I ask myself that question all the time. All those decades.... The people around me were mostly good, so it blinded me to the fact that the system was created evil. With that education under my belt, I can now see things more clearly.
This is what lrh counted on -- the fact that people are basically good. So he got a bunch of good people together and they all looked around at each other and saw other good people and concluded this must be a good thing, when in fact it was rotten to the core.
Sorry it turned out that way. And I know people will look at this and say, "but the tech...," "but the wins...," "but the people I helped," etc. Yeah. That was me, for more decades than I care to admit. But it's just another booby-trapped dead end. And I don't think it was designed to be anything else.
But you can't really
tell anybody that. It's something they really have to find out for themselves, as much as I'd like to try to save them the time and trouble of going through it. It just took me a very long time, because I didn't want to leave any stone unturned before I came to a conclusion about it.
Yes, evil exists in this world. And it's especially insidious when it has a pretty face.
Lynn