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Hatshepsut

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Ted
"As a (identity/role/beingness/valence/whatever) ..." is akin to coming back up the Dianetic chain to pick up BPC on earlier incidents. This direction of attention is a very important addition to clearing tech. Thank ACW.

In the case of a repetitive command/question, the pc does not necessarily go earlier or later, but addresses whatever comes up, not as a simple spirit but as the identity/role/valence/whatever it was assigned or assumed. This opens the door to future processing with a simple change of process command/question.

"As a (...) what might you withhold? / ... what might you do?" F1

Less passively, "As a (...) what could you withhold?"

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I get that. If this grouping of tomatoes was the mind... one could be orienting from just ONE tomato in processing and miss the other postions one played the game from. :yes:

http://www.freezoneearth.org/ghostdanse/GD38.html

Actually I was reading up on the gunas principle this week and it was found that not everyone can locate pairs of exactly opposing dichotmies when it comes time to run them. They are created from a more exterior point outside the timestream by the being. If he is too identified with either pole he is unable to spot the moment of simultaneous creation and have them merge into being the same idea.
 
A Blast from the Past!

Here's a great post by Alan outlining some history and giving credit where it is due. He wrote it in January of 2007.

"PANDORA'S BOX Part TWO
What was so wonderful about these masters was their willingness to freely share their new discoveries with each other. Between us each had in excess of 5,000 clients. This was quite a vast undertaking, more grassroots than anything else.

Each of the 85 masters probably spent several millions of dollars each, over the years in their pursuit of knowledge, truth, study, training, coaching, processing and research.

What was in play was a giant network of very dedicated, on purpose team gradiently discovering the secrets of how to unlock the truth and knowledge of our spiritual, mental and human potential.

We can estimate that several 100’s of millions of dollars has been invested to uncover their knowledge and discoveries.

Most of the masters were in their 40’s in the beginning of the 1960’s. Make no mistake, each of them was a giant, unbelievable brave, incredibly persistent, thoroughly dedicated.

They each pursued their goal with a passion and zeal that lasted every working moment of their life (even their sleep moments, most likely). Any major discoveries would be shared by the team. Sadly to say, today almost all of that team has died. Much of their incredible wisdom and knowledge went with them. Luckily, we have almost all their secrets and knowledge which they so freely shared.

The team of masters consisted of a former priest, 2 former rabbi’s, 2 former Buddhist monks, several ministers of other religions, 2 professors, 2 C.E.O of Fortune 500 companies, 2 writers, several teachers, several champion athletes, 2 actors, 2 fashion models and several top musicians.

Jack Horner a former actor discovered and developed the ‘repetitive process procedures’, it took him 7 years to fully prove out this procedure, testing it over several thousand client hours – millions of dollars were spent by these clients – yet we can teach a person how to do this in a couple of hours.

Gordon Bell in early 1963 discovered the subject of by-passed charge and where it stemmed from, he also put together the material that is known as the grades.

I had dinner with Gordon Bell that evening in during which he shared with me his discoveries. From those discoveries I developed the first Correction Lists.

List 1 was designed to handle UPSETS caused by by-passed-charge. The second List became List 4. The purpose of which was to handle by-passed-charge caused by wrong answers and wrong items.

Another discovery I originated was the Good and Bad Indicators – these indicators stemmed from my studies of the Stock Market. Many other students contributed to this including Hubbard.

Ava and Charles Berner, professors of English discovered and developed much of the study technology we use, they had spent almost 40 years each in their research – research that had spanned many of the foremost educators down through time - we teach what they discovered in 3 weeks.

Richard Steeves, Jan and Richard Halpern discovered and developed the procedures that are the forerunners of our SPIEPIR technology. This technology has been in development for 52 years – 100’s of thousand of hours and millions of dollars have been spent developing these procedures – we teach how to do it in a few days.

Hubbard’s son L. Ron Hubbard Jr., developed the forerunner to our Presence drills, these were taken from Buddhist Meditating Exercises that were 2000 years old.

Possibly their greatest power and influence came in conjunction with their wisdom, knowledge and know-how was their immensely influential direct networks.

Almost all of these prime movers and shakers over the last 50 years were connected to receiving coaching and processing either directly or indirectly from these masters.

It must be understood that these masters weren’t just masters in these fields but in other fields as well. They were philosophers in the fullest sense.

