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Panda Termint

Cabal Of One
Another "awesome" chapter, Face.

I believe that you are doing us all a great service in writing these recollections and observations. Sometimes it just takes finding the smallest piece of a jigsaw puzzle to bring the larger picture into sharp focus. That is something your posting here (and elsewhere on ESMB) has done for me and I appreciate it. :)

Thanks. I'm looking forward to the next instalment.
 

me myself & i

Patron Meritorious
Wonderful stuff, Face. I bet there would be some interest in a PDF/Kindle version. :D

Paul

Agreed. And if money is helpful I will help out Paul.

This man/woman is a wonderful writer and is capturing something for posterity in spades. Where the intellectual wit and the the emotional sublime come together.

Larry
 
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Dulloldfart

Squirrel Extraordinaire
Agreed. And if money is helpful I will help out Paul.

Thanks very much for the offer, but not needed. The only "expense" involved for me is the relatively small time involved in research to dig it all up, compile it, and format it using existing (free) software. Oh — this is all dependent on the author *wanting* it to be made available like this, of course.

This man/woman is a wonderful writer and is capturing something for posterity in spades. Where the intellectual wit and the emotional sublime come together.

Mojo

Yes indeed.

Paul
 
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lotus

stubborn rebel sheep!
Hey face,

Many thanks again!
I like so much the stories you write as if fills ''huge blanks'' about what had been the setting of the delluded cult we have now.

I like the way you write the stories and again is of great value.

Real piece fo art - I am hooked!
 

_brian

WogRevert
These stories have been quite a pleasure to read Face:), getting a behind the scenes look.

Anticipating each exposing chapter. Much thanks.

Brian :)
 

Hatshepsut

Crusader
Thanks Face. As I was reading all my memories came back of being in the Org and at Flag in the late 70s early 80s. Such potential!

There once was a dream that was Camelot...and it got pissed on.
 

hummingbird

Patron with Honors
Thanks from me too. I was on staff at a mission from 1975 to 1983, and I remember all the excitement when the Flounder was going to revolutionize the record industry and the photo industry because he was a god walking among mere mortals. Then all this stuff just fizzled out. And I never heard about that heart attack!! Amazing how more pieces are falling into place reading your posts.

Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.

:thewave:
 

RogerB

Crusader
Snipped . . .
The following is an excerpt from a post I made on the Apollo Thread around 5 months ago;

During the mid to late ‘70’s it became obvious to me that El Ron was not “serious”; that El Ron was only pretending to play the game I thought Hisself was playing, that El Ron had said Hisself was playing; that El Ron didn't give a shit about the rest of Us. By that time I’d seen enough, been "around" enough, been at the "top” and on the "inside" long enough, and had enough information that it was obvious what needed to be done to play “long ball” and consolidate the position of “Planetary Scientology”. There was times multiple more than enough dough in SO Reserves and flooding in every month at the FSO in the late ‘70’s to design, prepare for and then call a 6 month “Stand Down”, restructure Org staffs and SO with increased compensation, improved Org quarters, facilities and equipment, realign postings, hire needed experience and talent, streamline and simplify policy, focus the energy on the "lower bridge", clean up, crash train and drill everyone, then “restart”. Nearly every Scio would have pitched in to help a project like that, and the resultant espirit de corp and pride would have "filled the sails" for a generation.

In 6 years, beginning with the Power of Source Album, El Ron increased Hisselfs personal largess by well over 1,000%. Up until POS, El Ron’s skim came from what was produced in the Orgs, sales of the existing books and materials by the Orgs and what came in from the Missions via the Franchise Office. Flag Service Org income, the “New” compilation books and the Leather Bound Collector’s Editions provided a deep, spring fed pool from which El Ron could dip and dip and dip. And, even that wasn’t enough. Along with all the “New” stuff, there had to be ever New and higher prices on everything else as well.

El Ron had to possess all of “IT”…NOW!!!

