Jquepublic
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Emphasis mine ...
Yes, that makes more sense.
When you lose people that you love to the cofs, and you do lose them at the very moment they become a scientologist, it's hard to move on because you are leaving something precious behind, it feels as if you are abandoning them, even if they've disconnected from you (probably more so) and especially if you failed to protect them from scientology in the first place.
Knowing that your loved ones are being manipulated and betrayed makes it difficult to let go and move on even if you would like to.
I don't know a single ex who didn't lose a loved one. I know that I can make a list:
Edward DiMartino
Aaron Smith-Levin
Ali Pearson
Collin Smith-Levin
Crystal Halonen
Barbara Friedman
Andreas Rodriguez
Jim Lee
Bonnie DiMartino
Amilio DiMartino
Carole Orbach
Tim Lomas
Gayle Smith
Shane Brochdorff
Anthony Kovasevick
Paul Schobel
Bernadette Nunn
Sera Barton
Sherie Androschuck
I could go on but I think I'd be here all night. But not a day goes by that I don't think about the people on this list. I wonder where they are, how they are, if they're still alive. Some aren't. They're the reason I'm not Anonymous. I want them to be able to find me if they ever want to reconnect.

