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FoTi

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Thanks for this story Face. It's a beautiful example of keeping your own integrity in the face of those who would try to manipulate and buy you off. This is something to be very proud of. :clap:

Thank you, FoTi...you're very kind.:yes:

One of the "problems" that the CMO and the two former Mrs. Face's had with me was, as they all said, "You're too honest for your own good.":confused2:

My children, friends and lady friend seem to like it though.:coolwink:

Face:)

You're welcome, but it's not a matter of kindness, Face. Integrity and honesty is just something that I admire in people. It makes me feel good about the person.
 

RogerB

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Meanwhile, the things which I held most dear are all doing poorly. My business is dying out, my income is low, I am in the final stages of a divorce and my Kids disapprove of me spending so much time on ESMB and are not talking to me though they tell my ex wife that they still love me. Just last Monday I got shot down by a prospective 2D I was pursuing. It wasn't a total shut down, because the person insists I am her best friend and closest soul mate and that she loves me greatly but also insists that the chemistry is not there for her to consider me as a 2D. I never had a Sister so now I've got one.

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My family thinks I am nuts!!! They do not understand why I am so upbeat with my life seeming to be crashing down on me. I am wandering around always singing or whistling some tune and usually exhillarated. They see this as Alzheimer's disease setting in and "they think I have lost my marbles." They are off base 180 degrees. I am finally doing what I want to do. I think Leon's signature line states this pretty well. Finding what you really want to do and doing it is the way to go, the money, the romance, sharing fun activities with the Kids will be there again but right now I am just having so much fun doing what I really want to do and enjoy doing that I am not missing having those other things happening right now.
Lakey

This little story, I don't think I've put on ESMB :D

So let's see if this has a place in your repertoire . . . . .

When I first met my sweet Virginia (it was actually on about the second or third chat we had), I asked her a question: "If you had all of the money, time and resources you needed to do what ever you wanted in life, what would it be that you'd do, or be, or have?"

I find it to be a key question, as I find it pointless to be trying to play a game with or have any "serious" relationship with anyone who is going in a totally different direction to me, or with someone operating on totally different values :yes:

Virginia actually knew her answer. Many folks don't. Her answer was that she wanted help and/or heal people.

Boy, that got my attention!

I then told her that I had a book she should read, and I gave her Alan's intro book "Secrets of Success, Happiness, etc.," and told her to pay particular attention to the part that deals with the recovery of spiritual life-force particles.

She read the book, and wanted to know about the processing that was used to "recover the spiritual life-force." :D

Now I knew I had met someone who was going in the same direction as me. Someone who was worth spending time with. And as one of our doctors said: "And she's pretty Rog!" To which I could only reply: "That helps!" :p

What I then did was gave her some basic processing and hatting up and teamed her with another friend/business colleague to co-process with. Big wins all-round on this :D

V and I continued to spend time together on a professional level while I watched her develop in her now-found endeavor but, eventually, with us both being bachelors, and male and female :p that other aspect of relationships was beginning to raise itself as a potential, so had to be addressed.

So I said to V, "You know, you and I need to decide what sort of game and relationship we should be involved in or have together. We need to know what the basis of our being together is going to be."

I'll not relate the charm of what then followed here, but simply say we expanded our game based on a fully known understanding of what and why we play the game we now play.

I don't get into games that are not fully comprehended. A lot of folks do, I have observed . . . and then wonder why the game later falls apart or why they end up in disharmony.

V and I do not operate based on any "now I'm supposed to's." There's no missing knowledge on what we're doing together and why. And it has been a wonderfully fun 15 years . . . and as I'm wont to say: "It helps that she's pretty!" :D

Rog
 

Leon

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BTW we have just had a bit of an earthquake here. All well so don't panic.

I think the most significant thing about it is a comparison to Haiti earlier this year. They had a 7.0 stregth quake, this one was 7.4, They had about a quarter million deaths - we have had none and only a few minor injuries.