Face,

This is a beautifully written, informative and, luckily, highly entertaining series of documents.

If it was not as entertainingly written as it is, the above extracted revelation from the "inside" would have left me enraged. As it is, I'm still pissed at the lies we were sold.

Having said that, it causes me great pause to think of the others who ought also have been aware of what you report here but who either were too dull to comprehend the actuality or who were likely so devoid personal ethics and integrity as to have simply gone along with the parade (for whatever reasons).

And I now see even more the need for a complete disassembly of the Cof$ because, not only was it set-up based on a fraudulent proposition, but that the deception has been continued by those who were aware of what you write and are corrupt enough or dull enough to continue it.

Thank you for your purity of spirit and good intentions such that you exited the con and are now revealing the truth.

RogerB
 

afaceinthecrowd

Gold Meritorious Patron
I am, honestly, more than a tad stunned by, and most appreciative of, all the responses here to this thread. Being here on ESMB means more to me than Y’all will ever know ‘cause I’ll just not ever find the proper words to say it right.

I intend to respond to each comment over the next day or so.

But, I will say this right now…

Paul, your Rabbit of Dart’s thread is what led me here to ESMB…thank you, Paul, thank you so much. If, at some time in the future, you wish to do something like that with what I have written here, you have my complete cooperation and consent.

Larry …my goodness…thank you. If there was ever someone I would want to write my Obituary it’d be you…you’re words are most humbling and eloquent.

For around 20 months now (nearly 7 as a Lurker) I’ve been reading all Y’all’s heartfelt sincere stories, clever repartee, fabulous humor and brilliant insights. Each one of Us has “Tiles” for the Mosaic of “Context” of our mutual experience and every piece is essential in rendering the complete picture. Lately, just about every day, someone else arrives with their pieces and starts the task of placing them down, rearranging them and stepping back to get a look at the overall picture. We don’t all interpret or “see” the picture the same and that’s what makes it a truly wondrous work of Humankind.

If one thing I have written has helped to clarify, give needed information to, or aid closure in another here then all my time giving my “Take” is worthwhile. If I posted a million words I’d surely not give a back a fraction of all I have received from ESMB Members.

Emma, there’s a special place in Heaven just for you.

Anyway, sometimes I tend to get maudlin so I’m gonna end off here.

Let ‘er buck!

Face:)
 
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afaceinthecrowd

Gold Meritorious Patron
Absolutely amazing!

Thanks so much for helping fill in the blanks. :cheers2:

As Oliver said, "Please sir, can I have some more?"


thank you, cakemaker. I "consider myself at home.":coolwink:

Here's something that may fill in a few more blanks. It's titled "El Ron, The Leader" and is from my series on the Apollo Thread last Summer.

http://www.forum.exscn.net/showpost.php?p=417136&postcount=2626

Later today or early Friday I'll go back through that series and post some Links here for some of it. There's background and additional information there that will give more context to what I am posting here.

Glad this stuff is helpful to you.:yes:

Face:)
 

afaceinthecrowd

Gold Meritorious Patron
Another "awesome" chapter, Face.

I believe that you are doing us all a great service in writing these recollections and observations. Sometimes it just takes finding the smallest piece of a jigsaw puzzle to bring the larger picture into sharp focus. That is something your posting here (and elsewhere on ESMB) has done for me and I appreciate it. :)

Thanks. I'm looking forward to the next instalment.

Thanks Panda…as I’ve said before, your one of the folks I always read…your “Takes” have helped me a bunch.:coolwink:

In my mind back then I was Scn 1st, an SO Member 2nd, and Flag Crew 3rd...and a Human Being before any of that. We all paid a price for what we now know. What historical information and perspective I have Y’all deserve to have and should have. :yes:

Face:)
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
My first time on this thread!

Hi Face. This is actually my first time on this thread. I pretty much read the entire thread this morning. Previously, I had merely read the various installments on the Apollo thread.

