Shooting Stars
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afaceinthecrowd
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No, no - to ME, Face, to me.
And yes, Face, very classy post. Thank you.
Ah, shucks.
Gawd help me, I do Love All You Ladies! I just can't he'p myself...It's kinda hardwired in my DNA or something.
Now, before we get hitched, there's a few things you need to know 'bout Ole Face here:
I like to...no...I love to watch Football, drink beer, belch, break wind and sometimes I leave the toilet seat up, throw my cloths on the floor and scratch me gonads.
On the other hand...in all modesty...I'm a helluva cook, a world class masseuse, have impeccable personal hygiene, love long conversations and have the ancestoral male genetic "quirk".
Face
PS: Thank you for your kind words regarding my Post.
Don Crom 3rd mo can
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Golly, gosh, & gee Face. I'm jealous, all these ladies, share the wealth. (dirty old men need love too) (sadly, I qualify) Dare I say, none are as lonely as a "wounded" ex-SO member. Unlike Face I only watch NASCAR ( I am a mechanic), sometimes 1 baseball game per year, (7th game World Series), and 1 football game per year, (SuperBowl/for the ads). I'm a lousy cook, but I keep myself fed, besides lots of Rock n' Roll I do like Big Band & on occasion classical. (Pls, no opera). Also unlike Face I alas am not an expert massuse, I am however a pretty good massure, <sorry Face, i just had to "git ya" on that one> and I always leave the seat up. (hey, if I can lift it up, you can put it down)
My current "occupation" is medical retiree, it has been a long slow climb from the depths of the body abuse/neglect that was instilled in me so many years ago. Even after years of being away from the chaos that still is Co$, the attitude of "intent"/"postulates'" and simply bull your way thru prevailed. Hard lesson was learning that as much as it is capable of this thing we have called a human body HAS its limits, needs proper care & mantaince and probably most neglected of all, granting of beingness. (proper sleep,proper food, balance of work,education,recreation & personal time) The "nice" thing that can be said for "advanced" years and the available retirement system is that, though one must be frugal, "survival" is possible and with Scio knowledge, planning, goals, targets are easier to work out, and with PROPER application of ethics tech, you DON'T beat yourself up for "failure".
Elron occasionally mentioned "irreducable minimum" when it came to doing certain jobs. I've alter-ised the internal drive to CLEAR THE PLANET, to "change the world". Now my neverending quest is to find a really, really, REALLY big diaper. Anybody out there want to help me in my quest????
C-Ya DC
CarmeloOrchards
Crusader
Now my never ending quest is to find a really, really, REALLY big diaper. Anybody out there want to help me in my quest????
as Bob Dole said, "Depends."
I think you mean what you wrote above.
I can help you if you are earnest.
I had a PC about 15 years ago, who was part of a large on line community, who are adults, who like to wear diapers, pee in them, have them changed, etc.
My PC found a manufacturer of adult diapers near where I live, and did a photo shoot of the operation. - got 4,000 hits in under a day! and that was 15 years ago.
I think I can give you a contact if you send me a PM.- the manufacturer, not my PC.
afaceinthecrowd
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Unlike Face I only watch NASCAR ( I am a mechanic), sometimes 1 baseball game per year, (7th game World Series), and 1 football game per year, (SuperBowl/for the ads). I'm a lousy cook, but I keep myself fed, besides lots of Rock n' Roll I do like Big Band & on occasion classical. (Pls, no opera). Also unlike Face I alas am not an expert massuse, I am however a pretty good massure, <sorry Face, i just had to "git ya" on that one> and I always leave the seat up. (hey, if I can lift it up, you can put it down)
My current "occupation" is medical retiree, it has been a long slow climb from the depths of the body abuse/neglect that was instilled in me so many years ago. Even after years of being away from the chaos that still is Co$, the attitude of "intent"/"postulates'" and simply bull your way thru prevailed. Hard lesson was learning that as much as it is capable of this thing we have called a human body HAS its limits, needs proper care & mantaince and probably most neglected of all, granting of beingness. (proper sleep,proper food, balance of work,education,recreation & personal time) The "nice" thing that can be said for "advanced" years and the available retirement system is that, though one must be frugal, "survival" is possible and with Scio knowledge, planning, goals, targets are easier to work out, and with PROPER application of ethics tech, you DON'T beat yourself up for "failure".
Elron occasionally mentioned "irreducable minimum" when it came to doing certain jobs. I've alter-ised the internal drive to CLEAR THE PLANET, to "change the world". Now my neverending quest is to find a really, really, REALLY big diaper. Anybody out there want to help me in my quest????
Picky, picky picky...thanks for correctring
biggrin my error, Monsieur.
