I'm very glad about your wins in finding many soul mates here Lakey! That's great! I've found soul mates everywhere I have gone in life, I can't imagine going for so many years without experiencing the comfort and companionship of my fellow like-minded spiritual beings...so hurrah for you!
I'm a little confused about some of your comments about me above, Lakey...
I've always made it clear on this board that I am "Non", not an "Ex", and was never anything more than an occasional attender or hanger-outer at Bent's old Mission, in the early days when it was up and running. It was a pretty interesting place, because the people there were interesting.
I had several high school friends who got really into Scientology. I stayed in harmony with them. I never have had any desire to "join up" (in the tribal or herd sense) with COS. I've always been a free-thinking, no boundaries kind of spiritually seeking metaphysical Christian, and will die one. I would get along fine with all your new "occult" group friends.
Everything I know about Scientology is totally squirrel!

I guess that's a bad thing to some folks' point of view, but I'm kinda proud of it! I've never paid a dime to the IAS and I never will!
I never had a 2D at Bent's Mission, (although there
was a certain energetic vibe there!

) I was too young at the time, and a good Christian girl!

The closest possible thing to a 2D I ever had there there was petting Pinky the rat (a tame pet) while it was sitting on the night guard's shoulder!

He posts here occasionally, (the guard, not "Pinky"

---Although I suppose Pinky could be a channeled as a being, but let's not go there!

)
I did have a relatively recent close relationship with an "Ex", who, in hindsight, was just desperate for any and all help upon leaving the Sea Org and attempting to rejoin the real world and construct a life for himself. I did give him a lot of help, but it wasn't a mutually loving or respectful relationship, and didn't last. I've had Scientologists around me as friends and classmates, neighbors, etc. my whole life. More and more of them are becoming "Exes"!
I would not say that I am "good friends" with Bent. Bent is a man of the world with very broad viewpoints, and he extends kindness to all sorts of riff-raff like me!

I admire and like him for what he creates in the world, for supporting the arts, for his abilities with people, for his havingness and for being an adept in the full sense of the word. He will understand what I mean by that. Mostly I admire his very great survival skills! The man has monumental courage!

Holy mackerel, the COS tried to destroy him and take everything he had, and FAILED utterly!!!!
http://www.gerryarmstrong.org/50grand/media/time-1993-01-31-3.html
Plus he is a damn fine writer and researcher!

His book helped many people find their way to a freer life than Corporate Scientology afforded them, and surely has kept many others from getting mired in that pit.
I wish it would be re-published, with an update for the Anon era!!! For ANY of you who have not yet read his biography of Ron: "L. Ron Hubbard-Messiah or Madman?" by Bent Corydon please do yourself a favor and do so!
You seem to imply that I do not feel that we as spiritual beings are all basically
good...what??? Of course I do! That really confuses me. Did you maybe misread something that I wrote here? :confused2:
In our first phone conversation so long ago you asked me where I was on the bridge, and I said..."nowhere! I'm just a lowly pre-clear!"

At the time you said it was o.k., that we could still talk things over on a friendly basis, Scientology included... Has something changed?
If so, pm me and we'll talk about it!