stubborn rebel sheep!
It's the hypocrisy of tribalism.
Right there - right in front of your face.
Do you see it?
No we (most) don't see it, because it does exist in your mind and in your views. (Till due proofs submitted)
Yes, it happens here and there that people hold biais, some are more prone to that...but it is not a general mindset and behavior on the board.
The reactions you are getting from people are the result of the hostility you displayed since day one you came back. I was among them who had no prior hostility toward you..but you quickly targetted me as anyone who would stand to you and disagree.
( I don't carry hostility neither resentments toward you)
Having Karen, Jeffrey and Hoaxie away, also playing a probable script of you in letting slip intentionnaly what Emma said (about Karen) was the perfect staging up to have them resign quickly. As you mmentionned, you knew the weak spot of HH regarding his attachement to his written words..so what's the best way to hit his ego than have his word "troll" redacted..so he can't make his satyre about you without being redacted. He too quit. Well, the plan worked perfectly.
(You have such a knowledge of weak spots or your ennemies, those you work hard in making them your ennemies I shall say)
But then you encountered some unexpected resistance, even though Emma was calling some of us to "explain" our disagreement with you..only with you. You were lucky, You were never called to explain your nasty posts to several board members
Even the chicks on this board do their stuff as lonely , without any admin or whomever support.
They have balls and it hangs up high .
But the most deceptive thing is that you planned all these dramas and mystery sammiches to get your end phenomena which is: the acceptance from the exe community of your anti-scientology cult brainwashing thing and that you are made a Martyr because you devoted yourself in exposing the truth for our sake and freedom of thought.
You were to be, at last, acknowledged for being a crusader martyr before this board close. And your narrative is to be part of the anthology left on the board ; "I will smash my name into history & the end justifies the means" seems to be your mottos.
However, it is sad to see you persuing instead of giving up..you are going deeper and deeper and I think some of the silence regarding the drama about the e-mail may not be what you may think. Instead of making a firework, you dropped a dud. Again, it is sad that you don't see why.
Even though I thought you turning to OSA (Like Martyr did with his vids) was among the possibilities, I don't believe in it. What I think is something else that has to do with you as an attention seeker.
May I suggest you think about it. Why instead of going into all these uneccessary dramas for years ( which might cause suffering) aren't you giving up for a while, and see a psychotherapist ( I've done that last year.). To admit we are suffering and may need help is courageous..not weak at all.
If you persist, the next five last days will only contribute to grow frustration and deception within you. However humbleness is always positively received by people. All people makes mistakes and may change their mind.
This is it.
You can think about it, or discard it as being full of shit. It's up to you Alanzo. But people are not buying your drama and you won't be elevated to the rank of martyr.
Peace, relief and zen!