I, too, am Medically Retired due to brain damage from an Hemorrhagic Brain Lesion nearly 7 years ago.
http://www.forum.exscn.net/showthre...he-Apollo-1973&p=432003&viewfull=1#post432003
I lost nearly all of my Taw in my first divorce and around half of the regrown one in my secound so, in all honesty, even though I do Love the Ladies and for some reason a fair lot of them seem to think I'm semi-tolerable...most of the time...Ole Face here aint ever gonna get married again no how, no way, no Sir.
I sure enough am not no Lady Killer...I'm more like Lady Fodder.
I Grok you re: "Bull your way through." Been there, done that.
Face
Infinite
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. . . I lost nearly all of my Taw in my first divorce and around half of the regrown one in my secound so, in all honesty, even though I do Love the Ladies and for some reason a fair lot of them seem to think I'm semi-tolerable...most of the time...Ole Face here aint ever gonna get married again no how, no way, no Sir . . . Face
Heh! I'm sure it was Rod Stewart who, after finalising his divorce from Kiwi supermodel Rachel Hunter, said: "next time I get married I'm going to find a blonde I don't like and buy her a house".
[video]http://youtu.be/9Ooq7WPqd5s[/video]
afaceinthecrowd
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Shooting Stars, Part Twenty
“Are you not ashamed of heaping up the greatest amount of money and honour and reputation, and caring so little about wisdom and truth and the greatest improvementof the soul?” Socrates
“It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.” Gautama Siddhartha
"A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.” Pooh Bear
The first section of this Installment is a reposting of some stuff that I had prepared for this Part but couldn’t resist posting on another thread in response to a post by
infinite regarding the backfiring and firestorms of El Ron’s grand designs on using
Celebrities to make Scn “acceptable” and popular. That text is highlighted in blue.
The Installment following this one will most likely be the Final Installment of Shooting Stars…I’m about 99.9% certain of that. With this Installment and the following one I’ve pretty much said all I’ve got to say re: El Ron, the SO and Scn.
The Final Installment is gonna be a long one. The reason for this is that I want to tie things all together, say my final “piece” and have it all flow in “context”. It will probably be a couple of weeks before it goes up here although I have been working on it, off and on, for quite some time.
Part Twenty
Bigger Than Life?
Back in the Apollo era there were a number of Scn Celebrities, Professionals and Experts in various fields that would have loved to had a little “face time” with El Ron…this was known within the Inner Circle and by Hisself...they woulda flown there anytime on a moment’s notice to have even a brief, personal, meeting with Hisself. Of course the proffered reasons were that Hisself was just too busy developing new Red and Green “Tech”, running the “Show”, researching the “Upper Levels”, Yadda, Yadda, Yadda.
Over time, I came to know that those reasons were—like so many other things put out to the Public about El Ron—utter BS. As time passed, I came up with my own
conclusions as to why El Ron would not give even a little time, that would have meant so much and been of immense value to Scn, to a host of talented, brilliant and fine Folks I’m not gonna take the time to list out here.
My conclusions were:
That El Ron knew he was no longer “ready for Prime Time” and that he didn’t want anyone in proximity to Hisself that wasn’t a trusted lackey that Hisself had complete confidence was sufficiently under the “Spell” to “see” and “interact” with Hisself “appropriately” and “acceptably”.
That El Ron actually did not like being around people all that much unless they were willing, “entertaining” and proper “props”, supporting cast or extras on Hisself’s Stage and in the ongoing Epic Heroic Adventure Romance Drama movie going on in Hisself's head.
That El Ron abhorred being around anyone that had any “Altitude”. Hisself had to always be the smartest guy in the room, the alpha dog in the pack, the swinging D*** at the table.
That El Ron feared that if Hisself spent any time with someone that had Altitude, Status and really knew WTF they were talking about re: one the myriad of subjects Hisself claimed to have Mastered, they would know Hisself was a fraud.
Some months back, on a tip from a dear Ex friend, I downloaded and read the correspondence between Robert A. Heinlein and El Ron. Besides the fact that in El
Ron’s own pen it establishes the marital status of Hisself and Sara and the paternity of Alexis, it also, pre DMSMH, foreshadows some of my conclusions above.
El Ron was in comparatively peak form in those years and the letters exchanged were quite cordial, witty at times and fascinating to read. Knowing El Ron as I did, I could sense in the early exchanges that he was “Setting the Stage” for the sincere and honestly straightforward Heinlein. Sure enough, El Ron eventually asks Heinlein to loan him so dough, which Heinlein does and El Ron later pays back. But, that’s not the crux of the “Set Up”.