Philosophers study life and all the aspects of life. A true philosopher has not only studied life but has lived life to its fullest.
Alan"
 
Another from Arnie Lerma's Site on the Sources of Scientology"

"Sources of Scientology

"Bypassed Charge" was not invented or discovered by hubbard
Interview with Gordon Bell on IRC chat, he is using the nickname {Druid}

Q: Do you have any LRH stories to tell?
Druid: [LRH was ] either stoned on cocaine or his own evil.

Druid: yeah, Blubbard stole the idea of "bypassed frigg'n charge" from me.
Q: Are you serious? You came up with "bypassed charge"?
Druid: As far as I've since been able to grok, Blubbard wasn't even a freewill spiritual being.
Druid: was just a shade projection from the lower astral darkness.
Druid: Yes, I came up with so-called "bypassed charge"
Q: How did you come up with it? What made you think of that term?

Druid: oh gawhd, goes back to St. Hill in the early 60s when we were "researching" the illusion called "goals".
Druid: We were doing rather well, too. "We" being the St. Hill students.
Druid: But Blubbard couldn't stand it.
Druid: It drove him bonkers to think that a "thetan" might find his/her own goals, [ and ] run the charge off of them,
Druid: and become more powerful than Blubbard!!!
Druid: so he stopped it all!
Arnie: damn druid, you never told me that
Druid: and changed the whole line to "implants"
Q: What do you mean he stopped it all?
Druid: well, I protested, fucking LOUDLY!!!!!
Druid: like I was ready to take Herbie Parkhouse and Blubbard both on.
Druid: physically!
Druid: in physical battle.
Druid: Well, it became Herbie's job to "handle" me.
Druid: and he was doing a terrible job of it. LOL.
Druid: anyhow, I was "handling" myself.
Druid: and finally I tells ol' Herbie:
Druid: "It's just by-passed charge from my own goals."
Druid: and at that Herbie, who was the auditing supervisor at St. Hill at the time
Druid: suddenly shut up and listened.
Druid: and I told him about by-passed charge.
Druid: lol
Q: So the concept of auditing goals became implants? Inverse.
Druid: I should have copyrighted it on the spot!!!
Druid: anyhow, Herbie writes all this down and runs off to his puppetmaster The Blubbard
Druid: next thing you know "by-passed charge" auditing is introduced.
Q: Interesting story, Druid.
Druid: Yeah. Blubbard introduced his cocaine-invented "Helatrobus Implants".
Arnie: I met druid in 1967
Q: So you fellas go back a feeer piece.
Druid: Arnie and I have a 'thing'.
Druid: a spiritual love affair.
Beautiful.
Druid: I first touched the scienoturds in 1956.
Druid: David Mayo invented NOTS.
Q: Yes, I knew that.
Druid: There were some other inventions i came up with too. Forget what they were.
Druid: John McMaster put the Clearing Course together.
Druid: Alan Walters did a whole mess of stuff.
Druid: I think Alan did all the auditing by lists carrying on.
Druid: I tried hard, to be a true believer. Well, I very succeeded in being a true pretender...like everyone else.
Druid: Dust is a baby compared to my age.
Yes, therein lies the catch.
Druid: I am more ancient than the Ancient of Days.
Q:At least you've maintained a sense of humor about it all.
Druid: Well, I had a humongous spiritual revelation about 11 years ago and have never been the same since.
Q: Tell me.
Druid: I had no withdrawal pains from the cult.
Druid: Well, I did the whole entire goddamn worthless ass so-called 'bridge'.
Q: Neither did I, except wondering what might happen with my children in the future.
Druid: and I knew I had not even scratched the surface of true spirit.
Druid: and I know of another technology, called "meditation"
Druid: Well, I had seen statues and pics of The Buddha off and on, and he was always in meditation
Q: Yes, and seeking to live with an attitude of love.
Druid: and I'd wonder, What in the world is he doing in there?
Druid: So I sat down and started doing what I thought he as doing.
Druid: That! was the most spiritually correct thing I ever did up to that time."
 

Hatshepsut

Crusader
Amazon already transformed the book industry. Now, it's going after the movie industry. Amazon Studio is a new venture that seeks to open the filmmaking process to writers, directors and producers around the world. How? By launching a series of contests to find the best scripts and movies. Up to $100,000 is at stake, plus the opportunity to have the film professionally produced and released by Warner Bros. Ready for your close up?