The reason? Intelligent engineering and building regulations. Haiti was pretty much a build what you plesa city. Chch (and all of NZ) is tightly controlled in order to minimise and localise any damage from just these events.

This too is why places like China and Pakistan suffer so much from these things while we, the decadent democratic western infidels, get off lightly.
 

RogerB

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BTW we have just had a bit of an earthquake here. All well so don't panic.

I think the most significant thing about it is a comparison to Haiti earlier this year. They had a 7.0 stregth quake, this one was 7.4, They had about a quarter million deaths - we have had none and only a few minor injuries.

The reason? Intelligent engineering and building regulations. Haiti was pretty much a build what you plesa city. Chch (and all of NZ) is tightly controlled in order to minimise and localise any damage from just these events.

This too is why places like China and Pakistan suffer so much from these things while we, the decadent democratic western infidels, get off lightly.

While "decadent," we at least use our intelligence to do things right and properly.

Anybody with more than half an ounce of intelligence knows NZ is on a seismic hot zone . . . . well done the Kiwis in doing things right!

Rog
 

Leon

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The usual merchants of chaos are loving every minute of it. Divide anything you read or hear on the news by at least ten before forming any opinion of "the scale of the disaster"
 

Ted

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Ted's post is very fine, shedding light on what debriefing is all about. I appreciated Ted's fine insights on that matter which seems to resonate with everyone who reads it. I knew that I was getting some sort of case gain and picking up new awarenesses from both the debrief and then reading all the replies that came in but my knowledge was totally empirical. It is good to know more about why it works!

Roger's last post was also interesting in that everytime one learns something new, they give up something.

In my life at this instant I have never been more blown out and exterior to my body. My mind has no background noise going on its just clear as a bell.

Meanwhile, the things which I held most dear are all doing poorly. My business is dying out, my income is low, I am in the final stages of a divorce and my Kids disapprove of me spending so much time on ESMB and are not talking to me though they tell my ex wife that they still love me. Just last Monday I got shot down by a prospective 2D I was pursuing. It wasn't a total shut down, because the person insists I am her best friend and closest soul mate and that she loves me greatly but also insists that the chemistry is not there for her to consider me as a 2D. I never had a Sister so now I've got one.

With all these negatives going on in the areas of life that I formerly considered most important to happiness, I am in continuous exhillaration. The ex wife just had a big argument with her new boyfriend on Wednesday, I counseled with her and helped put things back together, using some of TMT's data. My new "Sister" rejected me as a 2D, so I am trying to pair her up with someone who has more "chemistry" with her. The Kids - They are adults now and have their lives to lead and I have mine. I am so busy meeting new people and going to events and social gatherings and hanging out with some of the finest beings in the world that I don't worry about my kids. We still love each other and I know that if I really need them, they will be there for me. The money, "It will be there when I need it" just like the kids will.

My family thinks I am nuts!!! They do not understand why I am so upbeat with my life seeming to be crashing down on me. I am wandering around always singing or whistling some tune and usually exhillarated. They see this as Alzheimer's disease setting in and "they think I have lost my marbles." They are off base 180 degrees. I am finally doing what I want to do. I think Leon's signature line states this pretty well. Finding what you really want to do and doing it is the way to go, the money, the romance, sharing fun activities with the Kids will be there again but right now I am just having so much fun doing what I really want to do and enjoy doing that I am not missing having those other things happening right now.
Lakey


Good for you. Lakey. Find and follow your bliss.

:thumbsup:
 

Ted

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BTW we have just had a bit of an earthquake here. All well so don't panic.

I think the most significant thing about it is a comparison to Haiti earlier this year. They had a 7.0 stregth quake, this one was 7.4, They had about a quarter million deaths - we have had none and only a few minor injuries.

The reason? Intelligent engineering and building regulations. Haiti was pretty much a build what you plesa city. Chch (and all of NZ) is tightly controlled in order to minimise and localise any damage from just these events.

This too is why places like China and Pakistan suffer so much from these things while we, the decadent democratic western infidels, get off lightly.


