What was always so weird about OT II, in retrospect, is that BEFORE I ever read any of "what often happens at the end of OT II", it HAPPENED to me!
I was running the platens, and then suddenly WHAM, energy (charge) was peeling off, layer after layer, like a beam shooting out the top of my head. I went into a 10 minute "line-charge", laughing and laughing, uncontrollably. The "blowing of charge" just wouldn't stop. It kept on keeping on, in a way like NEVER before - and I had some pretty amazing "blow outs" previously.
I suppose I could have somehow convinced myself or hypnotized myself to experience such an "EP". But that seems unlikely to me.
I am curious. It may be that I have "dubbed-in" or "added to" some of this after 30 or so years. Does anyone out there have some info on what Hubbard states about the "EP" and "manifestations" that occur at the end of OT II? As I recall, and I may have some sloppy memories here, when I studied OT III theory, it mentioned some about what happens at the end of OT II. And, it happened!
Of course, I assumed that this meant that the "theory must be correct and accurate as described", meaning that the data on the implants was all "just as it happened in the long ago past".
See, I never had anything like this happen from meditation or other practices. Granted, also, I never was in an environment that enabled me to "practice" mental techniques to such a "focused" degree. I have thought at times that it is THAT factor that made Scn auditing "effective" - that for the first, and probably only time, for most people, you are DOING SOMETHING WITH YOUR MIND consistently, with focus, with intention and repetitively. Without the framework of Scn training, such dedicated focus of the mind is rare - even in other "practices".
For instance, as I recall, and again I may have added some to this memory, when I went exterior
with full perception on TRs, I suddenly found my "self" BETWEEN the heads of my body and my twin, with 360 degree visual perception. I saw EVERYTHING clearly, and it felt entirely "normal" and "natural". There was no effort. It lasted about 10 seconds. Now maybe I had discussed such a possibility with a college friend who was also getting itno Scn at the same time, and possibly I "set myself up for the experience". I consider that possibility. I just don't know, other than it "seems to have happend".
I wonder at times if people in other practices experience such INTENSE and INCREDIBLE states of consciousness, or if there really was/is something unique to some of the Scn auditing techniques.
To this day I still do a "spacation drill" from a PAB (Professional Auditor Bulletin) because it is just so GOOD at getting me "out of my head", clicks me into a "no thinking mode", where I am "just there as an observer, quiet and serene". Hubbard's whole realm of data on "creating space" by "putting out anchor points" still makes sense to me, and I have never seen such information anywhere else. If I am foggy or tired, I just walk outside,
put out my attention, spot some spots, notice a tree, notice a bird, and "get extroverted". "Locationals" have always worked for me, and I have used them on others (non-Scientologists) who one-for-one enjoy the "results". Locationals "trick" people into extending their space and "putting out anchor points".
So, while I have never found that the gains and abilities described by Hubbard to be valid, I have found that there is "something there that works". In a "positive way". Maybe it was all suggestion. I just have no way of knowing as I have little personal experience of such intense states from any other practice. And, I HAVE experimented with quite a bit of "other practices".