Info at http://studios.amazon.com/

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I am over here by Full Sail University (just added one in LA) and a small Universal Studios mostly employed for summer camps. The latter is mostly for rich dilettante kids for 4 to 12 weeks. It even takes em out to Europe on a cruise to film the Riviera. Expensive is an understatement. Full Sail is up to 55,000 a yr. And of course this allows them to give scholarships to students who want to be rap producers etc. I have watched these places roll in the dough. Very few actual big shots ever teach there...just sporadic lectures. You'd do better to offer yourself up as someone's PA or lackey at USC or UCLA and learn for free. I had followed the PROJECT GREENLIGHT (HBO) program that was the first to offer the 100,000 rewards. That one was subsidized by Ben Affleck and Matt Damon. Grueling competition. :thumbsup:

Back in the 80's I noticed that The Australian Film Institute gave a LOT of novices a chance to write and direct and produce. Generous with the arts like it was a big grants thing. Russell Crowe got in on the ground floor in several films that way. Last year I did research on how many film festivals there were that accepted new material for never before heard ofs. Plenty. :yes: One fellow edited and produced his award winning film (American who entered in Sydney) on a macbook Pro. Totally on that. I've seen the plug-ins for the Apple Final Cut Suite. Unbelievable what can be done if you have the passion to create a film project.

I don't think we've ever had an age where everyone's talent is willing to be viewed. In the past buddies in the industry only wanted their buddies in their somewhat closed shops. Not any more. Hey, just look at the innovative youthful commercials we get to look at .

I just thought of something. You know how many Bros there are who pushed their way into the industry. It helps to have your own family around I guess.

The Cohen Bros
The Wayan Bros
Warner Bros
Weinstein Bros
Wahlberg Bros
Marx Bros
Goldwyn Bros
Disney Bros
 
San Jose man uses surveillance app on iPhone to alert cops to robbery at his house

By Lisa Fernandez
[email protected]
Posted: 12/03/2010 12:07:30 PM PST
Updated: 12/03/2010 09:22:35 PM PST



Peter Chen was at work earlier this week when he saw something disturbing on his iPhone.

A man and a 17-year-old boy were robbing his San Jose home.
He could see it through a live feed of a security video camera he had set up and attached to his smartphone.

He called police.

By 2 p.m. Monday, 26-year-old Gabriel Hernandez and the teen were behind bars.

"This is a great, great, great case," said San Jose police Sgt. Ronnie Lopez.
Lopez lauded the use of technology and citizen activism in helping police catch the suspects.

The 31-year-old Chen, an engineer at a San Jose tech company, had gotten an e-mail alert to his phone telling him that something in motion had been detected by his video camera set up at his Evergreen area home.

Chen installed the Logitech 700e surveillance camera for about $280 just before Thanksgiving after his girlfriend's car had been broken into. The e-mails, with attached photos, had come before. But he usually deleted them if the motion was set off by a cat or something benign.

This e-mailed photograph showed a man's head peeking around the corner of his backyard. He switched on his live feed camera to his phone and saw "two guys rummaging around."

"It was pretty scary," Chen said. "It was like the movies when you're watching your friend get killed from the window, and you can't get to him."

So, still from his phone, he Googled the number for San Jose police, which
said to call 911. He did.

Turns out, two traffic cops, Sgt. Steve Payne and Officer Jeffrey Fielder, were in the area. Lopez said the two quickly arrived at Chen's home and found the suspects stuffing some money and video games into bags.
By the time Chen arrived home, he said the cops had the two suspects in the back of their car.

"This really paid off," Chen said. "I'm going to make sure to look at every image now when I get an e-mail. And I'm probably going to install more cameras at home, too."
 

Enthetan

Master of Disaster
In early Dianetics, Hubbard noted that even though basic on a chain had been fully addressed, the auditor might still have to come back up the chain to flatten off any incident that remained unflat. If I recall, he suggested touching on each incident by running through to see if anything else comes up. This procedure, I would assume, was established empirically. That is, if one were attempting to do the best possible service for the pc, this is what you do.

Later on, authoritarianism dominated. The Hubbard-authority stated that when basic was reached that was all there was to that chain. I would surmise that the resulting BPC opened up the assumption of other chains by both pc and auditor. Then off the pc goes fabricating explanations for the BPC.

The underlying assumption here is that an incident can only be part of one chain, and that auditing consists of running a series of entirely independent chains to their basic.

What if the chains are NOT independent? What if an incident, while primarily part of one chain, also was (less strongly) associated with other, similar chains?
 

Ted

Gold Meritorious Patron
The underlying assumption here is that an incident can only be part of one chain, and that auditing consists of running a series of entirely independent chains to their basic.

