I told you I was trouble
Suspended animation
I am so very sorry that this happened to your family Karen, it is truly heart breaking to read.


I am so very sorry that this happened to your family Karen, it is truly heart breaking to read.
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Karen: Thank you for posting this - keeping it fresh and in the forefront for any potential lurkers out there that have DOUBT (which every Scientologist has an abundance of). The Church of Scientology has lost it's bullying abilities - everything they do will be exposed now! Thank God for the internet!Debbie Cook ~~ in the Church years
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Debbie in Court after years in the "Church" ~~~David Miscavige sadism and INT BASE atrocities
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The hypocrisy of the "Church" of Scientology is very defined by a repeated action they do, in fear of the outside world knowing their dirty little secrets.
The "Church" pretends they are an ETHICAL GROUP.
The "Church" pretends they are masters at CONFESSIONALS
The "Church" pretends they are better than the Catholic Church at Confessionals
because of the Emeter.
The "Church" openly brag of how they make advanced spiritual beings.
BUT
In fear of the world knowing of the EXTREME ABUSE,
SUCH AS
the RPF's RPF, sleep deprivation, unspeakable cruelty in 14-16 hour day cleaning of feces pond, rat and cockroach infested under-galley tunnels, month after month after month of writing up their criminal acts and transgressions etc etc. (These are laughingly defended in the Courts as "Religious Discipline.")
Here's the ACTUALITY and REALITY.
Sea Org members are
ENFORCED TO WITHOLD Sea Org Issues
ENFORCED SECRECY is imposed throughout the culture
ENFORCED SILENCE on internal punishments to others and especially to family members
PRETENDING to family members how happy they are in the Sea Org
while Security reads their mail and listens in on phone calls........
This enforced witholding is redfined to Sea Org Members as
"Entheta comm", "Enemy Lines" "Black PR" "Disaffection"
Propaganda by changing the definition of the words / actions!
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A Sea org member speaking up about the TRUTH of the issues is looked on as an ENEMY combatant.
Betraying the group ~~ the ONLY hope for mankind !
. . . The paranoia of secrecy within the Scientology Inc. culture has a weak point. An Achilles heel.
What to do about departing members that might squeal ?
What if the blown (fled) often dissident Sea Org members go to Law Enforcement ?
Beatings, punchings, assault and battery occurred daily at INT base
for decades. . . .
Yep, wouldn't it be good if Marty was to tell all - perhaps he could start with the background to how the IRS was forced into agreement. Meanwhile, its important to remember how the culture of violence has been fostered in Scientology since the 1950s. Jesse Prince points out that it was L Ron Hubbard who gave express instructions to, first, spit in people's face and then to lash out with fists.

Lisa Allen (Schroer) CO Gold (commanding officer, Golden Era Productions) -- "She worked in CMO Int and blew. After she was brought back, she was put in Gold. She worked in Cine, was promoted to Cine Sec and then eventually became the CO Gold. Originally from Australia. Her mother is Elaine Allen (a former executive in CMO Int)

I need to complete last post but I just wanted to add something that might not be widely known.
Shortly after John Brousseau fled INT BASE in 2010, a RESCUE was planned for Lisa Allen (Schroer)
She had been placed in isolation for a long time and was under the wrath and sadism of Miscavige.
Marty and JB showed up at the Guard booth at INT Base, and by some bungling error within were able to get through to Lisa on the phone. This was 2010.
Marty and JB told Lisa they were there to rescue her and that she could just walk through the Guard gates.
(Obviously there would be consequences if she was pleading to leave and she was being held against will with Marty and JB ready to alert Law enforcement).
Unbelievably
Lisa took their phone call and told them to "Fuck off!" She was completely not able to take advantage of the rescue and chose to stay.![]()
Thank you so much for this, Karen. This is a harrowing tale and it beautifully states the stark truth of what it is to be a Scientologist at this time.
A Pope.... well, there could be some parallels with the fifteenth century Pope Alexander VI of Borgia infamy. However, while Borgia might be described as the Michelangelo of evil debasement and abuse of power, Miscavige would be the seedy little guy behind the counter of a back street sex shop by comparison. That little prick just does not have the imagination or the intelligence to be anything other than a sick thug and perverted bully.
That poor young woman, those poor people suffering the emotional abuse and verbal filth of that twisted little mind.
What a disgusting little man Miscavige is. But he is no more than a cowardly wife beater and spineless pedophile who lucked out in assuming his position of power in that sprawling CSI empire.
The Scientologist is forever talking of overcoming 'the reactive mind' Stepping out beyond 'Bank agreement'. 'Assuming their true power as thetans'. 'Mastering the physical universe'. I am not sure that I actually ever stood back and faced the lie that I was embodying as a Sea Org member spouting those exact ideals. I shudder now.
After much self critical examination, I find that I have to say that it is the greatest or the most fundamental criticism of the workability of that huge body of Scientology 'technology' that the abused SO members at int cannot rise above the group agreement that etraps them on the Hemet Base. Indeed, entraps them in the wider Scientology world. Were it not so, would they not just up and overthrow that little prick and his closest enforcers?
I do not want to diminish the suffering that the Hemet people endure, but if there was any workability in Scientology at all these people spot the source of evil and pain and overthrow him.
Unfortunately Scientology does not have any efficacy whatsoever and the Scientologist and the Sea Org Member are no more than bullied kids in a school playground. It is an abusive system that debases and dis-empowers the adherent through conditioning and fear. It is a Pavlovian control experiment gone very wrong, or very right depending on your perspective.
I am not trying to knock anyone's belief system here. I am fully cognizant of the horrendous agony that people can go through in searching for the truth that describes their Scientology involvement. It is an torturous, excoriating process of excavation of the essence of self and the rejection of many comforting, if distorted, 'realities'.
I think the independent Scientologists are very brave and indeed follow an honorable intent. But giving up Scientology can be a bit like giving up smoking, you have to excavate and utterly deconstruct your reasons for smoking, the thousands of unconscious justifications for lighting up. Stress, feeling happy, goes nice with a pint, and on and on. Scientology ideation is, it seems, embedded in the same thought systems that make quitting the weed a momentous task.
To overthrow Miscavige and bring justice and hope to those living in those awful and demeaning circumstances, the very roots of the Scientology system have to be brought out and examined with a searing honesty. Read any of the stories of those that have rejected the system, Sallydance's strikes me as one of the most intelligent, honest and profoundly moving explorations of this effort.
I believe that Miscavige is there and remains there because Scientologists want him to be there. I mean both the 'corporate' and independent Scientologists. His presence justifies the effort to not look in, to not question core precepts, he allows them to avoid facing their addiction.
Sorry if that hurts. I do not make these comments lightly. Every independent, and indeed, every Scientologists that I have met have done nothing if not impressed me with their goodness and integrity. But I feel justified in stating these hurtful things, my independence from the Scientology thought construct was hard won.
".........and I compared my looking to what I saw and read of LRH and looked and compared at various websites and looked and compared. At all the stories, but ultimately it all boils down to me, myself, seeing the truth, and not the truth what another tells me.