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HELP!! part 2

tetloj

Silver Meritorious Patron
I still have trouble expressing my anger, and I still struggle with a general sense of fear. Especially when it comes to relationships. I feel more accepting of that, and compared to where I used to be I've greatly improved.

Anger is a very tricky emotion. I grew up in an environment with a dominant male father with unjustified expectations and expressions of disappointment/anger and have learned to cower from any expression of anger. My partner grew up in a very demonstrative family where loud of expressions of anger were the norm, but not seen as something to be avoided.

It's taken me many years to understand that all of my partner's expressions of anger (frequent but short lived) are not aimed at me, and I still bottle up feelings until they become unleashed in an explosion of anger :violent: that leaves me feeling quite shaken.
 

JustSheila

Crusader
Leanne, you'll never catch up on this thread. It's someone's personal troubles.

You'd best start with the introductory threads from the main forum.
 

leanne

Patron
Or maybe I can.




Terril Park, you posted this stating my HALF sister (not step sister) had said what was in that e-mail and that is how she feels about her Mother today. As if she wrote it herself.


mfWMC0T.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/mfWMC0T.jpg


But, looks as if TERRIL PARK IS IN FACT LYING about that to paint the McClaughry's, particularly my mom (Virginia), in a bad light to the public.


F7KiPeY.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/F7KiPeY.jpg




SO EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS, GUESTS, MEMBERS, AGENTS, WHOEVER, YOU HAVE NOW BEEN SHOWN THAT TERRIL PARK IS DELIBERATELY LYING ABOUT WHAT MY SISTER CHARLENE THINKS ABOUT HER MOTHER BY USING AN E-MAIL THAT SHE DIDN'T EVEN WRITE AND STATING SHE DID. THIS IS PROVING THAT TERRIL PARK IS IN FACT AN AGENT OF THE COS AND NEEDS TO BE BANNED AS SUCH. I WILL NOT REST UNTIL THIS IS DONE. TERRIL PARK HAS BEEN FOLLOWING THE MCCLAUGHRY'S EVERY MOVE FOR OVER 10 YEARS NOW ONLINE AND RUNNING BLACK OPS IN REAL LIFE IN AN ATTEMPT TO SLANDER THEIR NAME BECAUSE HE DOES NOT WANT YOU TO SEE WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY.


ALSO, GOOD LUCK KEEPING ME OUT AS I KNOW HOW TO GET AROUND BANS AND PERMA BANS AS WELL AS I.P BANS ;)


IF THIS IS DELETED I WILL CONTINUE TO COME BACK AND POST IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO I AM OR WHICH NEW USER IS ME. YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS. ALSO, FROM TOM'S OWN WORDS ABOUT HIS MENTAL STATE WHEN HE WROTE THE ORIGINAL HELP THREAD!




5SackiF.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/5SackiF.jpg




GOOD JOB GUYS, YOU'VE WOKEN UP A SLEEPING DRAGON WITH ALL YOUR MEDDLING. PERHAPS THIS SHOULD TEACH YOU A LESSON.
 

JustSheila

Crusader
Yeh, just ignore her, she's already been banned and came back just to cause drama with some lying story about never having been in Scn. :eyeroll: No link to the Facebook page, so she could have cut and pasted that, too. Since she's pretending she's a new Scn and lying about that, I wouldn't put it past her.

Don't get into it. Your sister seems to be addicted to drama and apparently likes to stir things up. Ignore. She'll be gone soon.
 

leanne

Patron
I guess I should just ignore her.


You can do so if you like. This username will most likely be banned soon anyhow.

But, also, why are you not taking anyone's advice here? Claire, stated that you, mom, hell everyone in the family should just let the past go and start doing nice things for eachother.

The cookies weren't even my idea btw, she just told me we were baking cookies for people, so I made them with her. But, since I helped I told her to put my name on it too.

Yet, you can't even accept cookies from your own sister. Tsk tsk. Not much improvement.
 

leanne

Patron
Yeh, just ignore her, she's already been banned and came back just to cause drama with some lying story about never having been in Scn. :eyeroll: No link to the Facebook page, so she could have cut and pasted that, too. Since she's pretending she's a new Scn and lying about that, I wouldn't put it past her.

Don't get into it. Your sister seems to be addicted to drama and apparently likes to stir things up. Ignore. She'll be gone soon.


Why would I link my facebook page when google can just do it for me?

LOL Want me to do a video of my screen? I'll do it, then what?
 

leanne

Patron
Or maybe I can.




Terril Park, you posted this stating my HALF sister (not step sister) had said what was in that e-mail and that is how she feels about her Mother today. As if she wrote it herself.


mfWMC0T.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/mfWMC0T.jpg


But, looks as if TERRIL PARK IS IN FACT LYING about that to paint the McClaughry's, particularly my mom (Virginia), in a bad light to the public.