Ya. Just heard about this on the radio as I was driving home.

Thanks for the report.
 

Ted

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My Favorite Quote of the Day

Be yourself, everyone else is taken. -- Anonymous
 

lkwdblds

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Very nice story but what about chemistry?

This little story, I don't think I've put on ESMB :D

So let's see if this has a place in your repertoire . . . . .

When I first met my sweet Virginia (it was actually on about the second or third chat we had), I asked her a question: "If you had all of the money, time and resources you needed to do what ever you wanted in life, what would it be that you'd do, or be, or have?"

I find it to be a key question, as I find it pointless to be trying to play a game with or have any "serious" relationship with anyone who is going in a totally different direction to me, or with someone operating on totally different values :yes:

Virginia actually knew her answer. Many folks don't. Her answer was that she wanted help and/or heal people.

Boy, that got my attention!

I then told her that I had a book she should read, and I gave her Alan's intro book "Secrets of Success, Happiness, etc.," and told her to pay particular attention to the part that deals with the recovery of spiritual life-force particles.

She read the book, and wanted to know about the processing that was used to "recover the spiritual life-force." :D

Now I knew I had met someone who was going in the same direction as me. Someone who was worth spending time with. And as one of our doctors said: "And she's pretty Rog!" To which I could only reply: "That helps!" :p

What I then did was gave her some basic processing and hatting up and teamed her with another friend/business colleague to co-process with. Big wins all-round on this :D

V and I continued to spend time together on a professional level while I watched her develop in her now-found endeavor but, eventually, with us both being bachelors, and male and female :p that other aspect of relationships was beginning to raise itself as a potential, so had to be addressed.

So I said to V, "You know, you and I need to decide what sort of game and relationship we should be involved in or have together. We need to know what the basis of our being together is going to be."

I'll not relate the charm of what then followed here, but simply say we expanded our game based on a fully known understanding of what and why we play the game we now play.

I don't get into games that are not fully comprehended. A lot of folks do, I have observed . . . and then wonder why the game later falls apart or why they end up in disharmony.

V and I do not operate based on any "now I'm supposed to's." There's no missing knowledge on what we're doing together and why. And it has been a wonderfully fun 15 years . . . and as I'm wont to say: "It helps that she's pretty!" :D

Rog


Very nice story Roger, sort of a Hat Write Up on how to seek out and create a sane Second Dynamic Relationship! You say, "and yes she is pretty" but also she must have though, "yes. he's handswome with this stylish chin whiskers and mustache (if you had them then)" There is something called "chemistry" which seems to be some kind of animal magnetism on the genetic body line, plus there is a bit of magnetism on the thetan side too. Women often look for a certain "take charge" posture in their males and tend to judge men a lot by their position in business and their financial success and acumen. Men tend to look at women in the manner of their physical beauty and with a carnal type of desire and lust.

The bottom line is that if the chemistry is not there, it just seems to override and trump the logic of both people having the same goals and purposes. I have been on both sides of the coin. Take Carole Ferguson, the course supervisor at CCLA. We were perfect for each other the way you and V are and I sensed she liked me and would have a 2 D with me. There just was no where near enough physical attraction for me to make a move. I wouldn't even look at her and felt I was commiting an overt by overlooking her and offered the area up several times in auditing but to no avail.

I was 32 when I blew off the wonderful being and fine woman known as Carol Ferguson but now at 70 (assumimg she would have had me), and the woman I am interested in is about to turn 60, I thought that at these ages, chemistry would not be such an important part of the 2 D but I couldn't have been more wrong. Its not even looks, she thinks I am handsome but there are intangibles such that even though she is desparately looking for a 2 D, she will not even consider me as a 2 D though our goals and interests line up quite well.

