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Crusader
Re: Ken Ogger, The Pilot speaks from the dead
Anthony, its interesting to get some background on what the L's are supposed to be all about.
I ran L11 twice, the first time in 1977 with Alex Siberski as my auditor. No background or overview was given of what we were doing. We went right into session. I believe that prepared lists existed which were checked for reads. The reading items were taken up and run out. NOTS did not yet exist so things were not run out NOTS valence style but instead using date/locate. That's all that I remember of it. Not being given the goal of what L10 was all about, I only noticed that my mind had less background noise in it than before so I thought the level was a success.
In 1978, I was called and told that Alex Siberski had been declared and that they were calling all of his PC's back to redo his auditing. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THEY WERE HAVING THE SERVICE REDONE AT ABSOLUTELY NO COST TO YOU!!! That shows how the C of S proceed cautiously when first ordering people to redo things.
That is the only instance which I know of where they admitted a mistake and did something over for free!!
I returned in 1979 to receive L11. I was assigned a new female auditor. Again there were no explanations or overview given but we just went right into the rundown. Siberski had actually done a very good job so the old stuff was already handled. My auditor got new reads and these were run out, again using Date/Locate. I though the service was good and that I made gains but as to what the specific gains were, I had no clue and until I read your post today, Anthony, I had no idea what I was going for those 30-32 years ago!
SPEAKING OF NOT HAVING A LOT OF BACKGROUND PICTURES IN YOUR MIND.
Retiring from my construction business, which was extremely high pressure and stressful for 36 years and leaving a marriage which had become stressful, plus getting some good sessions from Purple Haze, I achieved a state where from day to day, my mind was very quiet with virtually no background noise going on.
BEWARE THE ONE WAY FLOW CARRIED ON FOR TWO LONG!
This occurred in 2011 and lasted for months. The state ended in early 2012. What killed that state? I became the sounding board for several of my friends. They had no auditing outlet and sought me out as a sounding board, usually over the phone. There would be long phone calls of mostly one way flow where I just listened and acknowledged for 60 minutes or more at a time. After a few weeks of this, it got to me and I started pulling all my background noise in on myself again.
The concept that "man is not an island" became real to me. We are all interlinked and are all in this game together. If one person has little or no background noise and is not creating pictures in his mind on automatic, his friends, family and people whom he cares for will tend to seek him/her out and spill their cases on to him, in an effort to seek relief for themselves. Ergo, we have that a person clearing out his pictures on his first dynamic is not in a totally stable situation. People on his 2nd, 3rd and 4th dynamics are out their with their pictures and the pictures from their dynamics will tend to rush in and fill the vacuum of pictures in the other person's case. That has happened to me and I believe that it will happen in general in most circumstances though there are ways to handle it.
Lakey
Pilot'sPosts Z3
Clear OT -- ceasing to compulsively create a time track
(From post 18 - Dec 97)
The major target of the entire L series (L12, L11, and then L10 which
are generally run in that order) was the state of Clear OT.
The Clear OT state is best described as ceasing to compulsively
create a time track. This is not the official definition, which
is simply "no track" but it is a better working definition because
one can still mockup a track or find incidents and one does not
loose one's time sequence. But a certain compulsion to hold onto
one's history and mock it up compulsively seems to disappear when
this state is achieved.
L10 worked towards this state by addressing early track overts,
looking for the critical one which apparently caused the
individual to keep this track mocked up. Note that an individual
will try to reverse the time sequence of events so as to move an
unjustified overt which was followed by a motivator to a later
time so that the motivator will be first so as to justify the overt.
For example, he burns down the school. Then he has trouble with
schools. Then he misremembers and says that the trouble happened
first and then he burnt the school down to get even. If the
overt is serious enough, he doesn't just pretend to do this but
may actually misremember. This alteration causes his time track
to become very solid and he holds it there compulsively so as
to assure himself that his big overt came later rather than
before the motivator.
When this is relieved, he no longer has to hold this time track
in place compulsively because he no longer needs to force the
events to remain out of sequence.
But L10 was too difficult, so they introduced L11 and then L12
as a gradient up to this. There are freezone reconstructions
of these available on the net.