F7KiPeY.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/F7KiPeY.jpg




SO EVERYONE WHO IS READING THIS, GUESTS, MEMBERS, AGENTS, WHOEVER, YOU HAVE NOW BEEN SHOWN THAT TERRIL PARK IS DELIBERATELY LYING ABOUT WHAT MY SISTER CHARLENE THINKS ABOUT HER MOTHER BY USING AN E-MAIL THAT SHE DIDN'T EVEN WRITE AND STATING SHE DID. THIS IS PROVING THAT TERRIL PARK IS IN FACT AN AGENT OF THE COS AND NEEDS TO BE BANNED AS SUCH. I WILL NOT REST UNTIL THIS IS DONE. TERRIL PARK HAS BEEN FOLLOWING THE MCCLAUGHRY'S EVERY MOVE FOR OVER 10 YEARS NOW ONLINE AND RUNNING BLACK OPS IN REAL LIFE IN AN ATTEMPT TO SLANDER THEIR NAME BECAUSE HE DOES NOT WANT YOU TO SEE WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY.


ALSO, GOOD LUCK KEEPING ME OUT AS I KNOW HOW TO GET AROUND BANS AND PERMA BANS AS WELL AS I.P BANS ;)


IF THIS IS DELETED I WILL CONTINUE TO COME BACK AND POST IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHO I AM OR WHICH NEW USER IS ME. YOU WILL PAY FOR THIS. ALSO, FROM TOM'S OWN WORDS ABOUT HIS MENTAL STATE WHEN HE WROTE THE ORIGINAL HELP THREAD!




5SackiF.jpg



http://i.imgur.com/5SackiF.jpg




GOOD JOB GUYS, YOU'VE WOKEN UP A SLEEPING DRAGON WITH ALL YOUR MEDDLING. PERHAPS THIS SHOULD TEACH YOU A LESSON.

Quoting myself.
 

JustSheila

Crusader
Leanne, you were on a big push here for people to take illegal drugs and Tom's trying to be off them. It's perfectly reasonable he wouldn't want to be a guinea pig for anything you might bake.

Why don't you just back off for a while? Can't you see that people here are just trying to get Tom on the rails and things calmed down and that we're really not interested in hearing the drama or who was right or wrong or getting in the middle of any arguments?

Don't you have a life outside of Tom and your mom?
 

leanne

Patron
Leanne, you were on a big push here for people to take illegal drugs and Tom's trying to be off them. It's perfectly reasonable he wouldn't want to be a guinea pig for anything you might bake.

Why don't you just back off for a while? Can't you see that people here are just trying to get Tom on the rails and things calmed down and that we're really not interested in hearing the drama or who was right or wrong or getting in the middle of any arguments?

Don't you have a life outside of Tom and your mom?

Making stuff up I see? I was never on any big push to have people on illegal drugs (medical marijuana is not illegal in the state of California), please, quote my old username LisaM stating as such, but without editing it, otherwise you know what I'll do to you if you do, screenshot and post it :)

Charlene was there when I was making them, also, lol that you are trying to paint me as someone who would do that. Good try though, must suck having an agent exposed like that.
 
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leanne

Patron
Leanne, you were on a big push here for people to take illegal drugs and Tom's trying to be off them. It's perfectly reasonable he wouldn't want to be a guinea pig for anything you might bake.

Why don't you just back off for a while? Can't you see that people here are just trying to get Tom on the rails and things calmed down and that we're really not interested in hearing the drama or who was right or wrong or getting in the middle of any arguments?

Don't you have a life outside of Tom and your mom?


I am sure that a certain person here, among other COS agents, would love to just keep continuing on as if they weren't full of shit with no one there to prove their lies wrong. But, where's the fun in that?
 
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AgentIce

Patron
Just to clear this up quickly, this is my half sister Lisa actually, clearly still a puppet of my mom. I'm sure she's been relaying anything I've said here to her as well (if in fact my mom can't see this board).

Lisa in 2 seconds of research the first result of google is an email thread my mom posted about Charlene, that is where Terril Park got that quote from. I hope some day you learn to think for yourself and quit being her puppet, until then I'm not interested in talking to you. Post all you want and under as many accounts as you want. You won't stop me from talking, and I will continue to ignore you.
https://groups.google.com/forum/#!topic/alt.religion.scientology/MeIMr-Ujgb0

Re: the gift, thanks for the thought, but no thanks. I thanked my sister (the one who talks to me) for the gift as well but I wasn't interested in the cookies because of my diet and just not a fan of them in general. Hopping on to a gift from my sister after posting belittling "smileys" in my thread and blocking communication from me for 4 years is not the way to get back into my good graces.
 

JustSheila

Crusader
Making stuff up I see? I was never on any big push to have people on illegal drugs, please, quote my old username LisaM stating as such, but without editing it, otherwise you know what I'll do to you if you do :)

Charlene was there when I was making them, also, lol that you are trying to paint me as someone who would do that. Good try though, must suck having an agent exposed like that.

:duh: Yeh, you posted plenty about weed. I don't know you well enough to know what you'd do or wouldn't, and frankly, I did like some of your posts when you posted earlier. Try a gift that isn't food next time and you might have more luck.

I'm not going to waste my time digging up your Lisa M posts. You and I and others all know what you wrote. This is boring.
 

leanne

Patron
Anyhow, my work here is done, for now.


Tom, I hope that someday we will be a happy family again. You are my only brother and I do love you, and I do see the good in you, but these friends on here, aren't really out for your best interests.

Until the next time.......
 
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