This thread is incredible. The first thing that comes to mind is a book deal. Everybody who knows anything at all about Scn should have access to what you have written in a convenient book or CD type of format. If it was made into a "talking book", just think how much fun people could have playing it especially on long trips. Someone wants to drive from L.A. to Las Vegas, which is normally a boring drive and with CD's of your story playing away, the drive would seem like one short but sweet pleasure moment.

Congratulations on your momentous achievement of writing the first 7 installments. Here's looking forward to the rest of the story. You writing style is classic and you are writing a classic!!!
Lakey
 

FoTi

Crusader
“Almost all lies are acts, and speech has no part in them.” Mark Twain

El Ron apologists, such as M&M, will go to great lengths or dismissive phrases to try and pass off the idea that Hisself was not aware of the horrific conditions of Staff, SO and their Children or of the heinous and outrageous convolutions that Institutionalized Scn is infamous for; the “fact” and position that El Ron didn’t know is utterly false and, for the years I was around Hisself, I know that to be a the fact.

One of the most powerful intelligence apparatuses El Ron had was the SO #1 line. As I have detailed somewhat on this board before, El Ron didn’t read all those letters, write the responses and personally sign them. Hisself did, however, have everything in all those letters cross-index filed regarding who, what, when, where, why. Folks would tell “Ron” just about anything and the SO #1 Files, PC folders (which Hisself had culled) and access to GO internal and external intelligence summaries provided El Ron with a complete composite, and the specifics related thereto, beyond anyone else and on anyone in Scn.

Unless income or Hisself’s own skin was in peril, El Ron just didn’t care. Anything that screwed up was someone else’s fault and Hisself would claim ignorance and step in to “save the day” yet again. Hisself was tooling Us, folks…Hisself was tooling Us from the get go.


Part Seven

LRC’s POS Legacy, The Begat’s
(cont.)

And Thus, Int Begat KNOTS & Dianetic Clear Era.

LRC, The Photographer, Screenwriter Producer, Director had, yet again, “worked” Hisself into physical breakdown. Mayo was summoned, saved the day and the KNOTS & Dianetic Clear Era was born.

As has been well documented by David Mayo, the KNOTS & Dianetic Clear Era was all about money. KNOTS, not only was a new “Breakthrough” to rectify the puzzling situation of “OT’s” having to be audited on Dianetcs for body problems…it also “handled” the inconvenient fact of Rock Slams in El Ron’s folders. The FSO suddenly had a “New”, expensive service to sell the Scn elite and the Mission Holders—and rip off Mission and lower Org PC’s. The Dianetic Clear Bulletins short circuited the Bridge Flow in the field and created a faster, shorter runway to get well heeled Mission public to Flag for expensive, obscenely profitable services. The expanding of the KNOTS “Tech” created an upper Bridge that was much more expensive, longer, and in effect a rehash of NED and Ex Dn that the PC had already paid dearly to do. The changing of the Upper Levels was a huge WTF for yours truly.

The mid 70’s to early ‘80’s at Flag was a period of tremendous “cross-pollinating” and synergy development. Mission Holders and their Staffs, Field Opinion Leaders, Celebrities and outer Org Execs and Techies on training from all over the world were in personal contact as never before in the history of Scn. El Ron was not around and was pretty much “off the lines” and the focus was Scn and connecting, sharing info, expanding and reach-out. During this period the Missions were expanding well and so was almost all of Scn as a result.

During this time, a small trickle of folks disappeared “Over the Rainbow”, mostly from the Flag Bureaux, the International Management Arm of Flag. Again, what was notable was not who was disappearing but, who wasn’t. The FB had already been decimated by the manning-up of the Flag Service Org for Public delivery income. The FSO had the lion’s share of highly trained, experienced and proven execs, techies and personnel from the Apollo. The FB was weakened by all this and, for a period of time, the FSO and the Field was free to grow, unencumbered by International “Management”. Also during this time the Guardians Office…due to the raids and indictments…was slipping into a siege mentality and on the defensive.