El Ron’s intent was to get Heinlein on Hisself’s “side” about Hisself’s new “Science”, Dianetics. El Ron goes on and on about the “Research”, “Case History’s” “Equations”, “Mathematical Proofs”, “Engineering Calculations”, etc. Heinlein, a bona fide scientist and engineer and respectful professional acquaintance of El Ron as a fellow WWII Vet and Sci Fi writer (Heinlein, of course, did not know that El Ron had lied to him about Hisself's service record, combat wounds and college education) is interested and asks El Ron, repeatedly, to send him the “Research, Equations, Calculations, Mathematical Proofs”, etc. all to no avail and the correspondences eventually peter out when El Ron no longer feels Hisself can "use" Heinlein (Heinlein keeps wanting something more than Hisself's prose and claims re: Dianetics)…other than as a name to drop in Hisself’s lectures a few years later.
El Ron’s “Focus” was invariably on trying to always be the “Hero” instead of a Team Member; trying to be “Cool” rather than Real; trying to be “Source” as opposed to Leader; trying to "Superman" and not just simply being a Man.
Now, I know that’s not a particularly astute or brilliant observation but, the fact is, El Ron’s “drivers”, IMO, were pretty simple, petty and mundane. El Ron wanted to be a Character that Hisself wrote about and not the person that Hisself was; El Ron wanted to be a Persona of Hisself’s own creation and not the individual Hisself was; El Ron wanted to not just be the guy on top, he wanted to the guys down below to be awestruck and, deep down inside, scarred shitless.
I find it fascinating how folks like Marty, Sneaks and rest of the Martians continually offer up how El Ron was “just a man” and should be judged on Hisself’s “Works” and not any personal dispersions that are cast on Hisself’s “Character” from accounts by folks that actually knew El Ron, personally interacted with Hisself and observed, first hand, El Ron interacting with others and dealing with Life. I suppose to them I would fall under the category of a true “bitter defrocked apostate”, that I’m just another one of them SP/PTS/DB punks that personally knew Hisself, had hundreds of hours of Flag Auditing (including Flag Only stuff) and more Training than the probably the vast majority of the Martians but just didn’t “make the grade” or “get ‘IT’” or whatever other "reason" they can gleen from the Holy Scriptures to marginalize, negate and impune my character and over 100k words on this Board.
Think about it, Folks. They proffer that one would not, should not, could not properly judge the “Works” of Newtown, Edison, Bell, Einstein, et al upon their “personality”, “human frailties” or some lackey’s tainted opinion. However, there’s a little “inconvenient” fact in this rational:
Their stuff has been not only proven to work, it is part of the foundational cornerstones of modern civilization’s infrastructure. The Calculus took us to the moon and beyond, the earth is alight "plugged-in" everywhere day and night, the world is abuzz 24/7 with global communications and, amongst a myriad of other wondrous things stemming from Albert’s works, the “Bomb” went off.
On the other hand, El Ron claimed to have, in so many words, produced the one and only for real true TOE (Theory of Everything) and GUT (Grand Unifying Theory). Hisself claimed to have “cracked” the “code” of Human reasoning and “sanity”, to have found and perfected the exact route to Enlightenment, Insight, Ethical Perfection, Behavioral Resolution, Understanding and Peace for all and of all Humankind. Hisself claimed he had “IT” down cold, strongly inferred Hisself knew “IT” all and cleverly implied that Hisself was “It”.
And, all the while El Ron lied to, stole from and cheated countless others. And, all the while El Ron used, abused and manipulated nearly everyone close to Hisself. And, all the while Hisself viciously, callously and cruelly attacked with intent to harm and destroy utterly anyone Hisself feared, disliked or that “crossed” Hisself.
Marty, Sneaks and Martian Crew Members…Someone that holds the key to the riddle of Life, solved the mystery of Human Existence, knows the formula to bring Peace on Earth and has cracked the cypher of the TOE and the GUT just doesn’t do that sorta shit—don’t take my tainted, ESMB Natterboarder word for it—go read Socrates, go read Lao Tzu, go read Gautama Siddhartha…ah heck, just go read Winnie the Pooh.
All of Us wanted our ‘Case’ resolved or “terminatedly (sic) handled”; all of Us wanted to Help another resolve and "terminatedly (sic) handle” their “Case”; all of Us thought, “if El Ron Audited me, Hisself could ‘Crack’ my ‘Case’ in a heartbeat. I thought that until I had been around Scn and Hisself long enough to realize that not only did Hisself not have “IT’ all figured out or “Taped”, the CommodeDoor did not regularly, routinely or stably demonstrate in life that Hisself at attained the full EP of any Processing Level of the Grade Chart and Hisself’s TR’s sucked.
Safely ensconced on Fabian Fortress Apollo and, in the final years, Fabian Fortress Blue Bird El Ron could not only carry out Hisself’s plans and machinations in secret, the CommodeDoor’s “Secret” was “Safe”—that El Ron was not only a mere mortal but that Hisself was a perniciously predatory and acutely amoral one at that that was in the early-mid, then later and ultimately final stages of incessant spiritual, mental, emotional and physical deterioration. El Ron’s outward trappings over the last 20 years of Hisself’s life ghostly mirroring the inward traps springing in Hisself’s mind—from living in an English Country Manor, to a converted Cattle Ferry, to a Condo, to a series of Apartments to, in the end, a Motor Home.
