FoTi
Crusader
Too late you bloody tell me this!
Ain'tcha noticed I gave up using them silly things . . . beside, my sweet Virginia likes my soft whiskers better than my old stubble.
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R
Yes, soft whiskers are always better.

Too late you bloody tell me this!
Ain'tcha noticed I gave up using them silly things . . . beside, my sweet Virginia likes my soft whiskers better than my old stubble.
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R

You nut!In your dreams, Pal! What is this, The Outer Limits???
So Cal Rules! O.K., except for Mt. Shasta, parts of the Central Coast and the Gilroy Garlic Festival, which rocks!
But we gots grunion runs, In and Out burgers (animal style da bomb!) Catalina Island and Disneyland. Top that, you Yankee!
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Most of the last posts are the reason I still go on this board. Its not all clear to me me yet. It hasn't been definatively vetted on all levels and I audited way too many and recieved way too many of my own re-habbed awareness's to cancel all things.
And even if Hubbard is not Source as we would have liked to believe, he was certainly clever enough to Smurf me more years than I care to admit. And lakey says it better than I do anyway.
For that - - - no props, too much damage; but way too much credability to discard the whole thing out of hand and we'll work on who gets the recognition later.
NOTE: NOTHING IN THIS POST PERTAINS TO THE CHILDREN BORN INTO THE CULT. IT IS MEANT TO BE PONDERED BY ONLY THOSE WHO JOINED THE CULT AS ADULTS.
This post is about a hypocritical trait I have that I hate about myself. I definitely need to work on it.
Also, this trait is something that has bothered me when I see it in ESMB postings by others, but I could not quite put my finger on it. It seems others have this trait too. I think it might be the main thing that makes ESMB itself feel like a cult to me.
The best way I can describe this trait of mine is by giving examples:
Only AFTER I cognited that scn doesn't work, did I start having a big problem with the slavery aspects of it.
Only AFTER I realized that scn sucks, did I start having a big problem that it was money hungry.
Only AFTER I learned that scn doesn't work, did I start feeling terrible that they would inflict a billion year contract on someone.
Only AFTER it was demonstrated to me that the Bridge was a lie, did I start having issues with scn disconnection policy.
Only AFTER I cognited that LHR ethics, tech and policy were scams, did I really start resenting KSW and knowledge reports.
I could keep giving examples, but the point is that as long as I was convinced that scn DID work, I was willing to support (or at least tacitly consent to) all of the crimes against humanity that "they" committed. KSW, KR's, SP tech, disconnection, slavery, money hunger, etc was just fine and dandy until AFTER I realized that scn wasn't going to deliver what it promised. Only THEN did all of scn's crimes against humanity become a problem for me.
I feel hesitant to openly bash or criticise scn's crimes because it feels too much like I'd be bragging about what a hypocrite I'm capable of being. How convenient is it for anyone to speak out against scn's crimes against humanity, but do so only AFTER they realize that scn no longer suits them? Too convenient.
I predict that this thread won't get too many responses. I say this, because by previous observation, the threads that contain too much "take responsibility and quit blaming others" sort of flavor don't generate much interest.
You still do not understand - right now you are on the other side - the Martyans trapped you allready. The real enemy is L. Ron Hubbard - only if we manage to dismantle his trap, the mechanisms of mental manipulation we have a chance to win this fight against this evil man.
Best
Markus


Stat discussions are not very popular here. Nevertheless, the major milestone which we just passed demands acknowledgement. We passed 100,000 views tonight. All the regulars who post here are OT's in my book.
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It has to do with having an ability to look deep within yourself and spot truths and then take the time to voice your truths and wisdom to others and anyone who is successfully doing this is an OT to me and we work well with others of the same persuassion and when quite of few of us get together, such as on the Apollo '73 thread, we generate Power, an enormous amount of Power and in fact our thread, measured by statistics is in Power and has a life of its own now and no one can kill it with a stick It just seems to grow now as if it has a life of its own and perhaps it does.
Lakey