What if the chains are NOT independent? What if an incident, while primarily part of one chain, also was (less strongly) associated with other, similar chains?


Early Hubbard-world is filled with apparent empirical information. Most of us never realized he was spewing and projecting and hypothesizing rather than doing the actual, in-depth research he professed.

Later Hubbard-world is a mix of empiricism and authoritarianism, thus the house of cards that is the tech. It has been stated by Hubbard that a good supervisor can coordinate any part of scientology with other parts of scientology. I find that a really good supervisor can also find the discrepancies and things that don't add up.

What you suggest above is covered in an HCOB on composite engrams. James Hare told me that this was his discovery. He wrote it up to Hubbard. The next day his writeup was issued in Hubbard's name with no acknowledgment to James. (Just a sidebar of information there.)

With great fanfare and authority Hubbard announced in Dianetics that the engram was the single source of human aberration. All one had to do was find basic on a chain of incidents and the particular aberration would vanish. When one found the basic of all basics the pc would be Clear. Year after year this postulated condition was proven wrong by many pc's, auditors, and Hubbard himself. Yet he never went back to clean up his act. All he did was add to the house of cards in the form of explanations, justifications, and new procedures -- all to the proof that the engram is not the single source of human aberration.

There is no single source of human aberration. There are people who can make life difficult for the rest of us. Often times it's some self-important authoritarian who doesn't know jack but who insist on imposing his will on the rest of us.
 
Since Sweetness is quoting a webpage from 1998 it's not surprising that Mary Sue's death in 2002 isn't mentioned.

Where were you in 1998? :whistling:

Zinj

If they were really OT, they would have known about it before it happened.

I'm sure DM knew about LRH's death before it happened.
 
back in the early 1980s, my wife and I bought a fixer upper. We fixed it up and moved our family in. Within 6 months, we had decided the house was toxic. We, as a family, were pretty healthy until we moved into the house. i put in skylights, and redid electrical, cabinets, flooring, you name it. It had this kind of insulation. We sold it just as fast as we could. It has since been bull dozed and a monster pretentia mansion has been built where it stood.

If you have a house with this insulation, sell it and move just as fast as you can. It isn't worth your life staying there.

Cancer Patient's Home a 'Living Laboratory' for Deadly Fibers


Andrew Schneider
Senior Public Health Correspondent
This is Part 2 of a four-part series on an asbestos-tainted insulation called Zonolite, a killer that lurks in the attics and walls of millions of homes.

DENVER (Nov. 29) -- The government repeatedly insists that the millions of people with asbestos-contaminated vermiculite insulation in their attics are safe if they don't disturb the lethal material. Tell that to 71-year-old William Cawlfield, who has mesothelioma, a cancer that sometimes takes decades to surface and claim its victims.

Last month, Cawlfield stood outside the two-story red-brick farmhouse that had been his family's home for more than a century. He watched a man and a woman wearing respirators and dressed head to toe in Tyvek carefully remove something deadly from inside. He was paying $15,000 to have them do so.

William Cawlfield, 71, paid $15,000 to have specially trained asbestos-removal experts take Zonolite from the attic in his century-old family home in Pueblo, Colo.
Testing conducted at Cawlfield's old house in Pueblo, Colo., by the Environmental Protection Agency's Denver regional office found that high levels of the lethal fibers were released from the Zonolite insulation that was spread between the rafters in its attic.

Cawlfield was 15 when he and his father installed the Zonolite insulation.

"I used to play up there and kept my toys and a bunch of books because it was like a sand pile where I could hide things," he said, "because I had no idea that the asbestos was in it."

This lack of knowledge could be the reason he has undergone three surgeries to keep himself alive.
In This Series
Part 1: Government Refuses to Act on Cancer-Causing Insulation
Madison Square Garden Case Illustrates Paranoia
What to Do If You Have Zonolite Insulation
Part 2: Cancer Patient's Home a 'Living Laboratory' for Deadly Fibers
Part 3: 'In Libby, There Was No Maybe' About Dangers
Part 4: Asbestos Dangers Known Centuries Ago, but Battle Continues
Cawlfield wasn't hurting at first. No pain or symptoms at all. But after repeated reminders from his wife and sister of a family history of heart disease, he found himself beneath an elaborate X-ray machine having his heart scanned for calcium build-up.

His heart was fine, he says, but a couple of enlarged lymph nodes popped up during the scan.

