In writing my submission to the inquiry, I have come to the poignant conclusion that being a Scientologist is like "fourty miles of bad road".
I'm very interested in your conclusions.
Its been a long day, Blow me.I conclude that your spelling can use some help. IT is forty, not fourty.
Pete
In writing my submission to the inquiry, I have come to the poignant conclusion that being a Scientologist is like "forty miles of bad road".
I'm very interested in your conclusions.

Then from time to time told myself that the reason I was not experiencing stellar "wins" and becoming more "OT" was because I was doing all this stuff "on a withold".

In writing my submission to the inquiry, I have come to the poignant conclusion that being a Scientologist is like "forty miles of bad road".
I'm very interested in your conclusions.
Its almost like the further you go down that road the further you have to come back.I pretty much see it the same way - it was certainly a long, bad road and I believe the key to getting "out" is awakening to the obvious fact that the road (i.e., "bridge") leads nowhere. Certainly not anywhere resembling what is advertised, promoted, promised or mocked-up by the traveller.![]()
The mental gymnastics a traveller goes through to justify all that time, effort, sacrifice and grief is also worthy of some attention, too. I did a bunch of stuff (services, auditing, dononations, etc) without telling any of my family and/or friends - in jargon "on a withold"Then from time to time told myself that the reason I was not experiencing stellar "wins" and becoming more "OT" was because I was doing all this stuff "on a withold".
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It seems to be true that a person will go to extremes to make "self right" and Scientology makes insidious and effective use of that mechanism to keep the mindfuck going - at least that's my observation and experience. :confused2:
Good and thought-provoking post, Doom.
Happy trails to you all! (yes, to ALL!)
EP
Mike Horton
That she is and so much more mate.Yep, it's like a circular Obstacle Course, you always end up back at the start.
Some people just keep going and do it all again, some people wake up and head for the hills.
And, yes, you're blessed with a good companion.![]()
Thanks Petey C,40 miles of bad road is a good analogy. (And a good name for a song.) If it helps, the longer you're away from it, the easier it gets. The downside is, of course, the longer you're away from it, the older you get too. Be good to yourself, things do get better.
Petey C
Thanks Petey C,
You are right it would be a good name for a song. I first heard it in a description of James Cameron's movie Aliens, Ironic no?
As I get older I get at least a bit wiser and I'm happy with that trade.
Yes things do get better and one year out and we are better than ever.
Doom
Thats exactly the advice I would give tooThink of it this way -- at one year out, you're just at the beginning of the good times! And you ain't even old so don't even start with that. I reckon that up to your mid-40s, you can have a whole new career about every 7-10 years. So let your imagination run wild and enjoy what's out there!
Petey
Think of it this way -- at one year out, you're just at the beginning of the good times! And you ain't even old so don't even start with that. I reckon that up to your mid-40s, you can have a whole new career about every 7-10 years. So let your imagination run wild and enjoy what's out there!
Petey
I know what you mean, Doom.![]()
Thats exactly the advice I would give too
Thanks Petey


