Alan
Gold Meritorious Patron
I was one of those who did the HRD auditors course when it first came out at the FLB and left the Sea Org soon afterwards.
The original version was run without checking for reads. If would usually run for around 25 hours with an EP of becoming oneself again - i.e. a major valence shift. The later version added checking for reads resulting a much shorter rundown that didn't seem to go as deep into the case. The original also included an application of the HRD approach to other areas. I did run it solo after leaving the CofS using the Code of Honor. "Never withdraw allegiance once given" for me only made sense after looking at what allegiance was given. My own allegiance was never to the Sea Org nor even to the man, LRH. It was an allegiance to a cause - the Aims of Scientology.
Maintaining a position of power, for a corrupt group or individual, requires a usurpation of the communications and allegiances of the group. Cleaning up the false allegiances one has been manipulated or tricked into can be quite a therapeutic experience.
For me, as it seems to have been for a number of others, the HRD contributed greatly to my gaining the personal freedom to leave the Sea Org.
It seemed that the cognitions I had led to the inevitable conclusion that the Sea Org was becoming a suppressive group.
David Mayo, at that time, was a strong driving force toward a mellowing of Ethics. The Ethics Specialist Course he created shifted the emphasis of Ethics toward the application of forgotten basics such as 2 way communication and ARC. However some rather obnoxious characters had other ideas and reacted with the other extreme. They won.
The Sea Org was created somewhat in the valence of the oppressive forces of the distant past. Whether or not one considers the story of OT3 to be truth or not it is an observable fact that oppressive military regimes have existed.
Some of the most powerful and "successful" identities that people have held in the past have been positions of military power. It would follow that the Sea Org attracted to its higher ranks those in military valences. My realization on the HRD was that I had myself gone somewhat into a military valence and had lost what I originally became involved in Scientology for.
At that point leaving the Sea Org was inevitable after the oppressors took power.
The HRD, in its original form, was a great liberator. I think Leon explained well why the later version was not.
Beautifully said!
Alan
