SweetnessandLight
Crusader
Welcome, Choicey!
I have been going thru these posts here ... can't really contribute along the lines of a declare story ... closest I got to that was being told that I was more "org public" and asked to leave the mission in Groton CT, after doing my damndest to stay off of courses and not do any auditing for a year, occaisionally showing up to do TR's once in a great while or say hello ... that was like 3 months prior to the Connecticut missions breaking away from Cof$, which happened pretty soon after the Dec. 81 mission holder's mutiny meeting in Florida, where Brown McKee (one of the ring leaders) assigned the watchdog commmittee members the state of confusion.
Anyways ... going thru the posts here, and seeing the abuses ... there is a pattern. Its all about the bucks, the rest is conversation" ... that was Gordon Gekko's line in the movie Wallstreet. The LRH line ... "make money, make more money, get other's to produce so as to make more money." LRH also stated that a person was of value was his value to others, don't have the exact quote on that ... but what it really meant was you are as valueable as you can make me money.
Cof$ is notorious for using people and then spitting them out. It does this with public ... sucks them dry for cash. At some point, public gets recruited for staff to be sucked dry for slave labor, then it spits them out.
Now, the book ... the book to read is "PIMP ... The Story of my Life" by Iceberg Slim aka Robert Beck. When I first read it, I thought it was a work of fiction, but, learned later that it was actually true, Beck had really been this pimp by the moniker of Iceberg Slim, and his book, which attempted to portray the pathos of "the life" on both the pimp and 'ho side was commandeered by wannabe pimps as the way. The main part of the book, about Beck's pimping career days, details the methods of recruiting and playing women to line his pockets and line them well. And part of the deal is what to do with some 'ho who is burnt out and is no longer of use, especially if she is a "bottom lady", that is, the leading 'ho in the stable. Her disaffection could easily cost you your producers. So what to do? Beck talks about a "jellied mind technique" which was pimp speak for "ruin her psyche totally" before kicking her to the curb, otherwise she might become a problem.
So you are up there as a staff member, you see too many out tech this, out admin that, out ethics the next thing, and that in turn becomes a liability when the game is "make money, make more money". If Scientology delivered what was promised as per the bridge, fixing outpoints would help in making money, but, that is simply not the deal. So you are a liability that needs to be kicked to the curb, and done in such fashion as to not cause a problem.
The solution? Well, since you are totally bought into the mindphug, the espee declare! You are supposed to feel ruined, dejected, rejected, and lower than whale shit. You are supposed to be ruined utterly and caved in.
Of course, you have a chance to be productive, you can slave away to pay off your freeloader debt, many have. Now you are staying away, not bothering them with reports of outpoints, but they are still getting money from you. What a deal for them.
Whatever the espee declare was designed for, it is used as I described, right? Meanwhile, they overused it to the point where the goldenrod paper becomes a point of honor and distinction. It is like various ethnic groups adopting the derisive slang epithets slung at them until it becomes mainstreamed. Anyways, phuggitall.
Pete
this is a terrific post (by GoNuclear)
http://www.forum.exscn.net/showpost.php?p=440953&postcount=102
See Me.
Feel Me.
Touch Me.
Heal Me.
Not taking any side here except my own.
There are two things I will mention that I feel strongly about: If a person chooses to place personal information in the physical universe, they might as well expect that information to be kicked around like a football either in your face or behind the back. By personal information I mean, "This is how I feel..." "This is what I think..." Even, "This is where I have been and what I have done," or "These are my goals..." All of that sort of thing.
This discussion, while highly beneficial to many, is not an auditing session in the traditional sense.
Next...
In order to be "OT" a being must get itself over the inval/eval buttons. Just get over it. I am not saying inval and eval are okay in a traditional session. I am not saying these actions by another are okay while a being is sorting its own thoughts and feelings. I am saying that life is not a session in that sense, so, in life, if another gives inval or eval, get over it. If life were auditing a being, a being would never need auditing!
Let's not fall into scientological political correctness. People can say and do stupid things. In life, it could be foolish, or dangerous, or just dishonest to be politically correct, to never evaluate or invalidate, and let some non-optimum thing slide. Having said that, I will add, choose your "battles" wisely. Some things have to be let go because there is much that is non-optimum being generated moment by moment and so little time to correct it all.
Can you imagine an Olympic skater being a crybaby because the judges evaluated their score, a score the skater disagreed with? That skater would likely never get to the Olympics. No. You take your eval, pick up your skates, move on.
Inval and eval, to be "OT", get over it.
Here's my idea of a real challenge: High-toned discourse, an exchange of ideas and feelings, where beings get restimulated (or simply stimulated) from time to time, and are allowed to work out of it rather than get pounced on and crushed. This is a third dynamic session. The rules, if anyone would care to document them as they develop, are a bit different than a one-on-one session.