EPStat discussions are not very popular here. Nevertheless, the major milestone which we just passed demands acknowledgement. We passed 100,000 views tonight. I remember Dec 3, 2009, two days before my birthday when we passed 10,000. Carmelo, then using a Ruthie Madoff Avatar sent me a congratulatory message as did Sweetness and Light.
Here we are, only 7 1/2 months later, passing 100,000! So, Carmelo, we did it - How about a "high 5" partner.
Lately, I lay in bed at night thinking about the team of incredible beings who are posting regularly on this thread. So many great minds and great beingnesses. We have done something different in threads. I see us as a "think tank". Be it Philosophy, Religiion, Mental and Spiritual Technologies, Theories of how the Universe Started, Rock music, Classical Music, Travelogs, Nostalgia, the San Francisco area, Australia and New Zealand, Germany, England, Latin Culture, Classic Automobiles,we do it all and we are "World Class"at every thing we do.
I started out trying to reconnect with old friends, maybe make a new friend or two in the L.A. area and wanted to reach 10,000 views. What has happened is just so much more than what I put out there to achieve and therein lies an example of where Hubbard spoke the truth in his maxim, "OT's work best with other OT's" When I apply this truism now, I do not restrict this to Grade Chart OT's. All the regulars who post here are OT's in my book.
It has to do with having an ability to look deep within yourself and spot truths and then take the time to voice your truths and wisdom to others and anyone who is successfully doing this is an OT to me and we work well with others of the same persuassion and when quite of few of us get together, such as on the Apollo '73 thread, we generate Power, an enormous amount of Power and in fact our thread, measured by statistics is in Power and has a life of its own now and no one can kill it with a stick It just seems to grow now as if it has a life of its own and perhaps it does.
Lakey


