I'm particularly interested in levels of being/awareness.
The part of me I am most aware of is the part that operates through the analytical mind. I know there is more to me than that.
I was absent-mindedly smoking a ciggie the other day and burst out laughing and then started nodding and saying "Uh-huh, uh-huh". I had a cognition about something, I've no idea what, I didn't even know I was thinking about anything at the time.
A few months ago I was driving along the motorway about 15-20 mph over the limit. Suddenly I see a copper leaning over the bonnet of his car pointing a radar gun straight at me.
The moment I passed him I burst out laughing and knew with certainty that I wasn't going to get a ticket. I have no idea how I knew. Anyway, I didn't get a ticket.
Whenever I feel really bad I can just ask myself how I really feel and the answer is always "I'm fine, no problems" and I sense an inner calmness even if the outer misemotion isn't dimiinshed in any way.
What the hell is this all about (assuming I'm not crazy)?
I've spoken to a couple of people who've done their Ls. They both reported blowing charge even though they were unaware of it's exact nature. They spoke of laughing and crying in session but not knowing what it was all about.
I'm working on the assumption that somehow the self-protecting mechanism of the mind is being bypassed. Does anyone know anything about the Class XII TRs? How might this be done?
Any knowledge, insight or speculation is welcome.
Cheers
tanstaafl
The part of me I am most aware of is the part that operates through the analytical mind. I know there is more to me than that.
I was absent-mindedly smoking a ciggie the other day and burst out laughing and then started nodding and saying "Uh-huh, uh-huh". I had a cognition about something, I've no idea what, I didn't even know I was thinking about anything at the time.
A few months ago I was driving along the motorway about 15-20 mph over the limit. Suddenly I see a copper leaning over the bonnet of his car pointing a radar gun straight at me.
The moment I passed him I burst out laughing and knew with certainty that I wasn't going to get a ticket. I have no idea how I knew. Anyway, I didn't get a ticket. Whenever I feel really bad I can just ask myself how I really feel and the answer is always "I'm fine, no problems" and I sense an inner calmness even if the outer misemotion isn't dimiinshed in any way.
What the hell is this all about (assuming I'm not crazy)?
I've spoken to a couple of people who've done their Ls. They both reported blowing charge even though they were unaware of it's exact nature. They spoke of laughing and crying in session but not knowing what it was all about.
I'm working on the assumption that somehow the self-protecting mechanism of the mind is being bypassed. Does anyone know anything about the Class XII TRs? How might this be done?
Any knowledge, insight or speculation is welcome.
Cheers
tanstaafl

