Intentionally Blank
Scientology Widow
While the average media and entertainment consumers are being ....well ..... entertained.... by all the hoopla, gossip, and dark revelations surrounding the Scientology expose at Sundance, and while ex scientologists or scientology critics everywhere are gleefully dancing about and giving each other high fives there are those who live behind enemy lines. Surreptitiously reading every review, watching each new video offering (with earbuds turned to the lowest volume) and constantly vigilant - ready to close the browser at the slightest hint of being caught in the act.
It's a weirdly limbo like place. Knowing this HUGE blow up is going on, a blow up that affects every part of our lives and yet needing to act and speak as if nothing at has changed. And as each new revelation is trumpeted across headlines we pretend not to see. How long can this possibly last? Surely not much longer. There has to be a tipping point - a saturation level where even the most determined not to see .... must see.
Can they, those who are (somehow, insanely) still in, really be so blind? Or are they so used to blocking out the sanity of entheta they've become immune to it? I find that doubtful.
I worked a double shift on Monday. When I got home Mr/s Blanky was scrolling through the tv menu first and then netflix. "Should we watch something from Sundance? Maybe a documentary?" I nearly choked. But I've been behind enemy lines long enough to stay cool. "Ummm. Sure. If you want to. Anything look interesting?" Mr/s Blanky reads off a list of fairly tame offerings. "Are those this year's films?" I ask. "No, they're from previous years. But I might have an app for this year."
I don't know if s/he ever got to this year. I am on pins and needles wondering if ..... when .....how will the universe collapse? What does it look like to be confronted with the domino effect of tumbling, crashing, lies? Every little thread leads to another until the pattern is inescapable. And yet, right now, the view from behind enemy lines still shows all the dominoes lined up and expanding around the world to clear the planet.
Stay tuned.
Blanky
It's a weirdly limbo like place. Knowing this HUGE blow up is going on, a blow up that affects every part of our lives and yet needing to act and speak as if nothing at has changed. And as each new revelation is trumpeted across headlines we pretend not to see. How long can this possibly last? Surely not much longer. There has to be a tipping point - a saturation level where even the most determined not to see .... must see.
Can they, those who are (somehow, insanely) still in, really be so blind? Or are they so used to blocking out the sanity of entheta they've become immune to it? I find that doubtful.
I worked a double shift on Monday. When I got home Mr/s Blanky was scrolling through the tv menu first and then netflix. "Should we watch something from Sundance? Maybe a documentary?" I nearly choked. But I've been behind enemy lines long enough to stay cool. "Ummm. Sure. If you want to. Anything look interesting?" Mr/s Blanky reads off a list of fairly tame offerings. "Are those this year's films?" I ask. "No, they're from previous years. But I might have an app for this year."
I don't know if s/he ever got to this year. I am on pins and needles wondering if ..... when .....how will the universe collapse? What does it look like to be confronted with the domino effect of tumbling, crashing, lies? Every little thread leads to another until the pattern is inescapable. And yet, right now, the view from behind enemy lines still shows all the dominoes lined up and expanding around the world to clear the planet.
Stay tuned.
Blanky

...LOL
Maybe s/he is waiting for you to show a doubt, a waiver - - ???? Maybe Mr/s Blanky is just being intentionally blank too . . ??
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for hanging in there, waiting for - trying to save your loved one.

Seriously though, even just knowing the documentary exists and is getting so much media exposure - and saying nothing - is to me a breach of honesty and intimacy. I despise how the cult creates walls between people. And how those walls affect other areas of life. That is more troubling to me than being part of a concerned and educated group of people.