I digress….. this is how I feel about it. Remove the structure of lies, abuse, control. Expose the TRUTH.
That is how I feel about it.
There will never bee a 'truthful Scientology' because, the truth will mean the end of Scientology.
Zinj
I digress….. this is how I feel about it. Remove the structure of lies, abuse, control. Expose the TRUTH.
That is how I feel about it.
There will never bee a 'truthful Scientology' because, the truth will mean the end of Scientology.
Zinj
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Gadfly, actually I completely agree with this and for me I feel just as responsible as those who were directly on recruit or reg lines even though I tended to work more in support type rolls. It's amazing how you can work for an organization like this for years for 50 cents an hour because your purpose is to HELP and it just gets turned around 180 degrees.
I feel though that because of my past involvement with the Co$ (and the knowledge obtained) that this now gives me an opportunity to REALLY help people........help make others aware of the dangers before they get in, and help others to get out.
OK Zinge, sorry, under the swimmingpool at SaintHill.
The truth about Scientology. = It's always worse than you think.

I think all exes should stop the self-pity guilt trip thing, that just helps the dark side. Could even be getting stirred by them.
Try to be patient Carmel. He get's that he didn't get it at first and is trying to be understanding. It's a diverse board. For every person who has experienced a small part what you did there are dozens who didn't. Learning about all of the other experiences and how it looked from different positions really helps me.
I did see ruined lives and death. I was not just watching from the sidelines. How much I influenced tragic decisions is what I have to sort out. It's possible that my friend would have killed himself even without the cult declaring him and enforcing his family's disconnection. We'll never know will we?
Oh no you are not - you are just parroting the same old tired attack twists that OSA have tried to use for decades.
the problem is that you are not very good at it.
Kind of sad for ya.
But you will do well teaming up with a total tosspot like Rathbun.
What a great team!!
The "I did nothing in the SO" and "I did nothing but what DM told me" - wow what profiles in courage you two are.
ROFLMAO - if it was not so pathetic it might even muster up to being funny.
I would just gather up the little shards of your loser posts, gather the tattered shreds of your very small self esteem and get back to playing with yourself in the corner.
This phenomena is exaggerated in SCN because public are sytematically indoctrinated along a path of "all is good" and "there is NOTHING EVER BAD about us". While not necessarily spoken out loud, this viewpoint is gently, slowly, gradually and subtly enforced.
Bottom line, in the Trials after WW2 at Nuremberg, those who claimed they were only following orders still went to the gallows.
It's a tough choice: go with the flow and hope you side comes out on top - then you are a hero, but lose the war and you are executed, and go down in history as a despicable war criminal. Or fight internally and face an instant bullet in the back of the head, or the SP room.
I'm just happy I'm out and have no such dark shadows to haunt me.Regards, Allen
I received a post from Mick Wenlock which is just total venom.

Should one feel guilty for being an American, paying taxes and / or serving in the military. I certainly do not feel any need to feel guilty over being an American. The Scientology question is much different but there are some parallels. I guess it is a very complex situation about deciding the ethical road to take when becoming an ex scientologist.
Lkwdblds
You made some great points in your post (as usual).
This particular phenomena you mentioned above reminds me of the anecdote about the boiling frog story.
"The premise is that if a frog is placed in boiling water, it will jump out, but if it is placed in cold water that is slowly heated, it will not perceive the danger and will be cooked to death. The story is often used as a metaphor for the inability of people to react to important changes that occur gradually."
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boiling_frog
Many of us years later after getting out are wondering how we ever came to buy all the BS from Hubbard and the Co$ that we did. It was very slick how it was all put together.

Lkwdblds, it's good that you are looking and trying to make sense of all this. Part of the indoctrination is "see no evil, hear no evil..." and it's how many scientologists survive scientology. I know public often don't have a clue about what was going on in other places. This is your opportunity to really get the picture from the stories and accounts from the people who were there. If you stand in their shoes, just for a minute as you read those stories, it can help explain the reactions you see, and to also see the bigger picture of how scientology uses that induced blindness to cover it's tracks.
Feel guilty as an American? That is such as strange, GENERAL undefinable idea. What the hell IS an "American"? There is no such thing, outside of some idea or concept. There ARE stereotypes, caricatures, comic characterizations, and IDEALS of some group related to the concept "american", but really, thinking with such ideas is utterly useless. Heck, I was born, raised and live in America, BUT I don't consider myself an "American". I don't accept and plaster on myself some set of attitudes, beliefs and opinions that portray some version of an "American". I suppose, I don't consider myself anything (too much meditation . . . .). The same applies to the entire relationship to and with Scientology.
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