However, El Ron’s empowerment, fostering and mentoring of the full fruition of the CMO Children of the Corn is, in my view, the ultimate telltale historical artifact of
Hisself’s final mad-hatter dash into the bowels of Hisself's own personal Hades.
The Children of the Corn was created by selecting naïve, impressionable children, adolescents and youths then isolating, elevating and empowering them as a group and identifying the ones that were the most dutifully obedient, blindly loyal and savagely ruthless and placing them in command. It was not an “accident” Folks, it was not an inadvertent “error” on El Ron’s part, it was not a benign act that got out of control due to undetected “SP” subordinates. The Children of the Corn were intentionally created, designed and built to Worship El Ron, Do ANYTHING for the CommodeDoor and have no Conscience whatsoever about or Question whatever Hisself ordered:
Wipe out Bill Franks? "Yes, Sir!" Destroy David Mayo? "Aye Aye, Sir!" Loot the Missions and ruin the Folks that had spent decades building Scn? "Right Away, Sir!" Kill off, drive off or neuter the SO & GO Senior Tech, Key Exec and Management Old Guard ? "Straight Away, Sir!" Terrorize the Field and make them cough up more dough? "Done, Sir!" Bring me piles of gold, jewels and tribute and lay it at my feet? "Here You Are, Sir!" Describe to me how they looked, screamed and moaned as they were disemboweled? "With Pleasure, Sir!" Make sure it looks like I never had anything to do with any of this and knew nothing about all that? "Naturally, of Course, Sir!"
Now, I know the Martian premise of “El Ron was just a man” and “you can’t judge the ‘tech’ by Hisself’s ‘Human Flaws’ we all have…that all 'Great men' possessed” and that Hisself should be given a “Pass” and “Get out of Jail Free” Card because of all the supposed “suppression”, attacks” and “covert ops” that were run on Hisself and Scn by the Gubmint, Shrinks, Medicos, their Media Pawns and all manner of Psycho Eeevvviiilll Doers. I used to tap dance around that one, too in my continual and ever mountiong cognitive dissonant pressure-cooker state that was my secret life on the Apollo and afterwards. “A Big Being is gonna have a Big Case,” was one of my temporary “resolvers”. Here’s some more:
El Ron probably is keeping Hisself’s ‘Case’ around like a ‘specimen’ or ‘frog in a jar’ to use for ‘research’ and dissect.
The CommodeDoor has surely ‘stirred up’ the Theta Universe ‘ether’ and is under periodic ‘assaults’ by the ‘bad guys’ and ‘forces of eeevvviiilll’.
El Ron has selflessly ignored Hisself’s own ‘Case’ and toughed it out, working day and night to ‘free’ us from ‘the trap’.
The CommodeDoor is under unbelievable stress with ‘everything’ resting on Hisself’s shoulders and on his plate and being THE target.
I could go on listing here but I think Y’all get the picture of just whatta F'd up fool I was and me fragile old Ego just can’t take much more embarrassment.
The bottom line, looking back on all this now, is that El Ron had “Rabitted” as PC from the get go, was most probably a L1 R/Ser (if you believe that sorta stuff), the “Tech” ain’t what it’s cracked up to be and El Ron was an avid adherent of the “Left Hand Path".
There’s one other important element as well in my view of El Ron and that’s gonna be the central theme of the final Shooting Stars Installment.
Madness.
Peace.
Face
“Are you not ashamed of heaping up the greatest amount of money and honour and reputation, and caring so little about wisdom and truth and the greatest improvementof the soul?” Socrates
“It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways.” Gautama Siddhartha
“Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.”
Lao Tzu
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.”
Lao Tzu
"A little Consideration, a little Thought for Others, makes all the difference.” Pooh Bear
The first section of this Installment is a reposting of some stuff that I had prepared for this Part but couldn’t resist posting on another thread in response to a post by
infinite regarding the backfiring and firestorms of El Ron’s grand designs on using
Celebrities to make Scn “acceptable” and popular. That text is highlighted in blue.
The Installment following this one will most likely be the Final Installment of Shooting Stars…I’m about 99.9% certain of that. With this Installment and the following one I’ve pretty much said all I’ve got to say re: El Ron, the SO and Scn.
The Final Installment is gonna be a long one. The reason for this is that I want to tie things all together, say my final “piece” and have it all flow in “context”. It will probably be a couple of weeks before it goes up here although I have been working on it, off and on, for quite some time.