So while I relate well to your story and consider your actions with V as an ideal approach for intelligent and mature people and look at your story as sound hatting material on the subject, I would like you to address the subject of chemistry. Let's say that either you or V did not find the other's "chemistry" exciting but all other things were as you stated in your story. How do you think your relationship with V would have proceeded?
Lakey
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
Well yes, but some beings are "out to lunch"

Be yourself, everyone else is taken. -- Anonymous

Cute remark but while some beingnesses are taken, the being who did the taking is often "out to lunch" and so little presence is manifested that the being's body seems rife for a takeover.
Lakey
 
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Ted

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Cute remark but while some beingnesses are taken, the being who did the taking is often "out to lucnh" and so little presence is manifested that the beings body seems rife for a takeover.
Lakey


I recommend a listen to a fine LRH lecture called, "The Road to Truth." Therein you will find some variance with your statement above.

As a note of trivia, Alan Walter said the entire class gave LRH a standing ovation when he completed the lecture, first time ever.

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Veda

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I recommend a listen to a fine LRH lecture called, "The Road to Truth." Therein you will find some variance with your statement above.

As a note of trivia, Alan Walter said the entire class gave LRH a standing ovation when he completed the lecture, first time ever.

Looking at the list below, I noticed 'The Deterioration of Liberty' lecture. Yes, I once sat and listened, attentively, to this, and other seemingly sincere pronouncements from Hubbard. It would be a while before I realized that Hubbard was mostly just saying words to get agreement, and had an end in mind for those nodding their heads in agreement, which had little or nothing to do with the words spoken.

http://stason.org/TULARC/religion/scientology-dianetics/29-Scientology-Lectures.html

"Dad's lecture series was held upstairs in a large room. He was knocking them dead creating brilliant truths that danced in the heads of the audience."

L. Ron Hubbard Jr.

Can you find and post the audio of the 'Road to Truth' lecture? I want to stand and applaud too. :)
 

Ted

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Looking at the list below, I noticed 'The Deterioration of Liberty' lecture. Yes, I once sat and listened, attentively, to this, and other seemingly sincere pronouncements from Hubbard. It would be a while before I realized that Hubbard was mostly just saying words to get agreement, and had an end in mind for those nodding their heads in agreement, which had little or nothing to do with the words spoken.

http://stason.org/TULARC/religion/scientology-dianetics/29-Scientology-Lectures.html

"Dad's lecture series was held upstairs in a large room. He was knocking them dead creating brilliant truths that danced in the heads of the audience."

L. Ron Hubbard Jr.

Can you find and post the audio of the 'Road to Truth' lecture? I want to stand and applaud too. :)


You, stand and applaud? :dieslaughing:

True, Hubbard was always running ideas past his audience to see what they responded to so it is difficult to determine his actual stance on a subject. Here in that lecture, I believe, the audience's response was not to hubbard's moment of brilliance but to the concept itself, seeing truth in everyone.
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lkwdblds

Crusader
Wow, I made my statement tongue in cheek but......

You, stand and applaud? :dieslaughing:

True, Hubbard was always running ideas past his audience to see what they responded to so it is difficult to determine his actual stance on a subject. Here in that lecture, I believe, the audience's response was not to hubbard's moment of brilliance but to the concept itself, seeing truth in everyone.
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I made my statement "tongue in cheek" and was not all that serious but just making a play on words (mispelling the word "lunch' in the process). I am glad to see that my little post led to some serious discussion.
Lakey
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
Some more sessions

I gave a couple of more sessions on Thursday. Edey requested them, one for her and one for her second best friend (I have moved into first now as a Brother figure), Kadriya. Before I gave the sessions, which are done free, Kadriya, who was going first, was not there yet so Edey had me listen to an Abraham Hicks CD which she had burned. I know some people here had been discussing Abraham Hicks. As Edey explained it to me, the Hick's are channeling a group of beings named "Abraham". The data on the CD was clean and did not enturbulate me and fit pretty much into the way I look at things. Kadriya showed up and heard the end of the CD with me. I could honestly tell Kadriya and Edey that I enjoyed the CD and got something out of it.

