Free2Dream
Patron with Honors
Is it too late for me to say that Scientology stole my virginity?
Just kidding...
/end sarcasm
Just kidding...
/end sarcasm
Is it too late for me to say that Scientology stole my virginity?
Just kidding...
/end sarcasm
HHi, I have always imagined a REPAIR LIST that fully lays out all the things you mentioned above and MORE. Every possible way one can have a bad experience in the C of S.
HH and Gadfly!
Awesome dudes!
I don’t know whether to laugh or cry.
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Your correction list is just too close to the truth. Although they don’t use this actual list (yet!) this is pretty much what does happen in the orgs right now.Axiom142

You must have been quite a good auditor at one time, perhaps still are.
kudos


Yeah, I know, talking to a person who has no experience with the C of S doesn't cut it. They just have NO idea!
Nah, the only auditing I ever did was "solo". Oh, and co-audited objectives in the 70s. But, I had read ALL of the HCOB volumes in my spare time, early on in my Scn career, so I had read over every list ever created! And, having been on staff, both in Cl 4 orgs and in the Sea Org, and a public person at CL 4 orgs and at Flag, AND being horribly honest with myself all along about the various aspects of WHAT and HOW one can get PISSED OFF dealing with the Church machinery made all of this VERY REAL to me!!!![]()
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I experienced most of the things mentioned in the list or saw them happen to others.
It seems to me that ANY Church member would have plenty of "charge" in MANY of these areas simply by the very nature and relentless continued behavior of the Church of Scientology.
Wow, I really like reading your articulate and personable account of your scio history.
I reposted your list to IVy, and a friend Dan Koon asked if I would let him repost it on his list. OOPS.
Can Dan post it on his web site?

I realize I fall into this category (and I'm sorry to butt in), but I can't help offering my thoughts on Gadfly's views regarding the issue of choice.
For all the reasons given prior to this post, it is obvious that many of you had little or no choice about entering into the Scientological trap.
However, each of you has exercised your wondrous power of choice in exiting the Scientological trap.
And that's awesome.
CHOICE is a celebration in and of itself.
Yesterday at my counselors, I finally figured out what Scn stole from me.
My ability to see the gray areas. Not just right or wrong, black or white but all that in between those two.

Yesterday at my counselors, I finally figured out what Scn stole from me.
My ability to see the gray areas. Not just right or wrong, black or white but all that in between those two.
Yesterday at my counselors, I finally figured out what Scn stole from me.
My ability to see the gray areas. Not just right or wrong, black or white but all that in between those two.

This is big Kat. It may be universal. We are all waiting for how you make it through this. It really does describe the Scientology Matrix. No grey. Wow. No wonder I thought I had all the answers. No wonder I feel so uninformed and helpless. I gotta learn to accept and enjoy the greyness.
Thanks again for taking us with you through your recovery.![]()
.......pleasure, delight, joy etc at being pregnant. It's a silly little thing, but for some reason, it's one of the few things that "sticks", and it's a regret I sometimes have.