Part Twenty
Bigger Than Life?
Back in the Apollo era there were a number of Scn Celebrities, Professionals and Experts in various fields that would have loved to had a little “face time” with El Ron…this was known within the Inner Circle and by Hisself...they woulda flown there anytime on a moment’s notice to have even a brief, personal, meeting with Hisself. Of course the proffered reasons were that Hisself was just too busy developing new Red and Green “Tech”, running the “Show”, researching the “Upper Levels”, Yadda, Yadda, Yadda.
Over time, I came to know that those reasons were—like so many other things put out to the Public about El Ron—utter BS. As time passed, I came up with my own
conclusions as to why El Ron would not give even a little time, that would have meant so much and been of immense value to Scn, to a host of talented, brilliant and fine Folks I’m not gonna take the time to list out here.
My conclusions were:
That El Ron knew he was no longer “ready for Prime Time” and that he didn’t want anyone in proximity to Hisself that wasn’t a trusted lackey that Hisself had complete confidence was sufficiently under the “Spell” to “see” and “interact” with Hisself “appropriately” and “acceptably”.
That El Ron actually did not like being around people all that much unless they were willing, “entertaining” and proper “props”, supporting cast or extras on Hisself’s Stage and in the ongoing Epic Heroic Adventure Romance Drama movie going on in Hisself's head.
That El Ron abhorred being around anyone that had any “Altitude”. Hisself had to always be the smartest guy in the room, the alpha dog in the pack, the swinging D*** at the table.
That El Ron feared that if Hisself spent any time with someone that had Altitude, Status and really knew WTF they were talking about re: one the myriad of subjects Hisself claimed to have Mastered, they would know Hisself was a fraud.
Some months back, on a tip from a dear Ex friend, I downloaded and read the correspondence between Robert A. Heinlein and El Ron. Besides the fact that in El
Ron’s own pen it establishes the marital status of Hisself and Sara and the paternity of Alexis, it also, pre DMSMH, foreshadows some of my conclusions above.
El Ron was in comparatively peak form in those years and the letters exchanged were quite cordial, witty at times and fascinating to read. Knowing El Ron as I did, I could sense in the early exchanges that he was “Setting the Stage” for the sincere and honestly straightforward Heinlein. Sure enough, El Ron eventually asks Heinlein to loan him so dough, which Heinlein does and El Ron later pays back. But, that’s not the crux of the “Set Up”.
El Ron’s intent was to get Heinlein on Hisself’s “side” about Hisself’s new “Science”, Dianetics. El Ron goes on and on about the “Research”, “Case History’s” “Equations”, “Mathematical Proofs”, “Engineering Calculations”, etc. Heinlein, a bona fide scientist and engineer and respectful professional acquaintance of El Ron as a fellow WWII Vet and Sci Fi writer (Heinlein, of course, did not know that El Ron had lied to him about Hisself's service record, combat wounds and college education) is interested and asks El Ron, repeatedly, to send him the “Research, Equations, Calculations, Mathematical Proofs”, etc. all to no avail and the correspondences eventually peter out when El Ron no longer feels Hisself can "use" Heinlein (Heinlein keeps wanting something more than Hisself's prose and claims re: Dianetics)…other than as a name to drop in Hisself’s lectures a few years later.
El Ron’s “Focus” was invariably on trying to always be the “Hero” instead of a Team Member; trying to be “Cool” rather than Real; trying to be “Source” as opposed to Leader; trying to "Superman" and not just simply being a Man.
Now, I know that’s not a particularly astute or brilliant observation but, the fact is, El Ron’s “drivers”, IMO, were pretty simple, petty and mundane. El Ron wanted to be a Character that Hisself wrote about and not the person that Hisself was; El Ron wanted to be a Persona of Hisself’s own creation and not the individual Hisself was; El Ron wanted to not just be the guy on top, he wanted to the guys down below to be awestruck and, deep down inside, scarred shitless.
I find it fascinating how folks like Marty, Sneaks and rest of the Martians continually offer up how El Ron was “just a man” and should be judged on Hisself’s “Works” and not any personal dispersions that are cast on Hisself’s “Character” from accounts by folks that actually knew El Ron, personally interacted with Hisself and observed, first hand, El Ron interacting with others and dealing with Life. I suppose to them I would fall under the category of a true “bitter defrocked apostate”, that I’m just another one of them SP/PTS/DB punks that personally knew Hisself, had hundreds of hours of Flag Auditing (including Flag Only stuff) and more Training than the probably the vast majority of the Martians but just didn’t “make the grade” or “get ‘IT’” or whatever other "reason" they can gleen from the Holy Scriptures to marginalize, negate and impune my character and over 100k words on this Board.