Kadriya's Session It started out as her back and right shoulder being in pain and so I did just accupressure, starting on the neck. Her neck and right shoulder were both messed up and after about 7 minutes of massage, there had been no real change or result, I looked for a point on her head with one hand while the other continued to massage the shoulder. Very quickly, I found a hot point on her skull and static electricty started running out of her head, through me into the ground while I held the other point on her shoulder with my other hand. I check with her and she said she could feel the energy runing out. After this large discharge, the neck and shoulder untightened quite a bit but not fully.

Her Back - Egads - Better call in a professional! I went to the small of her back, it was totally messed up, the worst I have ever seen. I really thought she needed professional help and said to her, "I think you had better see a Chiropractor because your back is badly knotted and out of alignment." She told me that she had treated extensively with a chiro and they could do nothing for her and she implored me to try and help her. She said, please give it your best shot, so far no one else has helped except for one guy who gave some relief. I asked what he did and why she did not continue with him. He did some kind of mystic treatment which I was not familiar with and he was no longer in town so I decided that I could help her and would help her and plunged ahead.

This back condition is called, I believe "spasmodic" There was a circle of bones just above where the sciatic nerve runs, in the center of the back about 4 inches above the tail bone. This circle was about 10 inches in diameter and felt like a rock garden. Everything was misaligned, bones were pushed out of positions and there were two spots where if I touched them even slightly, she had a very sharp pain. These to me represetned pinched nerves. I told her I would do a long period of accupressure and try and slip some of the bones back into position. I said that if I perceived any entities present , that I would make note of that and run them out later (I had already done this with Edey once and this is what Kadriya wanted). I told her to tell me if she detected any entities activating while I was doing the massage.

I massaged for a good 15 minutes and the area loosened a bit, maybe 20% of what was needed. I detected an entity in the area at that time and asked her if she sensed it and she said she did. I then ran a NOTs type process on her and we blew two leaders of the group which was there. She checked for more "guys" to run and she couldn't find anything so I said, we are done with that facet of the treatment. She said, "Well what about the other entities which were present when we started?" I told her that often the team has a leader and some juniors and they run things, when the leader guys take off, then often the whole group of guys split as well. She said, why would they do that? I said, they are just rank and file guys, when the leaders take off, they have no one giving them orders and they tend to disburse.

Edey had arrived about 20 minutes earlier and asked if she could watch the session and I said its okay with me if Kadriya says its okay and Kadriya wanted Edey to be there very badly. Edey then pipes up that it seems like sort of a bee hive with the Queen bee. If the Queen dies, the hive breaks up. I said, "Excellent example, Edey, an ant colony is also similar. Kadriya started laughing and said, "I thought this was very serious business but you call these spirits "these guys" and they split, that really strikes me as funny." I said non chalantly, now totally confident that I was in full control, "Yea, well Kadriya, actually when we approach this stuff lightly with a 'spirit of play' attitude, we usually get our best results." She started laughting again, now very relaxed. I had her check again for any active entities and she said that they were definitely all gone. I said, I am going to massage you a little and then run some havingness on you to fill any voids left by the absence of these guys.

I eagerly checked her neck and her right shoulder and they were relaxed, maybe 75% to 80% of what I would like them to be. Then I went to the spasmodic back and there was a big change, maybe 50 to 55% improvement. I could touch both pinched nerve areas and she would have no pain.

THE HAVINGNESS PROCESS - VERY CUTE AND SPIRIT OF PLAY
She had two statues of her guardian Angel, one heavy, maybe 3 pounds and one light, just a few ounces. I had her hold then both and then turn over and lie on her back and put the heavy Angel on her tummy and close her eyes, I then had her pull in her guardian Angels into her space maybe 15 or 20 times and then ended off the session.

She was very happy and beaming and said she felt a lot better. I told her that we needed to do these sessions regularly because for her condition not one session but a series of sessions is required. She had to get going and was in a big hurry and took off for her appointment, all smiles. This description is so long, I will tell about Edey's sessiion later. On Carmelo's advice, I did the Power Processes on Edey after first runing her ruds. I did not use any meter and we just did the session outside in the park.
Lakey
 
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lkwdblds

Crusader
Edey's Session

I am not going to get real personal about what we addressed but she wanted sort of a booster type session, you know, the tough economy, people not having much cash to spend on one's products, sorting things out, etc.

