Commander Birdsong
Crusader
Thanks for the info, CB.
May I ask why were you active only three years when you had so many wins? What drove you to leave so long agon, in '74, and never return?
and there's more to say but maybe i'll be back later...
Thanks for the info, CB.
May I ask why were you active only three years when you had so many wins? What drove you to leave so long agon, in '74, and never return?
If it is scientology it is bullshit.
*SNIPPED*
Freight Train on Venus ? .... or was it Uranus ?



Way too cute a pun to leave out!*SNIPPED*
And, of course, people who are X scn but want other X's to know they " are " CLASS whatever AUDITOR & OT WTF.
( Does that not take all the cake ? )
There is just endless piles of BULLSHIT everywhere - it is ALL BULLSHIT.
If it is scientology it is bullshit.
There is so much material !
Ella Ritz's life history ?
Ella Ritz's war record ?
How many wives ? 1 or 3 ?
FN's ?
Clear ?
OT ?
STATIC ?
Freight Train on Venus ? .... or was it Uranus ?
SP's ?
PTS to the middle class ?
OT III ?
FPRD ?
$500,000 to get to OT VIII ?
And, of course, people who are X scn but want other X's to know they " are " CLASS whatever AUDITOR & OT WTF.
( Does that not take all the cake ? )
There is just endless piles of BULLSHIT everywhere - it is ALL BULLSHIT.
HellYeah!
Thinking about it today, I am thunderstruck by the simple fact that for 65 years (nearly 3/4 of a century!) Scientologists have been grinning and waiting for the first Clear or OT to happen. And it doesn't even faze them in the least that nobody has attained Clear or OT.
What degree of stupidity would it take for someone to wait 65 years and still not be able to conclude that the tech didn't work? LOL
And. . .
What magnitude of deception, indoctrination & evil would a guru have to have in order to defraud and terrorize people into paying $500,000 each to get rid of things that don't even exist (reactive mind, implants, engrams, BTs, et al)?
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NOTATION TO SELF: If I come back next lifetime as an evil, avaricious guru, after making my first $100M I should challenge the skeptics and entire scientific community to take any one of my "CLEARS" and scientifically test them! And I should offer $1,000,000 to any scientist who can prove that they still have a reactive mind. After nobody can do that, the people on this planet will know with absolute certainty that my bank-erasing technology really does work!

Way too cute a pun to leave out!
Just got directed to this thread and read over it. I want to make a lot of comments, even as old as this thread is, 'cause it's still relevant. This is a great thread, IMHO, and I want to bump it up for the perusal of our many new arrivals.
So, Gizmo, you and I are on the same page, but I'd like to take a different interpretation of Exes who want to other Exes to know they were/are Class Umpteen Auditor and OT XXX (Ability to Imbue Intoxication at Will).
Some possibilities are:
(1) They're proud of having achieved these high levels of arcane knowledge, ability, and Thetanic Power. (Least likely, IMO, given the venue.)
(2) They're proud of demonstrating the will and fortitude of sticking it out, even though they eventually cogged on the uselessness of what they achieved. Sort of like the person being proud of making the finest buggy whips long after they became obsolete. Not a great analogy 'cause buggy whips were actually useful at one time, but the current irrelevance holds...(A plausible possibility)
(3) They want the board to know that they've been there, they don't need some newbie telling them what it's about, they left because they knew more, not because they knew less. If someone has questions about how the Church really operates behind the Public Façade, they are a source of inside first-hand experience.
I choose to consider this the most common reason Exes extol their credentials, and personally I appreciate the bona fides. My own experience, substantial compared to a Never-in or simple Public, is rather humble, compared to the real vets'.
I did a couple of honest doubt formulas back in the day. When they didn't come out in the cult's favor, I was sent back to the room to write up more O/Ws. I eventually learned to keep my yap shut and get the "right" outcome.3 And an honest doubt formula NEVER comes out in scn's favor, does it?
I did a couple of honest doubt formulas back in the day. When they didn't come out in the cult's favor, I was sent back to the room to write up more O/Ws. I eventually learned to keep my yap shut and get the "right" outcome.
What an amazing mind-fuck.
3 is definitely true for me. I wasted hour after hour reading and listening to that bullshit, and frankly, my english and memory were excellent BEFORE scamintology and I STILL remember way way way too much of that crap. I think I could almost run a model session from memory and I last said end of session almost a third of a century ago. I don't appreciate being told about sub HQS level training and how awesome it is just because I paid my dues on it years ago. Maybe I'm too sensitive about it, but really, gung ho fresh convert shit makes me cringe in matters other than scn as well.
The first time I clapped for LRH'S fat face in black and white, I knew it was bullshit and ignored it. Then there were all the "only reason that.........whatevers" that contradicted each other or became "the worst tangle" if you had all of the "only reasons" at the same time. Ah wtf, it's all bullshit. Nonstop. And the moment you call bullshit you go straight to ethics. And an honest doubt formula NEVER comes out in scn's favor, does it?