Think about it, Folks. They proffer that one would not, should not, could not properly judge the “Works” of Newtown, Edison, Bell, Einstein, et al upon their “personality”, “human frailties” or some lackey’s tainted opinion. However, there’s a little “inconvenient” fact in this rational:
Their stuff has been not only proven to work, it is part of the foundational cornerstones of modern civilization’s infrastructure. The Calculus took us to the moon and beyond, the earth is alight "plugged-in" everywhere day and night, the world is abuzz 24/7 with global communications and, amongst a myriad of other wondrous things stemming from Albert’s works, the “Bomb” went off.
On the other hand, El Ron claimed to have, in so many words, produced the one and only for real true TOE (Theory of Everything) and GUT (Grand Unifying Theory). Hisself claimed to have “cracked” the “code” of Human reasoning and “sanity”, to have found and perfected the exact route to Enlightenment, Insight, Ethical Perfection, Behavioral Resolution, Understanding and Peace for all and of all Humankind. Hisself claimed he had “IT” down cold, strongly inferred Hisself knew “IT” all and cleverly implied that Hisself was “It”.
And, all the while El Ron lied to, stole from and cheated countless others. And, all the while El Ron used, abused and manipulated nearly everyone close to Hisself. And, all the while Hisself viciously, callously and cruelly attacked with intent to harm and destroy utterly anyone Hisself feared, disliked or that “crossed” Hisself.
Marty, Sneaks and Martian Crew Members…Someone that holds the key to the riddle of Life, solved the mystery of Human Existence, knows the formula to bring Peace on Earth and has cracked the cypher of the TOE and the GUT just doesn’t do that sorta shit—don’t take my tainted, ESMB Natterboarder word for it—go read Socrates, go read Lao Tzu, go read Gautama Siddhartha…ah heck, just go read Winnie the Pooh.
All of Us wanted our ‘Case’ resolved or “terminatedly (sic) handled”; all of Us wanted to Help another resolve and "terminatedly (sic) handle” their “Case”; all of Us thought, “if El Ron Audited me, Hisself could ‘Crack’ my ‘Case’ in a heartbeat. I thought that until I had been around Scn and Hisself long enough to realize that not only did Hisself not have “IT’ all figured out or “Taped”, the CommodeDoor did not regularly, routinely or stably demonstrate in life that Hisself at attained the full EP of any Processing Level of the Grade Chart and Hisself’s TR’s sucked.
Safely ensconced on Fabian Fortress Apollo and, in the final years, Fabian Fortress Blue Bird El Ron could not only carry out Hisself’s plans and machinations in secret, the CommodeDoor’s “Secret” was “Safe”—that El Ron was not only a mere mortal but that Hisself was a perniciously predatory and acutely amoral one at that that was in the early-mid, then later and ultimately final stages of incessant spiritual, mental, emotional and physical deterioration. El Ron’s outward trappings over the last 20 years of Hisself’s life ghostly mirroring the inward traps springing in Hisself’s mind—from living in an English Country Manor, to a converted Cattle Ferry, to a Condo, to a series of Apartments to, in the end, a Motor Home.
However, El Ron’s empowerment, fostering and mentoring of the full fruition of the CMO Children of the Corn is, in my view, the ultimate telltale historical artifact of
Hisself’s final mad-hatter dash into the bowels of Hisself's own personal Hades.
The Children of the Corn was created by selecting naïve, impressionable children, adolescents and youths then isolating, elevating and empowering them as a group and identifying the ones that were the most dutifully obedient, blindly loyal and savagely ruthless and placing them in command. It was not an “accident” Folks, it was not an inadvertent “error” on El Ron’s part, it was not a benign act that got out of control due to undetected “SP” subordinates. The Children of the Corn were intentionally created, designed and built to Worship El Ron, Do ANYTHING for the CommodeDoor and have no Conscience whatsoever about or Question whatever Hisself ordered:
Wipe out Bill Franks? "Yes, Sir!" Destroy David Mayo? "Aye Aye, Sir!" Loot the Missions and ruin the Folks that had spent decades building Scn? "Right Away, Sir!" Kill off, drive off or neuter the SO & GO Senior Tech, Key Exec and Management Old Guard ? "Straight Away, Sir!" Terrorize the Field and make them cough up more dough? "Done, Sir!" Bring me piles of gold, jewels and tribute and lay it at my feet? "Here You Are, Sir!" Describe to me how they looked, screamed and moaned as they were disemboweled? "With Pleasure, Sir!" Make sure it looks like I never had anything to do with any of this and knew nothing about all that? "Naturally, of Course, Sir!"