First, I had to run her ruds. I had to tell her what the ruds were and clear some words, she is very bright and caught on right away. She thought that it was really cool to check those things out before starting a process. With no meter one just observes the person's indicators. Two of the three ruds had reactions. She ran them beautifully and I put in the Curious about, Desired, Enforced, Inhibited, Refused buttons. Again no problems she ran the commands like a champion. I used earlier similar as needed.

On to the process which I chose based on Carmelo's recommendation. I cleared some words and explained how a repitive process works and had her give an example or two. The process started and it led right into the area which she wanted addressed. She ran it to a pretty decent win in my perception, she was smiling and upbeat about it so I told her we would move on. She was wondering how I decided whether to continue on something or move on to the next command. I told her that I watch her indicators. I always ask if there is more to say and will not move on if the client says yes. We ran the first two questions to good indicators and a new awareness. We were 30 minutes in session and I asked her how she was feeling and she said that the thing which was bothering her seemed to be gone. She asked if we had to do the NOTs type commands on it to make sure it left. I said no, we don't use then on this processs.

In my opening hatting, I told her the process was designed to produce a key out type of thing, she would feel like she was on top of the world for a few days, weeks maybe months but sooner or later the state would get keyed back in and end. She asked that if she kept things real clean and watched what she said and did, could she keep the gains indefinitely and I said that I doubted it. She said, "Its up to me isn't it?" I said you are absolutely correct. She said, she only need to key out for a short time because when she iskeyed out, she is going to make some decisions for success based on other technologies I am not familiar with. I said "Great!!" that sounds good to me.

We ended session with her beaming and telling me she felt good. I don't like plagerism and felt that I owed an acknowledgment to L Ron Hubbard and Scientology and so I stated that I learned the technology while I was taking classes there. Edey objected and said, "You paid them a fee to learn it, you studied hard and are able to do it and you told me we are doing it quite a bit different than what they would do with their E meter and regulated environment. I agreed with all of that. She said that if she went to them to get this, it would cost me $thousands, right. I said. "Absolutely right! Also, they would not have delivered it to you unless you were properly set up. To get to being set up for Power and then receive Power could probably cost you $30.000 to $50,000 in today's Church.

She said that is ridiculous, I just did it in 30 minutes for free. She said, "You need to stick with me, you have so much going for you but you are a little rough around the edges. I can handle that for you in exchange for the help you are giving me." I asked what are you going to do teach me to "dress for success" She said that is part of it, I will help you with your wardrobe, your hair, it is beautiful and full but I think a little salt and pepper coloring would imporve your appearance and also I'll help you get your weight down and then, you need to change your attitude and be more domineering and not be so nice and willing to do things for free all the time. I said, I have heard all of this before. She said that she used to be a master ethetician for many years and she would supervise a remake of my image. We both had to go and hugged and said some kind things to one another about how great the other person is.

I wanted a 2 D and in part, I got it, in the form of a Sister, who is part of one's "family". It wasn't quite what I had in mind but but I will take it. After all, I caused her to reject my amorous interest in my universe. My postulate worked so it must be the right thing for me. She assures me that when she helps me get the right girl friend then I will thank her for turning me down as a romantic partner. She says I am the best friend she has ever had in this lifetime and that she and I have been soul mates repeatedly on the backtrack. I don't have any pictures or incidents containing her essence but still I feel she's right.

Lakey
 
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Leon

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"Dad's lecture series was held upstairs in a large room. He was knocking them dead creating brilliant truths that danced in the heads of the audience."

L. Ron Hubbard Jr.


And we all instinctively believe everything that junior says, right?
 

FoTi

Crusader
I am not going to get real personal about what we addressed but she wanted sort of a booster type session, you know, the tough economy, people not having much cash to spend on one's products, sorting things out, etc.

