To me these horrible things are the hallucinations that the poor OTs have. They are horrible in a sense that they are the symptoms of mental disorders.
Not all people hallucinate when they go OT, you are one of them. But the others do; I read their stories of seeing exploding volcanoes, spaceships, etc.
) and not at anyone is particlular:
Get real and tell the truth about this! 
) Hopefully for most, this was a temporary effect. But not for all.
Now I know for a fact that you would not be allowed to blow a session like that by any decent Auditor in any Org anywhere.. I remember Ron, in a lecture, describing a struggle when a PC was trying to blow a session, and the Auditor hit him and knocked him out, and dragged him back over the doorstep into the auditing room, and then shouted in his face, "End of Session".
Does anybody else remember that?
Okay, maybe Ron made that story up, or was just joking, (for someone who did not want others to J&D, HE sure did it a LOT!) but that was the kind of zealousness he wanted to see...Auditors having COMPLETE control over their PCs.
Very bad juju.
but at Mark A. Baker.
To get a "memory" of some past experience (real or imagined) to "Turn on with FULL Perceptics..."
Come On! That "goal" of auditing INDUCES hallucinations!!! Get real about this!
OF COURSE auditing subjects hallucinated...they hallucinated being killed horribly in past lives, or raping, pillaging, and killing others in past lives... they hallucinated they were re-experiencing traumatic injuries or being operated upon, when they had been unconscious...they hallucinated traveling to planets and conversing with Space Aliens, or having BEEN a Space Alien in a former lifetime, and fighting in some cataclysmic war...they hallucinated conversations or "abuse" they suffered as a sperm, egg or zygote before they were born, as they were being conceived and implanted (in a good way) in the womb... they hallucinated re-experiencing being Julius Caesar, Cleopatra, Jesus Christ, other famous figures from history, etc.
OY!!!
We have lots of eye witness reports of Scientologists who actually could no longer distinguish between imagination and reality, following their processing, and not just about whole track (past lives) stuff, too. They raved about listening to the trees talking to them, or being able to wish away clouds, control traffic lights with their minds, influence outcomes of world events with their will, by making "postulates" etc. (remember how the OT's brought down the Berlin wall?
Maybe someone who didn't go too far down the rabbit hole of Scientology didn't see a lot of this. After all, you're not supposed to talk about your own "case", or others' "cases". But I'll bet every Scientologist of any long duration has loads stories to tell about these kinds of "experiences" which were really hallucinations, both having them themselves, and witnessing others who were having them. (Once you lose control of your mind, and your imagination, it's often very hard work to get it back under control again.) Then again, maybe they saw and heard plenty, but are in denial about it, because they were indoctrinated to think that having hallucinations meant spiritual "progress", and was a good thing!
Read some of the old OT successes reported in the Scientology publications...don't make me go look them up for you, do your own research! They are laughable to many folks now, but it's clear that these people were hallucinating, and thinking that their having hallucinations was giving them "wins"!
It's really very sad, and it is criminal, in my view, to foster and encourage hallucinations in a patient who comes for help with some problem or think they have joined up with a religion to "grow spiritually", who trusts the auditor and is paying for the experience, and further to collude with everyone in the Cult that this is a good thing!
I see plenty of evidence that Scientology processing induces and cultivates insanity in it's adherents.
By that I mean real life people who have left the Cult and are trying to restore their lives and their minds to sanity. Some of you know what I am talking about from your own personal experience, because you have lived it, or because someone close to you that you care about has.
Some of you are just A LOT more honest about it than others.
I say, get real!
"Blowing" an auditing session was a big no no. Auditing rooms always had the auditing table positioned so that the auditor was on the side with the door, and the pc away from the door. There were drills on "controlling bodies," for all auditor trainees, to ensure that the auditor could control the pc's body if necessary.
On the general subject:
'Leaving and leaves' by L. Ron Hubbard, 1976:
"...informing fellow staff members that one is leaving is properly labelled a suppressive act."
http://www.tampabay.com/news/scientology/article1048136.ece
From Professor Steven Kent's notes in his 'Brainwashing in Scientology's Rehabilitation Project Force', under the category of 'forcible confinement', addressing events mostly from the 1970s:
"[Former Sea Org members]... spoke about either being forcibly confined themselves... or seeing others who were... Jesse Prince insists that he saw metal cages in the RPF'ss RPF in the basement of the [Los Angeles] Cedars Sinai building [Blue Buildings] where inmates 'were locked up at night to ensure that they wouldn't try to escape'. On the east coast, Dennis Erlich [while on the RPF] joked about his RPF assignment and, in accordance with Hubbard's policy [against joking about the RPF], wound up in the RPF's RPF in Fort Harrison's basement. Guarded down there for ten days, Erlich states that he spent the first two or three days locked in a cage... Tonja Burden swore, 'under pains and penalties of perjury' that she personally observed a person chained to pipes in the boiler room in the Fort Harrison building for a period of weeks... Likewise Hana Whitfield swore that, while she was on the RPF at the Fort Harrison [in Clearwater, Florida], Lyn Froyland was assigned to the RPF's RPF and was chained to a pipe down there [in the basement] for weeks, under guard. She was taken meals and allowed toilet breaks but no other hygiene'."
My first experience, as a non-staff "public person," with someone being involuntarily held in a Scientology organization was second hand and occurred in the early 1970s. I heard about it from a still upset - and very naive - (Class IV, these days it's called Class V) Org staff member (I was naive too) who had encountered someone handcuffed to a large metal table in a part of the Org off-limits to the public.
In those days, being in any way "on lines," and - suddenly and visibly - deciding to leave the premises of an Org was taboo. Why? It was explained that people who wanted to leave were becoming the effect of their reactive minds and that it was compassionate to restrain them from leaving ("blowing").
As Hubbard had explained, "reactive minds do not have rights."
And as just mentioned, even auditing rooms were supposed to have the auditor seated nearer to the door in case the person decided to leave, so the auditor could stop the person from leaving.
One was supposed to handle the person attempting to (visibly and suddenly) leave.
I can recall one minor "PR flap" around an incident where someone in the Org had suddenly "blown," and two staff members followed him out of the Org on to the street, and dragged him back into the Org. (Some "wogs" on the street had complained, thus the "PR flap.") To the Scientological mind, this was an application of "8-C" or "good control." The person's reactive mind had forced him to blow, and Scientologists, connected to Source, the savior of the galaxy L. Ron Hubbard, etc. were applying the tech, and putting ethics in, by 8-Cing him back, so that he could be properly handled, and saved from the dwindling spiral, and eventually travel up the Grade Chart to Total Freedom.
Scientology and false imprisonment:
http://www.scientology-lies.com/imprisonment.html
And to think these things unnecessarily happened because some unintelligent literal-minded people misunderstood Ron's terrific sense of humor!
P.S. Sweetness, that last quip was not directed at you.
You should read Hubbard's book, Have You Lived Before, to see what kind of past lives recollections I was referring to. Portions of the book could be found at Wikipedia. Those are not regular past lives recalls, those are recollections of past lives spent on other planets (Mars, etc)., story of a boy who was attending brothels at a tender age of 6, etc.