Now, I know the Martian premise of “El Ron was just a man” and “you can’t judge the ‘tech’ by Hisself’s ‘Human Flaws’ we all have…that all 'Great men' possessed” and that Hisself should be given a “Pass” and “Get out of Jail Free” Card because of all the supposed “suppression”, attacks” and “covert ops” that were run on Hisself and Scn by the Gubmint, Shrinks, Medicos, their Media Pawns and all manner of Psycho Eeevvviiilll Doers. I used to tap dance around that one, too in my continual and ever mountiong cognitive dissonant pressure-cooker state that was my secret life on the Apollo and afterwards. “A Big Being is gonna have a Big Case,” was one of my temporary “resolvers”. Here’s some more:
El Ron probably is keeping Hisself’s ‘Case’ around like a ‘specimen’ or ‘frog in a jar’ to use for ‘research’ and dissect.
The CommodeDoor has surely ‘stirred up’ the Theta Universe ‘ether’ and is under periodic ‘assaults’ by the ‘bad guys’ and ‘forces of eeevvviiilll’.
El Ron has selflessly ignored Hisself’s own ‘Case’ and toughed it out, working day and night to ‘free’ us from ‘the trap’.
The CommodeDoor is under unbelievable stress with ‘everything’ resting on Hisself’s shoulders and on his plate and being THE target.
I could go on listing here but I think Y’all get the picture of just whatta F'd up fool I was and me fragile old Ego just can’t take much more embarrassment.
The bottom line, looking back on all this now, is that El Ron had “Rabitted” as PC from the get go, was most probably a L1 R/Ser (if you believe that sorta stuff), the “Tech” ain’t what it’s cracked up to be and El Ron was an avid adherent of the “Left Hand Path".
There’s one other important element as well in my view of El Ron and that’s gonna be the central theme of the final Shooting Stars Installment.
Madness.
Peace.
Face
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Love ya Face, that's brilliant!
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I agree with you Face. If you find that something stinks, you have found the core of the onion.
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Stunning stuff Face, just stunning!
As I was reading your post, I kept thinking:
"A truly great man, a truly loving man, a truly compassionate man, a truly spiritual man, a truly honest man, leaves an entirely different legacy than Hubbard did. A truly spiritual, etc, man leaves gentle footprints in the big sandy walk of life" or something like that.
Hubbard is only going to be remembered for toxic, discombobulating, messy messes. His work will drown in the mess he left and fade into what it truly is - nothing worthy of respectful longevity.
As I was reading your post, I kept thinking:
"A truly great man, a truly loving man, a truly compassionate man, a truly spiritual man, a truly honest man, leaves an entirely different legacy than Hubbard did. A truly spiritual, etc, man leaves gentle footprints in the big sandy walk of life" or something like that.
Hubbard is only going to be remembered for toxic, discombobulating, messy messes. His work will drown in the mess he left and fade into what it truly is - nothing worthy of respectful longevity.
CarmeloOrchards
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Face,
Like butter on an English Muffin,
You fill in the nooks and crannies.
Like butter on an English Muffin,
You fill in the nooks and crannies.
Don Crom 3rd mo can
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RE: COC Face. With my tenure aboard Apollo (1.3-1.12.75) I could not agree more with your assement, dare I suggest one (major) sidebenifit were the budding breasts and cute cute cute lil' camel toes. (just don't get caught looking) Lest we forget the wittle boys, DELIVERANCE come to mind (He's got a purdy mouth.) ( Com'on, squeal like a pig!) I "think" I recall 15 year old Deviant Miscreant, schrawnie, sawed off little punk. Saving his pennies and nickles in order to buy a clue, Hisselff did polish that diamond in the rough, much to his later regret. The Little Monsters he "created" consumed him. (no wonder we have all suffered chRONic heartburn!!??)
Hey! for someone who ACTUALLY has had their head examined, (and allowed to be chopped & channeled) "me hats off to you sir" . Lazuras Long wouldst be proud of O Scar. Grok back at ya. (when does Dora leave??) Where's my derby?
C-Ya DC
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Stunning stuff Face, just stunning!
As I was reading your post, I kept thinking:
"A truly great man, a truly loving man, a truly compassionate man, a truly spiritual man, a truly honest man, leaves an entirely different legacy than Hubbard did. A truly spiritual, etc, man leaves gentle footprints in the big sandy walk of life" or something like that.
Hubbard is only going to be remembered for toxic, discombobulating, messy messes. His work will drown in the mess he left and fade into what it truly is - nothing worthy of respectful longevity.
Thanks a bunch, sallydance (pretty flowers, BTW).
This is Beautifully said and, IMO, the ultimate “wooden stake to the heart” for the “El Ron’s Greatness” Fairy Tales of the Cof$ and Indies. That’s what Lao Tsu was warning about in the passage quoted at the top of the Installment. Now and forever, anyone that tries to tout the Magnanimous Greatness of El Ron runs straight into the buzz saw and prop wash of Hisself’s Destiny.
This, IMO, is already starting to happen.
