What am I???

Once again I met this morning for "Breakfast with Hal", a twenty year tradition of meeting with my good friend Hal Seyle, an "Old Timer" Scientologist from the fifties, who had, like me, gone off to explore other avenues such as

the alien Bashar (Bashar.com) and the Law of Attraction works of Abraham. (Abraham-Hicks.com)
This day I began by sharing some of Ikwdblds post # 5389 where he so beautifully addressed my thoughts on the nature of thetans and present time.

As I began to explore in greater debt the idea that things were what I considered and defined them to be, I was delighted to
experience that I was nothing. I was unlimited potential, but I was not a thing. I was not a body, a mind, a thetan, an idea, a concept, a construct of some sort or an object. I was simply the potential to be or not be anything. I was delighted to FEEL this as a visceral experience.
However, the moment I considered myself to be a thetan, I felt myself being one. The moment I considered myself to be a complex construct of trillions programed and un-programed cells,I FELT really complex. This complexity was enjoyable when I considered it was, neutral when I had no thought about it, and negative when I had thoughts like, "Now I am going to have to deal with this complex mass of stuff."
"Knowest Thou the Meaning of Potential?"
Yes I think I do, for I am experiencing myself to be nothing or something as a direct reflection of what I consider.

With regards to time, I have been blessed with so many experiences on this subject, it seems like it will take "A Long Time" for me to delineate them all in my Johnny Raff Chronicles.

In my book "An Invitation to WonderWorld" there is a chapter entitled, "Adventures in Time". It tells the story of Barbara and I experiencing many "hours of time" when we only had "20 minutes" to be back on course.

(I would by the way love it if you choose to support the project by getting and reading that book. It's available through my continually updated web site at wonderworldonline.com)

After my insistence on re-doing OT-II, (after having been enticed off of it because someone considered I needed to do OT-III), I
experienced the physical universe flickering on and of like a show running motion picture camera. It was there, then not there, then there, then not there, and I got to personally and directly experience it being created moment to moment to moment.

Then I had an experience of simultaneous time, in which I was blessed with the awareness of everything being created in the now. Talk about an expansive view of "present time". After that, I returned to the habitual, human practice, of selecting a tiny portion of
all that is, that I then strung out in a linear time stream. I then
defined my instantaneous creation of A LINEAR TIME STREAM to be
my multi-life history, and thus it was, until I considered it was something else.
:mindblow: Later I discovered that,
I was a nothing that had unlimited potential, and everything was as I considered or defined it to be.

"Knowest Thou the Meaning of Potential?"

Well it seems like I am beginning to know, yet I consider there is much more to know, and so there is, except for "The Times" when I consider there is not.


Love, The Magic Thetan.