Adam: Thank you for this post! My heart goes out to you and I send you lots of peace and love. It is totally normal for you to feel the way you do - it is a totally traumatic experience - and when family is involved - it is just horrible!!
Your family's souls have been hijacked by a demon called Scientology "think" - it is totally insane. They can't even help it. I was thinking about how loving and caring you come across and thought I would throw out the idea for you to continue to send notes to your parents and siblings - love them regardless what they say. They love you - they have just been mind controlled into shutting all LOVE emotions down. I think you could possibly poke a hole in that demonic bubble keeping them from being human - by just continuing to love them. Ignore what they say - just keep persisting - tell them you love them and will never stop - nothing will ever get in the way. THAT IS LOVE - it is unconditional, relentless and persistant. You may catch them when they are in doubt (and believe me - that is alot in that cult) - and LOVE will and does conquer all - even evil cults that try to destroy families!
You are amazing! Good job dealing with all of this. You are never alone - we all have been through similar types of trauma in the cult of scientology. Thank you!
Oh, by the way - your vision of the cult of scientology going down - is happening at a very rapid pace now.
Your dream will be a reality in your lifetime. Some day your family will leave - everyone does! They will feel so awful for hurting you but forgive them and keep loving them - that is the best blow you can give the cult called scientology - survive and love!!