Princess Di had not been taken “Over the Rainbow” (she was pregnant) and as CS 6, and the absence of El Ron and Mary Sue, was now the “highest” Hubbard at Flag and reveled in spending long hours hobnobbing and “holding court” with the Mission Holders, wealthy Public and Celebs—this would later prove to be a fatal error on Diana’s part. Diana Hubbard Horwich had three fundamental “blind spots” that caught up with her in the early ‘80’s; she had minimal “Tech” training and experience; she had absolutely not the foggiest clue of how to “disseminate” and relate to a “Wog”; she was vain. I know my words appear harsh and I certainly have no clue how well I would have done with the hand she was dealt in life, however, for folks on the “Front Line” and “in the trenches”, she was not the friend she tried so hard to appear to be. When it came down to the “nut cuttin’” Princess Di blinked and bailed.

And Thusly, KNOTS Begat The LRC Autographed Leather Bound Collector's Editions.

During the early KNOTS Era it was discovered, quite by accident mostly, that well healed Public at Flag would pay a huge mark-up for El Ron books that were personally autographed by Hisself. Thousands were sold…nary a one that was actually personally signed by El Ron. The first Public Library Placement scam was run and thousands of more books were sold. Then the Leather Bound Collectors Editions were rushed through production and yet more thousands were sold. And, eventually, thousands and thousands of the ne plus ultra’s were sold; El Ron “Personally Autographed” Leather Bound Books. The Royalty money, straight to El Ron’s pocket, was a considerable fortune.

As I have already discussed in “Shooting Stars” Part Five, I see the Photo Shoot “Org” as the innocuous, unnoticed and unintentional “Tipping Point” in the rise of the CMO from a group of curious, sometimes comical, overwhelmed, exploited and brainwashed children into Scn’s version of Hitler Youth, to Waffen-SS, to SS. Just before and during the early KNOTS & Dianetic Clear Era the CMO was steadily increasing and expanding its’ ranks, presence and turf. As El Ron steadily deteriorated, Hisself followed the Left Hand Path farther and deeper into the “Dark Side”. All the while, the CMO incessantly seized more of the role of Hisself’s “Gate Keepers” while consolidating the position of Hisself’s “Facilitators”, "Enablers" and “Protectors”.

A steady small stream of children and adolescent recruits came through the FLB for CMO Basic training and then some were added to the ranks of CMO at the FLB but most went “Over the Rainbow”. Up until the early KNOTS Era yours truly had always gotten along just fine with Commodores Messengers and, when that started changing and steadily deteriorating, it was a red flag to me. These kids didn’t know, nor care, who the “F” I was, my SO and Scn History or History with EL Ron and had no concept of what an Org was all about or, in my view, Scn…after all, they were just kids, raised by Scn parents who were all Ga Ga that heir little darling was now “Commodore’s Messenger”! Most teenagers and young adults go through a period wherein the “discover” that they are “smarter” and ‘cooler” than their “dumb” and “goofy” parents”…until life teaches them otherwise…that natural, ageless process never happened with these kids and they ultimately became true “Children of The Corn”.

And Thusly, Thus The Begat’s Begat The Scientolgy Kristallnacht.

The following is an excerpt from a post I made on the Apollo Thread around 5 months ago;

During the mid to late ‘70’s it became obvious to me that El Ron was not “serious”; that El Ron was only pretending to play the game I thought Hisself was playing, that El Ron had said Hisself was playing; that El Ron didn't give a shit about the rest of Us. By that time I’d seen enough, been "around" enough, been at the "top” and on the "inside" long enough, and had enough information that it was obvious what needed to be done to play “long ball” and consolidate the position of “Planetary Scientology”. There was times multiple more than enough dough in SO Reserves and flooding in every month at the FSO in the late ‘70’s to design, prepare for and then call a 6 month “Stand Down”, restructure Org staffs and SO with increased compensation, improved Org quarters, facilities and equipment, realign postings, hire needed experience and talent, streamline and simplify policy, focus the energy on the "lower bridge", clean up, crash train and drill everyone, then “restart”. Nearly every Scio would have pitched in to help a project like that, and the resultant espirit de corp and pride would have "filled the sails" for a generation.

