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I think I may have mentioned this before but I have to say it again here as it seems appropriate, but I had a dream the first week I was posting here, it was so real and so vivid it was like watching a movie in real life.
I was standing looking down a sort of tunnel, and I could see all the posters on ESMB as small pixels, or brightly coloured beads. No two colours were the same, and it looked exactly the same as a kalidascope.
At first, I could see that there were some black beads, and other colours, all huddled together, but then there were more and more beads coming and moving around inside out and upside down and mixing and mingeling together, spreading out further and further.
The smaller groups at the start of the dream were imploding and exploding, and with that, they were scattered all around and mixed up with all the other colours/beads. The picture became bigger and brighter and then it was no longer a tunnel, but the kalidascope kept doing it's thing, moving and evolving, and the beads began to move faster and faster and the colours became brighter and brighter and there were no more stuck beads or pixels.
This went on for some time, but at the end, all the pixel beads became such brightly coloured, and moved so fast and became so luminous, that all the beads just merged into each other whereas at the beginning, they seemed to collide a little, they all got brighter and brighter.. and they all became one.
A giant kalidascope, doing it's thing, almost as if it was doing it's thing anyway, with or without our consent, and we are the brightly coloured luminous beads within, eventually just going with the flow and allowing evolutions to be.
I'll never forget that, it was like this board and all the people in it evolved to such a state that without actually doing anything, but just being, at some point, this energy spread outside the kalidascope, where it went after that I don't know, but it was the most vivid dream I have ever had in my life, and it was very very beautiful.
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