And now for one great moment of inspiration in rock and roll:
So don't expect perfection in handlings but instead be grateful when they are, for they are the moments to treasure and to learn from.Nice, Ted.
This is a nice, sane post that should help folks.
In a perfect universe, all would be kind, act with impeccably good intent and execute precisely perfect communication. And in an even more perfect universe, none would have any case to get triggered and thus not get too upset by anything said or inferred by another.
But, we have our imperfections; we sometimes are inexact with our well-intentioned comm, and we oft react in unfortunate ways to others when no harm was meant or intended.
But even when there is ill will, as Ted says, the wise course is to "get over it." Particularly so if one has been exposing one's "all" and inviting comment . . . in such a scenario, one must realize errors in response are likely along with the occasional demonstration of ill will.
This board is not populated by perfect peopleSo don't expect perfection in handlings but instead be grateful when they are, for they are the moments to treasure and to learn from.
Ted's post above is one to be treasured.
Rog


I have a new razor. It is a Gillette Fusion. It has four blades and battery powered microchip guided vibration. It gives a great shave.
But that isn't what I came here to talk about.
Some forty or more years ago, I read a column in the San Francisco Chronicle by Charles McCabe, that left a lasting impression on me. He wrote, then, that whenever the razor companies (Gillette, Schick, etc) introduce a new razor, they make the steel blades very measurably better than the normal blades. The newly introduced razor blades last four times longer than the old lines of blades. They intend for you to be amazed at the quality, and to decide to stay with the new improved variety. After awhile they lower the quality back down.
The moral of the story: if you find a newly introduced razor that you like, buy lots of the blades at the time of introduction. They last and last.
My new razor hasn't had its blade changed yet. It has been months, and it still gives a close shave.
bump for helping Marty and Mike to wake up. Anonkat please tell them to visit ESMB and ask them to read.
I do not think they will become Ex-Scientologists if that is your aim. I do however believe that they do not want the abuses to continue.
I can ask them but I can't tell somebody to do something.
I once made a post onthere that anybody with information on your brother should get in contact with you. could email me and I would relay it. It got posted but nothing came of it sad to say.
as for Mike Rinder he is expieriencing disconnectionn every day having family memers and even his nmother in the cult.
Rathbun is experiencing church-harrasment and lost a friend that commited suïcede on the freewinds. Complete Anti Marty sites are devoted to him online.
Best to hope for is for them to make many TV expieriences and for Mike Rinder swaying Rathbun to his viewpoints although it may not the wake up you might desire.
Jason Beghe is a good Influence on Rathbun.
Church must be dismanteled but there will always be scientologists
It's reality. As I se it they are instrumental in getting people who are still scientologist to demand their IAS money back and hopefully speak up in support of people who are wronged by the COS.
I will relay your message though.
Too late you bloody tell me this!
Ain'tcha noticed I gave up using them silly things . . . beside, my sweet Virginia likes my soft whiskers better than my old stubble.
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R
Northern California has taken control of the Apollo thread. There is nothing that you can do about it. We will return control to other sectors of the planet when we feel like it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_jopBXcbxk
Yes, well my avoidance of a career in diplomacy was intentional.
Mark A. Baker
Why are you not able to see this Anonkat? Are you part of Martys or should I say Hubbards propaganda machine?
Marty is NOT helping people out. He is preventing them from waking up from Hubbards mind manipulation. Not the church needs to be dismanteled but the mechanisms Hubbard used to imprison people in their own mind.
Best
Markus

Ever tried to talk sense into Creationists ? It is a bit Simular. It is like Don Quichotte fighting windmills. I am not going to waiste my time on that. If they devellop into a group like the Freezone that is fine by me.
Pushing to hard will not make people wake up but will onley dig there heels in deeper. One does alsoo not go tell a Muslim his prophet muhamed was a pervert. LRH is like their Prophet.
Main things that remain are to dismantel the Church and get the abuse stopped.
One thing at a time. IIf your aims go beyond mine I wish you all the luck in the world.
I understand that you want it all gone. That is an impossible task.
Ever tried to talk sense into Creationists ? It is a bit Simular. It is like Don Quichotte fighting windmills. I am not going to waiste my time on that. If they devellop into a group like the Freezone that is fine by me.
Pushing to hard will not make people wake up but will onley dig there heels in deeper. One does alsoo not go tell a Muslim his prophet muhamed was a pervert. LRH is like their Prophet.
Main things that remain are to dismantel the Church and get the abuse stopped.
One thing at a time. IIf your aims go beyond mine I wish you all the luck in the world.
I understand that you want it all gone. That is an impossible task.
You still do not understand - right now you are on the other side - the Martyans trapped you allready. The real enemy is L. Ron Hubbard - only if we manage to dismantle his trap, the mechanisms of mental manipulation we have a chance to win this fight against this evil man.
Best
Markus
Not in my Universe! I'm with Marcus on this one.
