For Tony and anyone else who cares:
I've read a lot of threads on different boards about OT3 and ex-Scientologists' experiences with it.
What commonly occurs is that when people start talking about their OT3 and upper-level auditing experiences, arguments break out:
I experienced X and interpreted XX!
What? I experienced Y and interpreted YY!
Well, you stupid fuck, you weren't doing it right!
No, U!
And then all the people who didn't do OT3 chime in and tell all the people who did do OT3 how stupid they were or how they didn't understand the level correctly or they didn't audit it right.
I did OT3. I didn't care for it. It wasn't my cup of tea. It was boring. It was disappointing. It wasn't at all what I thought the upper levels in Scientology might be about. I sure as hell didn't get into Scientology to audit BTs. I "didn't know they were there" until the OT3 materials said they were. Throughout the entire level I was absolutely convinced that I had never been through anything like Incident 2 -- in any of the roles described in the materials. I told this to anyone who'd listen to me -- the course supervisor, the C/S (in my worksheets) and the examiner.
Regarding the BTs, I didn't care about them at all. I felt no sympathy for them. I didn't like them. I thought of them as less than me. They were wasting my time.
And then later on OT4, after believing I was finally through with the stupid BTs, there were more of them. It was also obvious that the upper bridge was going to be about more and more BTs.
I never did another OT level after that.
And now, decades later, what do I think about BTs?
Nothing. They still bore me.
It should be clear to anyone who's read this thread through that Scientologists think a lot of different things about BTs and Xenu and OT3 and beyond. As do ex-Scientologists.
TG1