical realm (matter energy space & time). Now, if we MADE THAT ALL up (what is the end phenomena of OTVIII – that we mocked it all up?), then we must have MADE UP ALL PHYSICAL LAWS to make that physical stuff work. And it appears to be quite a nice and admirable construction; our paradigm of the physical universe seems to hang together fairly well -- at this juncture at least.
BUT –what if we didn’t make all the physical realm up – then it would behoove us to figure out what the physical laws are, from the guy who DID make it up -- what he (or she, or it?) had in mind. So we could at least stay on the road before we fall off and completely blow ourselves up.
So if I go back to my two instances mentioned above with the Bible pages – and all the other evidence, anecdotal and otherwise, suggesting that there truly is a spiritual realm – and IF WE MADE IT UP –. . Then WE WOULD HAVE MADE UP THE SPIRITUAL LAWS too. Without our infant stumbling species even being conscious of what they are – yet.
BUT ---What if we didn’t make up all the spiritual realm? – then it would behoove us to figure out what the spiritual laws are from the guy who DID make it up -- what he (she, it?) had in mind. So we could at least stay on the road before we fall off it and completely blow ourselves up.
I kind of like the road. It has been fun here on earth from time to time. I don’t want to blow myself up, and I don’t want others to blow themselves up. I would like to come back at some time in the future. I would like for “past lives” to be true.
So what are those spiritual laws? Obviously LRH and Co. were selling some faulty “spiritual laws” or that schtick would actually work. How should we then live in order to follow the spiritual laws and best survive? (And best avoid the next non-survival CON???) So what are the spiritual laws? Karma? We Become What We Think About? As Ye Sow So Shall Ye Reap? This Above All To Thine Own Self Be True? Honesty Is The Best Policy? Any others?
If I make the road I walk ("Traveling man, there is no road; you make the road as you walk.") then this is a goddamn jungle I am hacking through. If the road is already there, and I am just an ant trying to figure out where that massive road is -- then this is STILL a goddamn jungle I am hacking through. That noise you hear is me sharpening my machete. I believe I will keep my Bible handy – it is at least thick enough to stop a bullet. Habbakuk or Solomon might have a few more wise words I might catch so I can avoid the next pit in the road. And I will keep the machete razor sharp. What now? Where were we --- OK! Feels good to be free again! Where to now?
