I was curious about scientology and wanted to know more. I did a paper on it for a class. I am an ex psych patient who escaped from psychiatry as it did nothing for me. I read kevin trudeau's book and thought dianetics could help me. I soon found out I could not get auditing due to my psych history. They also told me I could not work at a mission because of my psych history. Hubbard's policy they said. (Is that legal?) Didn't matter that I pulled myself out of psychiatry and off meds and treated myself holistically for depression. I am much better doing things on my own. I didn't like my living enviroment and income and scientology staff told me to work a low paying job to get. Out. I told them no as I am an honor student and finishing my education. (College) to make a long story short I was getting dianetics auditing but am quitting as they call me late and want me to come in for a session or after work when I'm tired. I'm sick of them bugging me and I have responsibilities and am not dropping what I'm doing to suit them! I also enjoy reading many paths and self help books on the bus which they didn't like! I enjoy learning about many paths and am open to all regardless of sexual orientation, creed etc which they didn't like.

Budgiemom.
Keep reading EVERYTHING ! Do not settle in on one thing. You are too young yet, to settle. Check it all out. Everything.