I do not like the Ls style approach. The entire rundown seems
to be too forcing and evaluative and there have been rumors of
instability.
I achieved the Clear OT state with good awareness, certainty,
stability, and, I feel, much more understanding of how it
happened, by getting run on expanded grade 2 after clear.
It occurred on running a very far backtrack unjustified overt
of great magnitude which had been forced out of sequence
as I described above. When the overt went, it seemed like
the entire timetrack went with it.
I believe that this is the best way to approach this area.
Namely, by making deeper and deeper reruns of grade 2, working
to earlier and heavier overts. One would have to run other
things in between so as not to invalidate the first release
point and so as to have more ability to go earlier.
Grade 2 was the best thing that we ever had on the subject
of overts. All the other handlings (HRD, Ls, and Sec Checks)
are evaluative and tend to force the PC. Grade 2 (and similar
processes on grade 4) raise the PCs responsibility on a gradient
without evaluation and therefore result in the maximum ability
to think clearly and operate in an ethical manner.
Grade 2 is easy to run and can be done solo (not according
to the CofS of course). The Ls on the other hand require the
maximum skill level (Class 12) that the CofS has and might
well just make a mess if done solo.
I would tend to expect that many people would get the Clear OT
state on a thorough second pass through the self clearing
book (doing the sections that deal with overts). But I
probably should have included a bit more of the above
theory concerning the effect of overts on the time track.
Happy New Year,
The Pilot
Anthony, its interesting to get some background on what the L's are supposed to be all about.
I ran L11 twice, the first time in 1977 with Alex Siberski as my auditor. No background or overview was given of what we were doing. We went right into session. I believe that prepared lists existed which were checked for reads. The reading items were taken up and run out. NOTS did not yet exist so things were not run out NOTS valence style but instead using date/locate. That's all that I remember of it. Not being given the goal of what L10 was all about, I only noticed that my mind had less background noise in it than before so I thought the level was a success.
In 1978, I was called and told that Alex Siberski had been declared and that they were calling all of his PC's back to redo his auditing. BELIEVE IT OR NOT, THEY WERE HAVING THE SERVICE REDONE AT ABSOLUTELY NO COST TO YOU!!! That shows how the C of S proceed cautiously when first ordering people to redo things.
That is the only instance which I know of where they admitted a mistake and did something over for free!!
I returned in 1979 to receive L11. I was assigned a new female auditor. Again there were no explanations or overview given but we just went right into the rundown. Siberski had actually done a very good job so the old stuff was already handled. My auditor got new reads and these were run out, again using Date/Locate. I though the service was good and that I made gains but as to what the specific gains were, I had no clue and until I read your post today, Anthony, I had no idea what I was going for those 30-32 years ago!
SPEAKING OF NOT HAVING A LOT OF BACKGROUND PICTURES IN YOUR MIND.
Retiring from my construction business, which was extremely high pressure and stressful for 36 years and leaving a marriage which had become stressful, plus getting some good sessions from Purple Haze, I achieved a state where from day to day, my mind was very quiet with virtually no background noise going on.
BEWARE THE ONE WAY FLOW CARRIED ON FOR TWO LONG!
This occurred in 2011 and lasted for months. The state ended in early 2012. What killed that state? I became the sounding board for several of my friends. They had no auditing outlet and sought me out as a sounding board, usually over the phone. There would be long phone calls of mostly one way flow where I just listened and acknowledged for 60 minutes or more at a time. After a few weeks of this, it got to me and I started pulling all my background noise in on myself again.
The concept that "man is not an island" became real to me. We are all interlinked and are all in this game together. If one person has little or no background noise and is not creating pictures in his mind on automatic, his friends, family and people whom he cares for will tend to seek him/her out and spill their cases on to him, in an effort to seek relief for themselves. Ergo, we have that a person clearing out his pictures on his first dynamic is not in a totally stable situation. People on his 2nd, 3rd and 4th dynamics are out their with their pictures and the pictures from their dynamics will tend to rush in and fill the vacuum of pictures in the other person's case. That has happened to me and I believe that it will happen in general in most circumstances though there are ways to handle it.
Lakey