He bounced between Denver's large hospitals, enduring whatever X-rays, scans and sonograms each expert had to offer. Finally, a radiologist subjected him to a positron emission tomography, or PET, scan and found something.

"Well, your abdominal cavity lights up like a Christmas tree. If you were a woman I'd say you have ovarian cancer," Cawlfield recalled being told.

It turned out to be peritoneal mesothelioma -- a rare cancer in the lining of the abdomen. Usually, mesothelioma is found on the internal chest wall or the outer lining of the lungs. But wherever it surfaces, asbestos exposure is almost always the cause. The disease can take 20 to 40 years to surface, but it kills quickly.

Cawlfield has mesothelioma and has undergone three surgeries to stay alive.
After the diagnosis, Cawlfield filled three clean jars with dry, silvery, dime-size pieces of the vermiculite and took them to a Denver lab for analysis. It was the same lab used by the EPA. Within 24 hours, both the lab and EPA had called about what was in his attic.

In the 1970s and '80s, W.R. Grace & Co., which mined the vermiculite ore used in Zonolite insulation, and the Canadian military and EPA contractors ran experiments to measure asbestos released from Zonolite. They all, even Grace's scientists, found that even the most minor, gentle disturbance of the insulation sent dangerously high levels of asbestos fibers into the air and breathing space. So it was no surprise in 2008 that the EPA's Denver team, which had spent years working to define and quantify the toxicity of the asbestos mined in Libby, Mont., leaped at the opportunity to evaluate Cawlfield's house.

AOL News obtained the report on the EPA's findings and much of the internal correspondence. One e-mail called the house an "important living laboratory" on how the deadly fibers from Zonolite spread through an old house.

Wearing air-collecting filters, protective clothing and respirators to keep the fibers from being sucked into their lungs, the EPA team simulated everyday activities.

One person swept the floor. Another sat in front of a television for three hours, getting up several times to mimic grabbing snacks from the kitchen.

Some of the levels of asbestos recorded in the house exceeded the maximum number of lethal fibers that the Occupational Safety and Health Administration says is too dangerous for workers, the report showed.

"The asbestos levels found in the testing and sampling of the Pueblo house were very high and just makes many of us even more concerned about the hazards that exist in millions of other homes where people have no clue about the danger from Zonolite in their attics," Dr. Aubrey Miller told AOL News.

Miller was the medical officer on the EPA team that responded a decade earlier to reports of more than 400 asbestos deaths and thousands of illnesses from the tiny town of Libby, where the vermiculite was extracted from the Grace mine. He also participated in the evaluation of Cawlfield's house.

Although old, the house was in better condition than many of that age, inspectors concluded. Nevertheless, the almost-invisible asbestos-containing dust from the Zonolite sifted though the light fixtures and switches and ceiling fans and the seams of dried-out joint tape.

The EPA experts took air samples as they pretended to install a junction box and cabling in the attic.

Cawlfield, who designed custom installations of home theaters, speakers and other electronic systems, worries about the safety of those who install those systems or TV and phone cables, house renovators and even firefighters.

"We have these kids -- 25-year-olds -- in these attics, running wires, doing installations and repairs, crawling through this Zonolite without respirators or a care in the world. Because EPA never told them it could kill them," he said.

"And, like the vermiculite miners in Libby, they bring that stuff home on their clothes, exposing their children and spouses to that poison, and now we'll have another generation sick from this Libby asbestos."

Cawlfield became angry as he denounced EPA headquarters for doing little to warn workers and public.

"Ten years after the deaths at Libby were finally realized and all EPA has done is set up a website on Zonolite. How does the average homeowner or worker even know it's there to look at?" Cawlfield asked.

When asked why EPA hadn't and isn't doing more to warn the public, the physician, Miller, who is now senior medical adviser for the National Institute for Environmental Health Sciences, said to call EPA headquarters.

However, the EPA refused repeated requests for an interview.

EDITOR'S NOTE: For more than a decade, two-time Pulitzer Prize-winning investigative reporter Andrew Schneider has followed the saga of the tiny town of Libby, Mont., the asbestos-tainted vermiculite that was mined there and W.R. Grace, the company that shipped the lethal ore throughout the world. Schneider broke the story while with the Seattle Post-Intelligencer, and followed it in the St. Louis Post-Dispatch and The Baltimore Sun. Schneider and David McCumber authored "An Air That Kills." In this four-part report, AOL News' senior public health reporter examines the government's history of neglect in informing the public about the dangers of a killer that lurks in the attics and walls of millions of homes.
 