I decided to use the Power Processes as per Carmelo's advice. Prior to doing that I had to run her ruds. I had to tell her what the ruds were and clear some words, she is very bright and caught on right away. She thought that it was really cool to check those things out before starting a process. With no meter, it is a piece of cake to run the ruds, just observing the person's indicators. Two of the three ruds had reactions. She ran them beautifully and I put in the Curious about, Desired, Enforced, Inhibited, Refused buttons. Again no problems she ran the commands like a champion. I used earlier similar on one rud and the other flattened on the first incident.

On to the process. I cleared some words and explained how a repitive process works and had her give an example or two. The process started and it led right into the area which she wanted addressed. She ran it to a pretty decent win in my perception, she was smiling and upbeat about it so I told her we would move on. She was wondering how I decided whether to continue on something or move on to the next command. I told her that I watch her indicators. I always ask if there is more to say and will not move on if the client says yes. We ran the first two questions to good indicators and a new awareness. We were 30 minutes in session and I asked her how she was feeling and she said that the thing which was bothering her seemed not to be there any more. She asked if we had to do the NOTs type commands on it to make sure it left. I said no, we don't use that on Power.

In my opening hatting, I told her Power was a key out type of thing, she would feel like she was on top of the world for a few days, weeks maybe months but sooner or later the state would get keyed back in and end. She asked that if she kept things real clean and watched what she said and did, could she keep the Power gains indefinitely and I said that I doubted it. She said, "Its up to me isn't it?" I said you are absolutely correct. She said, I only need to key out for a short time because when I am keyed out, I am going to make some decisions for success based on other technologies I am familiar with. I said "Great!!" that sounds good to me.

We ended session with her beaming and telling me how wonderful I am. I felt that I owed an acknowledgment to L Ron Hubbard and Scientology and so I stated that I learned the technology while I was taking classes there. I don't like plagerism per se. Edey said, "You paid them a fee to learn it, you studied hard and are able to do it and you told me we are doing it quite a bit different than what they would do with their E meter and regulated environment. I agreed with all of that. She said that if she went to them to get this, it would cost me $thousands, right. I said. "Absolutely right! Also, they would not have delivered it to you unless you were properly set up for Power. To get to being set up for power and then receive Power could probably cost you $30.000 to $50,000 in today's Church.

She said that is ridiculous, I just did it in 30 minutes for free. She said, "You need to stick with me, you have so much going for you but you are a little rough around the edges. I can handle that for you in exchange for the help you are giving me." She also wants to give me free hyno therapy sessions but I tried them twice with her and I don't like them or need them but I did not want to say that to her. I said what are you going to do teach me to "dress for success" She said that is part of it, I will help you with your wardrobe, your hair, it is beautiful and full but I think a little salt and pepper coloring would imporve your appearance and also I'll help you get your weight down and then, you need to change your attitude and be more domineering and not be so nice and willing to do things for free all the time. I said, I have heard all of this before and know I need these things. She said that she was into the business of being a master ethetician for many years and she would supervise a remake of my image. We both had to go and hugged and said some kind things to one another about how great the other person is.

I wanted a 2 D and in part, I got it, in the form of a Sister, who is part of one's "family". It wasn't quite what I had in mind but but I will take it. After all, I caused her to reject my amorous interest in my universe. My postulate worked so it must be the right thing for me. She assures me that when she helps me get the right girl friend then I will thank her for turning me down as a lover. She says I am the best friend she has ever had in this lifetime and that she and I have been soul mates repeatedly on the backtrack. I don't have in pictures or incidents containing her essence but still I feel she's right.

Lakey

Remember Pygmalion. When Professor Higgins got done redoing Eliza Doolittle he fell for her. :wink2:
 

Ted

Gold Meritorious Patron
And we all instinctively believe everything that junior says, right?


Some of us instinctively recognize the truth when it lands in front of our faces. It doesn't matter who tossed it out for inspection. :thumbsup:
 
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