Her voice was choice.Perhaps the true "Seekers" are represented here, good people!
This, to give the Ozzies a big acknowledgement:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ga9Bs4fzSY
Judith Durham!EP
We here on this thread have done our best to dissect Hubbard and see what he was all about. I started my search in the fall of 2005, believing at that time that Hubbard was a saint and that DM had ruined the C of S. I wandered into the Freezone and then onto ESMB with that mind set and felt pretty much all exes felt the same. What an awakening ESMB has been!
Markus, I an very sensitive as regards your situation and what happened to your Brother. I believe all who post here are sympathetic to you and support the actions you are taking.
In the last 3 or 4 months, at least for me, and I would appreciate the comments and input of others, there has been an accelleration in our understanding of Hubbard here on the Apollo 1973 thread.
A THUMBNAIL RECAP OF L. RON HUBBARD
He was basically very human and was a "louse", primarily Def. 4 below, built on similarities to definition 1.
louse (lo̵us; for v., also lo̵uz)
noun pl. lice
1.
a.any of an order (Anoplura) of small, flat, wingless insects with sucking mouthparts, parasitic on the skin or hair of humans and some other mammals; esp., the human body louse (Pediculus humanus corporis) and head louse (P. h. capitis)
b.any of various arthropods that suck blood or juice from other animals or plants
4.Slang a person regarded as mean, contemptible, etc
His main motivations, pure and simple, were a desire to be rich, a desire for power over other people and a desire to be idolized and to stamp his name into history and be adored by others.
The man was nobody's fool. He was very bright, well read, and he had tremendous charisma and good Ethics Presence. He was well versed and skilled in several areas. To really see his true characteristics, an examination of his 3 marriages, 3 wives and 7 children pretty much cuts through all the PR and reveals a lot about his priorities and what he believed was important. As can be seen from those 10 people, family, for one thing, was unimportant to him.
He decided to start a religion to become rich and famous. To form his religion, he was able to sort through vast bodies of data and cull out the most useful and worthwhile facts in this enormous sea of data. He was able to select out many of the key principles of existence, sort them as to orders of importance, reformat and repackage them in Western terms and make them palatable for Western consumption.
PEOPLE HAVING WINS EARLY ON - He must have realized that to hook religious followers he would have to offer materials at a low cost, loss leaders or introductory samples so to speak, which were affordable to people both in terms of money and time spent at study. This, due to his brialliance, he was able to do and he spread his message through his talent and connections from being a good writer of popular fiction, especially science fiction. We do not fully know where he got his data, which data was developed by him personally and which came from other sources. It is clear that most came from other sources but he took credit for developing everything which he packaged. Book One kicked off his movement. People had more gains than he expected and Book One penetrated much more deeply into Society than he expected.
UNEXPECTEDLY, BRILLIANT AND CREATIVE PEOPLE JOINED HIS MOVEMENT, PEOPLE WHO REALLY WANTED TO HELP MANKIND!
Here is the crux of the Hubbard riddle! Dedicated people began to join Hubbard and actually began to develop technologies which helped people and made a stab at a "total know" and were designed to better society and better mankind. HUBBARD DECIDED TO GO ALONG FOR THE RIDE AND LET THESE PEOPLE CREATE.
The contributions of these others plus Hubbard's initial efforts to provide some "loss leaders" at low prices to entice people into the fold solve the riddle or dichotomy of Scientology and Hubbard. How can something developed to control people and suck out their talents and money also have a good side to it? Becauese of the 2 items stated above!
Hubbard had a dilemma to deal with. He wanted fame, power and money from his efforts; fame, power and money for just himself and no one else. HE DID NOT WANT ANYONE ELSE TO SHARE THE LIMELIGHT WITH HIM and reap any benefits from HIS creation, his CHURCH! This applied to all the brilliant people, rank and file people and his family members as well. There was to be only one MESSIAH in this new religion of his and he was it. Timing became critical, these brilliant people within his organization were developing technology which worked. HE DID NOT WANT TO KILL THE GOOSE THAT LAID THE GOLDEN EGGS! These people all had to be gotten rid of and he knew that from the start. The question was only how long to let them create and develop tech for him. A solution arose, every creator and contributor on his lines was allowed to contribute as long as they remained a background figure. If they began to build up a name for themselves and develop a following of admirers that is the point he chose to get rid of them. He developed a simple method of getting rid of any potential rivals within his group and that was to falsely accuse them of crimes against him and then "Dead Agent" them. This aspect of his organization was not sophisticated and is very easy to see through.
Thus went some of the early luminaries, Volney Mathison Jack Horner, Otto Roos, Johnny Mac, Ray Kemp, Alan Walter. After the creation of the secretive OT Levels, the secrecy was enough to keep rivals from emerging, for a while, but ultimately he got rid of luminaties such as Yvonne Jentzsch and Ken Urquhart and then his greatest asset of all, since Johnny Mac, and that was David Mayo.
As the luminaries began to be kicked out, Hubbard played a greater role in the release of the upper levels and that is probably why they are controversial and do not yield the results which are claimed for them. When the sanest technical voice, a voice of integrity, Mayo, was Dead Agented, the technology took a real dump and nothing worthwhile in the area of tech has come out of C of S since that time. The upper bridge tech was drastically watered down, eliminating Power, Grade 6, and the Clearing Course. Then OT Levels IV through VII were dropped and replaced with NOTs. I believe the idea was to get everyone onto NOTs, a level which could be run year in and year out endlessly. OT VIII was already out but was not delivering anywhere near what was promised so it was reworked a bit. OT Levels 9 through 15 and Super Power were promoted as carrots on the end of a stick, so as to keep the flock looking ahead and paying towards the ultimate levels which would finally deliver the goods originally promised in Book One.
KSW #1 may be totally a 180 degree reverse vector. Perhaps the truth is an exact reversal of what KSW #1 states. Others developed the workable portions of the tech, LRH brought out thousands of items of tech as well but of his contributions perhpas only 20 had permanent value and of those 20, non were fundamental or basic. THE WORKABLE PORTIONS OF THE TECH, THE THINGS PEOPLE SWEAR BY AND STILL USE WERE ALL DEVELOPED IN THE 1950'S and EARLY 1960's BY OTHERS AND WERE ONLY PACKAGED AND MARKETED BY LRH.
This synopsis completes my thumbnail analysis of LRH, a project I began 5 years ago to try and understand who the man was and what he was all about.
Lakey
The man is dead, better focus on how theo bring the church down for abuse and breaking the law and being down right creepy.
brb cleaning my flying saucer
Markus, there are plenty of places on ESMB to crap on AnonKat's posts. This isn't the right one.
I disagree completely thetanic - this thread is about The old days - Aboard the apollo - 1973, the place where Hubbard started his big deal of mind controlling people and suppressing freedom of so many people in the Sea Org. This is the best place to discuss this matter with AnonKat who is not willing to see what the real problem is with this evil cult and his criminal founder. Many posts here make it very clear - Hubbard was evil and his goal was to suppress people for his own amusement, for his own benefit.
Best
Markus