R3R James Hare HCOB circa 1969 Composite Engrams

I searched in vain for Ted's post re "Composite Engrams" an HCOB by James Hare. I think it was written when he was in Davis, but maybe at ASHO. It definitely was written by James Hare, it said so right on it, and it was issued as an HCOB. About 1969.
 

FoTi

Crusader
back in the early 1980s, my wife and I bought a fixer upper. We fixed it up and moved our family in. Within 6 months, we had decided the house was toxic. We, as a family, were pretty healthy until we moved into the house. i put in skylights, and redid electrical, cabinets, flooring, you name it. It had this kind of insulation. We sold it just as fast as we could. It has since been bull dozed and a monster pretentia mansion has been built where it stood.

If you have a house with this insulation, sell it and move just as fast as you can. It isn't worth your life staying there.

Cancer Patient's Home a 'Living Laboratory' for Deadly Fibers


Andrew Schneider
Senior Public Health Correspondent
This is Part 2 of a four-part series on an asbestos-tainted insulation called Zonolite, a killer that lurks in the attics and walls of millions of homes.

DENVER (Nov. 29) -- The government repeatedly insists that the millions of people with asbestos-contaminated vermiculite insulation in their attics are safe if they don't disturb the lethal material. Tell that to 71-year-old William Cawlfield, who has mesothelioma, a cancer that sometimes takes decades to surface and claim its victims.

Last month, Cawlfield stood outside the two-story red-brick farmhouse that had been his family's home for more than a century. He watched a man and a woman wearing respirators and dressed head to toe in Tyvek carefully remove something deadly from inside. He was paying $15,000 to have them do so.

William Cawlfield, 71, paid $15,000 to have specially trained asbestos-removal experts take Zonolite from the attic in his century-old family home in Pueblo, Colo.
Testing conducted at Cawlfield's old house in Pueblo, Colo., by the Environmental Protection Agency's Denver regional office found that high levels of the lethal fibers were released from the Zonolite insulation that was spread between the rafters in its attic.

Cawlfield was 15 when he and his father installed the Zonolite insulation.

"I used to play up there and kept my toys and a bunch of books because it was like a sand pile where I could hide things," he said, "because I had no idea that the asbestos was in it."

This lack of knowledge could be the reason he has undergone three surgeries to keep himself alive.
In This Series
Part 1: Government Refuses to Act on Cancer-Causing Insulation
Madison Square Garden Case Illustrates Paranoia
What to Do If You Have Zonolite Insulation
Part 2: Cancer Patient's Home a 'Living Laboratory' for Deadly Fibers
Part 3: 'In Libby, There Was No Maybe' About Dangers
Part 4: Asbestos Dangers Known Centuries Ago, but Battle Continues
Cawlfield wasn't hurting at first. No pain or symptoms at all. But after repeated reminders from his wife and sister of a family history of heart disease, he found himself beneath an elaborate X-ray machine having his heart scanned for calcium build-up.

His heart was fine, he says, but a couple of enlarged lymph nodes popped up during the scan.

He bounced between Denver's large hospitals, enduring whatever X-rays, scans and sonograms each expert had to offer. Finally, a radiologist subjected him to a positron emission tomography, or PET, scan and found something.

"Well, your abdominal cavity lights up like a Christmas tree. If you were a woman I'd say you have ovarian cancer," Cawlfield recalled being told.

It turned out to be peritoneal mesothelioma -- a rare cancer in the lining of the abdomen. Usually, mesothelioma is found on the internal chest wall or the outer lining of the lungs. But wherever it surfaces, asbestos exposure is almost always the cause. The disease can take 20 to 40 years to surface, but it kills quickly.

Cawlfield has mesothelioma and has undergone three surgeries to stay alive.
After the diagnosis, Cawlfield filled three clean jars with dry, silvery, dime-size pieces of the vermiculite and took them to a Denver lab for analysis. It was the same lab used by the EPA. Within 24 hours, both the lab and EPA had called about what was in his attic.

In the 1970s and '80s, W.R. Grace & Co., which mined the vermiculite ore used in Zonolite insulation, and the Canadian military and EPA contractors ran experiments to measure asbestos released from Zonolite. They all, even Grace's scientists, found that even the most minor, gentle disturbance of the insulation sent dangerously high levels of asbestos fibers into the air and breathing space. So it was no surprise in 2008 that the EPA's Denver team, which had spent years working to define and quantify the toxicity of the asbestos mined in Libby, Mont., leaped at the opportunity to evaluate Cawlfield's house.