In 6 years, beginning with the Power of Source Album, El Ron increased Hisselfs personal largess by well over 1,000%. Up until POS, El Ron’s skim came from what was produced in the Orgs, sales of the existing books and materials by the Orgs and what came in from the Missions via the Franchise Office. Flag Service Org income, the “New” compilation books and the Leather Bound Collector’s Editions provided a deep, spring fed pool from which El Ron could dip and dip and dip. And, even that wasn’t enough. Along with all the “New” stuff, there had to be ever New and higher prices on everything else as well.

El Ron had to possess all of “IT”…NOW!!!


In a week or so,

Part Eight

Kristallnacht: Shooting The Stars



Peace.

Face:)


PS: For those that have an interest, here is the Link to the excerpted post.

http://www.forum.exscn.net/showpost.php?p=479204&postcount=7217

Thanks Face. Good writing! Good info. :thumbsup:
 

FoTi

Crusader
I am, honestly, more than a tad stunned by, and most appreciative of, all the responses here to this thread. Being here on ESMB means more to me than Y’all will ever know ‘cause I’ll just not ever find the proper words to say it right.

I intend to respond to each comment over the next day or so.

But, I will say this right now…

Paul, your Rabbit of Dart’s thread is what led me here to ESMB…thank you, Paul, thank you so much. If, at some time in the future, you wish to do something like that with what I have written here, you have my complete cooperation and consent.

Larry …my goodness…thank you. If there was ever someone I would want to write my Obituary it’d be you…you’re words are most humbling and eloquent.

For around 20 months now (nearly 7 as a Lurker) I’ve been reading all Y’all’s heartfelt sincere stories, clever repartee, fabulous humor and brilliant insights. Each one of Us has “Tiles” for the Mosaic of “Context” of our mutual experience and every piece is essential in rendering the complete picture. Lately, just about every day, someone else arrives with their pieces and starts the task of placing them down, rearranging them and stepping back to get a look at the overall picture. We don’t all interpret or “see” the picture the same and that’s what makes it a truly wondrous work of Humankind.

If one thing I have written has helped to clarify, give needed information to, or aid closure in another here then all my time giving my “Take” is worthwhile. If I posted a million words I’d surely not give a back a fraction of all I have received from ESMB Members.

Emma, there’s a special place in Heaven just for you.

Any, sometimes I tend to get maudlin so I’m gonna end off here.

Let ‘er buck!

Face:)

Face, I love your writing. It's so full of heart.

:bighug:
 

FoTi

Crusader
Hi Face. This is actually my first time on this thread. I pretty much read the entire thread this morning. Previously, I had merely read the various installments on the Apollo thread.

This thread is incredible. The first thing that comes to mind is a book deal. Everybody who knows anything at all about Scn should have access to what you have written in a convenient book or CD type of format. If it was made into a "talking book", just think how much fun people could have playing it especially on long trips. Someone wants to drive from L.A. to Las Vegas, which is normally a boring drive and with CD's of your story playing away, the drive would seem like one short but sweet pleasure moment.

Congratulations on your momentous achievement of writing the first 7 installments. Here's looking forward to the rest of the story. You writing style is classic and you are writing a classic!!!
Lakey

I love this idea of a talking book! :yes:
 

cakemaker

Patron Meritorious
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Dulloldfart

Squirrel Extraordinaire
I love this idea of a talking book! :yes:

Well, the Kindle 2/3 has a text-to-speech engine in it. So when I do the Kindle version of Face's writings it will automatically read itself to you.

It's not exactly the same as a proper audiobook, but it's better than nothing.

I know someone who still thinks Hubbard's lectures are worthwhile, and listens to them that way from the free online transcripts available.

Paul
 
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