Welcome to the board I Call BS! I'm not on here much these days and I'm missing a bunch of new people, but I caught this thread.
That was EXACTLY what happened to me when I found ESMB. All those emotions I had been hiding/suppressing started to come out. I cried when people understood me, or when I read people's stories, and I found myself screaming with laughter sometimes especially when people here dared to be irreverent about Scientology. . . it had been SUCH a "deadly serious" subject for so long, and it was unbelievably therapeutic to finally start seeing it for what it really is.
I'm glad that you are experiencing that. You are healing!
-TL