AOL News obtained the report on the EPA's findings and much of the internal correspondence. One e-mail called the house an "important living laboratory" on how the deadly fibers from Zonolite spread through an old house.

Wearing air-collecting filters, protective clothing and respirators to keep the fibers from being sucked into their lungs, the EPA team simulated everyday activities.

One person swept the floor. Another sat in front of a television for three hours, getting up several times to mimic grabbing snacks from the kitchen.

Some of the levels of asbestos recorded in the house exceeded the maximum number of lethal fibers that the Occupational Safety and Health Administration says is too dangerous for workers, the report showed.

"The asbestos levels found in the testing and sampling of the Pueblo house were very high and just makes many of us even more concerned about the hazards that exist in millions of other homes where people have no clue about the danger from Zonolite in their attics," Dr. Aubrey Miller told AOL News.

Miller was the medical officer on the EPA team that responded a decade earlier to reports of more than 400 asbestos deaths and thousands of illnesses from the tiny town of Libby, where the vermiculite was extracted from the Grace mine. He also participated in the evaluation of Cawlfield's house.

Although old, the house was in better condition than many of that age, inspectors concluded. Nevertheless, the almost-invisible asbestos-containing dust from the Zonolite sifted though the light fixtures and switches and ceiling fans and the seams of dried-out joint tape.

The EPA experts took air samples as they pretended to install a junction box and cabling in the attic.

Cawlfield, who designed custom installations of home theaters, speakers and other electronic systems, worries about the safety of those who install those systems or TV and phone cables, house renovators and even firefighters.

"We have these kids -- 25-year-olds -- in these attics, running wires, doing installations and repairs, crawling through this Zonolite without respirators or a care in the world. Because EPA never told them it could kill them," he said.

"And, like the vermiculite miners in Libby, they bring that stuff home on their clothes, exposing their children and spouses to that poison, and now we'll have another generation sick from this Libby asbestos."

Cawlfield became angry as he denounced EPA headquarters for doing little to warn workers and public.

"Ten years after the deaths at Libby were finally realized and all EPA has done is set up a website on Zonolite. How does the average homeowner or worker even know it's there to look at?" Cawlfield asked.

When asked why EPA hadn't and isn't doing more to warn the public, the physician, Miller, who is now senior medical adviser for the National Institute for Environmental Health Sciences, said to call EPA headquarters.

However, the EPA refused repeated requests for an interview.

EDITOR'S NOTE: For more than a decade, two-time Pulitzer Prize-winning investigative reporter Andrew Schneider has followed the saga of the tiny town of Libby, Mont., the asbestos-tainted vermiculite that was mined there and W.R. Grace, the company that shipped the lethal ore throughout the world. Schneider broke the story while with the Seattle Post-Intelligencer, and followed it in the St. Louis Post-Dispatch and The Baltimore Sun. Schneider and David McCumber authored "An Air That Kills." In this four-part report, AOL News' senior public health reporter examines the government's history of neglect in informing the public about the dangers of a killer that lurks in the attics and walls of millions of homes.

Is this stuff still used today for insulation?
 

Ted

Gold Meritorious Patron
I searched in vain for Ted's post re "Composite Engrams" an HCOB by James Hare. I think it was written when he was in Davis, but maybe at ASHO. It definitely was written by James Hare, it said so right on it, and it was issued as an HCOB. About 1969.


James referred this to the time he was on the ship.

In 1969 people were being credited. James said he wasn't. In later years only LRH was credited.

That's all I know.
 
Sutter Creek, CA Saturday night

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My wife and I spent some nights in Sutter Creek, in the heart of the gold country. It's a little town of under 3,000 with the main thoroughfare, highway 49 running right through the town of circa 1850s buildings and houses.

Friday night all of the stores stay open late and offer wine, cheese, cookies and live music.

Last night there was candle bearing procession through the town . They call it "Las Posadas" like the Spanish and Mexican 16 day celebration of the story of Joseph and Mary looking for shelter. The people of the town walk behind Joseph and Mary with a donkey each holding a candle. There were hundreds of walkers. At each stop along the way, some of the Biblical story is told and a Christmas song is sung by everyone.

In these days of separation of church and state, this was a really cool small town sponsored and participated in event.