Face
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Thanks Bro...Glad your enjoying this stuff...Your definately one of the Folks that has earned the right and paid the price to know all this stuff. That, and the fact that you were the person that first got me to open up me can of squirmin' worms here in the first place, means a whole bunch to me.
We chewed some of the same dirt, so to speak, lived the same Era and crossed paths with scads of the same Folks. Sure do appreciate you being there then and being here now, Pardner.
Face
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I "think" I recall 15 year old Deviant Miscreant, schrawnie, sawed off little punk. Saving his pennies and nickles in order to buy a clue, Hisselff did polish that diamond in the rough, much to his later regret. The Little Monsters he "created" consumed him. (no wonder we have all suffered chRONic heartburn!!??)
Hey! for someone who ACTUALLY has had their head examined, (and allowed to be chopped & channeled) "me hats off to you sir" . Lazuras Long wouldst be proud of O Scar. Grok back at ya. (when does Dora leave??) Where's my derby?
Ah, there sure enough were some fine specimens of Pubescent Perfection runnin’ around in that covey.
Sadly, they were in-progress of having their virginal adolescent minds violated by the Great Fiend of Mankind.
I got along well with the Messengers and was sort of a “Big Brother” to some of them up until a while after we hit land and the pace stepped up on the transition to Children of the Corn...I have written about on this ESMB...Things started to change with the Messengers after the Atlantic crossing, accelerated when El Ron had Hisself’s heart attack, took off like a rocket when we went to land and went to light speed when Snow White blew up.
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Face,
It seems that just because you personally witnessed these experiences with Ron that you write about, somehow you construe these as "facts".
What's up with all the negativity?
If you've got a bone to pick or obnosed any minor outpoints in LRH's sphere of influence (this sector), how about putting it on the right lines so it can get handled?
Personally, when I run into this kind of negative material (like the time Ron threw my 2D into a chain locker because there was some dust found on a door ledge above his cabin) I just attribute it to confusion blowing off as Ron put order in.
Take a look at the PDC tape where Ron talks about the inverted reverse vectors of flows when wholetrack counter-postulates create randomnity that the being is unwilling to duplicate because the dwindling spiral has collapsed his universe's space into MEST mockups, which acts as an inval of native state after which the automaticity of cause creates a lower harmonic mimicking certainty, naturally making one an effect of their own intentions.
Do you see? It's all rather simple, and so forth.
ML,
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ps: you rock, my friend! wish there were more people like you in the world.
Face,
It seems that just because you personally witnessed these experiences with Ron that you write about, somehow you construe these as "facts".
What's up with all the negativity?
If you've got a bone to pick or obnosed any minor outpoints in LRH's sphere of influence (this sector), how about putting it on the right lines so it can get handled?
Personally, when I run into this kind of negative material (like the time Ron threw my 2D into a chain locker because there was some dust found on a door ledge above his cabin) I just attribute it to confusion blowing off as Ron put order in.
Take a look at the PDC tape where Ron talks about the inverted reverse vectors of flows when wholetrack counter-postulates create randomnity that the being is unwilling to duplicate because the dwindling spiral has collapsed his universe's space into MEST mockups, which acts as an inval of native state after which the automaticity of cause creates a lower harmonic mimicking certainty, naturally making one an effect of their own intentions.
Do you see? It's all rather simple, and so forth.
ML,
hh
ps: you rock, my friend! wish there were more people like you in the world.
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Double H,
I highly resent your 1.1 Eval and Inval of my Reality. May I remind you that El Ron also says on the PDC that Reality is a Delusion of one’s own Illusion?
Therefore, Double, my Reality is my Reality and your Reality is your Reality and, when El Ron said that the primary aberration on the whole track is the election of energy as cause, it perforce goes without saying, my reality is senior to your reality as I have never voted in an election.
Doncha ya see?
Best,
Face
PS: Thanks, Pardner. I’m glad there’s only one of you because if there were any more nobody would never get nuttin done no how ‘cause we’d 24/7 all be rollin’ on the floor, flopping and hyperventilating like bunch of beached flounders laughing our asses off.
Mimsey Borogrove
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You know Face, I really like what you have written on this thread, and while I know you plan to wrap it all up with a coup de grace, I have a request. Of all of the things you and Cowboy posted, I liked the first hand stories the most. The whole POS tale was so illustrative of Hisself.
Do you have any more of those that you can relate? Showing the man in action is priceless, how he deals with others and situations. I was on the edge of my seat throughout the whole POS story - there must be other stories you can recall and relate.
Thanks loads for what you have done!!
Mimsey
Do you have any more of those that you can relate? Showing the man in action is priceless, how he deals with others and situations. I was on the edge of my seat throughout the whole POS story - there must be other stories you can recall and relate.
Thanks loads for what you have done!!
Mimsey