I can honestly say that I've never had a win doing ethics - ever. I have always felt worse afterwards or before going in - always.
Maybe it's a havingness thing.
Personally, I think the ethics conditions are way too overused and in most of the cases I have seen have been used in lieu of having any auditing available.
It's Ethics, Tech, Admin. Period.
Ethics ONLY exist to get tech in.
Another quote is "anything wrong with a being is a technical matter". I don't remember the reference.
I have seen "ethics" handling all kinds of shit and all of these have been squirrel handlings as there were absolutely ZERO tech terminals any where to do anything. I've seen handlings on "drinking", "gambling", etc.
None of these ethics particles were on course, etc. None of the "out ethics" ever hit anyones lines that I knew of. It appeared to be a moralistic judgmentalist "cleaning up the field" thing.
Here's the scoop: anything "wrong" with a being is a technical matter.
Trying to handle "drinking", "gambling", "whoring", "robbing", "murdering", "nose-picking", "jay walking" or anything else with ethics is completely and 100% squirrel if there is nothing technical applied.
The only time the ethics would be necessary is if any of that bullshit were interfering with a course or auditing schedule...or, god forbid, actually managing by statistics and finding a "PTS" situation.
That is the ONLY time that ethics would ever apply - all other applications are squirrel.
How "ethical" is an org with zero tech terminals? As if a group like that could ever discern the difference between ethical and un-ethical conduct.
Scientology, in the main, is a psuedo-ethical enterprise. A group that wouldn't "jay walk" as that was "against the law" and is so worried about public opinion regarding conduct in the field is the same group that would take a person's last dollar, the same group that would reg away a person's rent check or grocery money. Which one of those scenes would create a PR flap if the lord all mighty "public" found out about it?
Anyone who would not jay walk as it is against the law is 100% out of communication with their environment if they thought that would upset anyone - anyone who would take a family's budget and strain or break it is 100% out of communication with their environment if they thought that wouldn't upset anyone.
And that's another absolutely insane button for Scientology - "public opinion". What I have found out that means is anybody that is NOT on Scientology lines...in other words - WOGS! Wog opinion is this much sought after goal...something to be courted and wooed. Yet, that is psuedo-ARC as the general "think" on wogs has been well documented elsewhere. If your an actual public your opinion is bank and reactive.
I can't recall the reference but writing is done to an individual, not some nameless group, and when formal auditing is done it's to be done for the pc - not for stats or some other bullshit. Each of these is a 1st dynamic,individual address...but when it comes to "public opinion" that is some nebulous group or herd that exists in a smoky elsewhere. I think it's one of the major reasons why PR misses so bad that the surveys I've ever conducted always indicate that Scientology is reviled by any segment of "wogs" sampled. It's psuedo-PR in that PR would literally mean Public Relations and if you've ever had the misfortune of being a Scientology org public you would know exactly what the relationship will be for anyone caught in that trap. Yet this PR is never addressed to an individual - it's always addressed to "the public" and appears to be speeches delivered because some idiot thougth they sounded good.
Here's what Scientology thinks of its "public": if you're a wog then you're a dipshit dead being in the graveyard at the end of existence. A complete nutcase locked away in the dwindling spiral to MEST and Total Failure insane asylum called Earth. The end of all this amnesia and pain is MEST - that's what you become. Your a seething mass of softened up injected theta beings whose every word or action is merely keyed in restimulation stimulus response. You're a can't have, stops motion, dub in of a dub in Black V case criminal, artist, pervert (you have to be all these things because that's who've been sent to Earth to die and you're a composite collection of said subjects).
If you're Scn public then you're all of the above but you know it. You're the elite - easily in the top 10% of Earth. However, you're out-ethics scum bags who are shirking the responsibility of clearing the planet. So if you're not going to do the work then you're going to pay for it - and since we're talking about total eternity the price tag is rather steep.
From there you're Class V staff and you're either not good enough to make the Sea Org grade or your shirking your responsibility and you're out-ethics because you won't dedicate every breathing moment to the cause. However, the public can lick your boots and had better not be caught giving a staff member a problem.
From there is the Sea Org and it's heriarchical ego mess.
Here's another rotten button from Scientology - help. This is an enterprise that advertises help but once approached that table is immediately turned and turned into "how can you help ______". That blank can fit "the org", "the Sea Org", "clearing the planet", "Ron" - on and on. This is psuedo-help.
Now let's take a look at the actual science and logic of the body politic. There's enough content on this message board to document the psuedo-science and psuedo-logic regarding the ad hominem baaaaad psychiatry, etc. The single source of all aberration is ______ (in that blank goes: engrams, SPs, psychiatrists, BTs, Mis Us, missed w/hs, GPMs, etc., but basically what ever topic happens to be the content of the current text - you pick it).
Now, much to my chagrin, I've learned that Scientology is completely and wholly devoted to the ego and dressing up that ludicrous entity. I've discovered that all of the "OT powers" that I was slavering over are factually just the Siddhis and that the Siddhis and the ego are psuedo-spiritual. They are THE BIGGEST BLOCK to spiritual enlightenment!!!!!
In short, perhaps everything I was doing in Scientology may be IMMENSE damage in regards to spiritual enlightenment.
My experience has been psuedo-ethical, psuedo-affinity, psuedo-help, psuedo-logical, psuedo-scientific and psuedo-spiritual. So much psuedo that the new theme song is Phil Collins "Sussudio" - Su Su Sudio - Oh Oh.
It's almost comical.