I've never had any use for religion, but this was so sweet, I really loved it. I sang along. Everybody knows the words. it never got preachy. just a community event where everybody comes and there are no big fish in the pond. it's billed as an interdenominational christian event. All those people in town don't hurt business either.

We stayed in a B & B that we like with very high ceilings and a silver plate and cut glass bowls for our dog. We got gifts for Christmas and ourselves.

getting out of town, even for a few days , to a place you like to go, does wonders.
 

Ted

Gold Meritorious Patron
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My wife and I spent some nights in Sutter Creek, in the heart of the gold country. It's a little town of under 3,000 with the main thoroughfare, highway 49 running right through the town of circa 1850s buildings and houses.

Friday night all of the stores stay open late and offer wine, cheese, cookies and live music.

Last night there was candle bearing procession through the town . They call it "Las Posadas" like the Spanish and Mexican 16 day celebration of the story of Joseph and Mary looking for shelter. The people of the town walk behind Joseph and Mary with a donkey each holding a candle. There were hundreds of walkers. At each stop along the way, some of the Biblical story is told and a Christmas song is sung by everyone.

In these days of separation of church and state, this was a really cool small town sponsored and participated in event.

I've never had any use for religion, but this was so sweet, I really loved it. I sang along. Everybody knows the words. it never got preachy. just a community event where everybody comes and there are no big fish in the pond. it's billed as an interdenominational christian event. All those people in town don't hurt business either.

We stayed in a B & B that we like with very high ceilings and a silver plate and cut glass bowls for our dog. We got gifts for Christmas and ourselves.

getting out of town, even for a few days , to a place you like to go, does wonders.

:thumbsup::thumbsup::thumbsup::thumbsup::thumbsup:
 

Ted

Gold Meritorious Patron
The Dalai Lama Says...

Dalai Lama: "Although I personally believe that our human nature is fundamentally gentle and compassionate, I feel it is not enough that this is our underlying nature; we must also develop an appreciation and awareness of that fact. And changing how we perceive ourselves, through learning and understanding, can have a very real impact on how we interact with others and how we conduct our daily lives."

Yin/Yang. It's a postulated universal explanation. Above the Dalai Lama seems to have postulated that our human nature is fundamentally feminine (Yin). The aggressive nature of human-world swings it too far to the masculine (Yang). I wonder what the Dalai Lama's position would be in a world dominated by Yin. But then, would Yin ever be dominate in that way? Perhaps not.

In scientology the auditing session is Yin. It is nurturing, compassionate, and so on. The administration is Yang. It is brutal, conquering, ruthless. The stats are everything. Auditors set the pc loose in the world in a manner similar to a women giving birth. Admin recruits in a manner similar to military recruiters enlisting a mother's son (and now daughter).

Interesting.
 

lkwdblds

Crusader
New Pictures from my Birthday Part

My Birthday party took place on Saturday evening, December 4th. We ate at Mimi's Cafe and later walked the Art district in downtown Santa Ana California and met up with our friend Julie. Julie was born in Spain, is an accomplished artist and writer and has a business clearing disembodied spirits out of houses before a new buyer will move in. So in the 80's, It was "Who are you going to call, GHOSTBUSTERS!" 25 or so years later, it is "Who are you going to call, Julie!"

I was so thrilled that my beautiful daughter drove all the way from Santa Barbara to join me. Also, my very good friend, LH, was under the weather with a root canal problem and she came anyway. The whole party was a total blow out! There were some key people missing including Johnny. Lo and behold, Johnny showed up on Sunday, last night, which is my actual birthday. He was one day late. Also, my singing lady friend could not make it, nor could my high school buddy Ken and then 2 hours before, ex wife told me she wanted to go very badly but she came down with the flue and also has had an intestinal problem for the last two weeks. Finally my first cousin Francine called an hour before the party and said she could not come but her brother, my first cousin MH with his wife did show up as did Edey and Mike and Candy. Mike's landlady and close friend also came as did Edey's friends Freddie, Dave and Havy plus Havy brought a friend. Her birthday is Dec 7 and she celebrated with me.

We had myself plus 12 others for a count of 13. There were 7 no shows, including Johnny who showed up one day late. The good news is that my ex wife and her boyfriend wanted to come so badly that they are going to put on a house warming party in January at my new condo in Seal Beach. I am going to invite Johnny and all the same people and most of them should show and get the count up to about 20.

Here are some of the photos:

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Candy and Gary

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Gary and his Daughter

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Gary and LH - 24 year age difference. Do we look Father - Daughter or dates. You be the judge?
Lakey
 
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