Hatshepsut
Crusader
You have been led astray. There is no such thing as a GPM.
Explain please.
You're up early

You have been led astray. There is no such thing as a GPM.

Explain please.
You're up early![]()

Well, FoTi, amusing was not the best choice of words. I meant to qualify the word amusing. A better way to say it is that it is ironic that they are cowing their public and making them toe the line by threatening to take away something which they can not give.
I certainly want to thank you very much for the large expansion and clarification which you gave to your initial story. Your parents had more outpoints going for them than I had thought prior to reading your above post! It seems like your Mom was the worse off of your two parents.
THE BOTTOM LINE - Separating out all that you have said, the bottom line to me appears as follows. You and you parents were in a difficult situation, not of Co fo S's making. You discovered C of S on your own and they represented to you that they had the technology to handle your entire situation. There were no ifs, ands buts or maybes but you were assured with certainty that by giving them your money and your time, they could and would totally handle your problems if you cooperated and worked with them.
You gave $5,000 your Mom gave you, specifically intended for college and a car which your Dad bought you to enable you to drive to college and that was just for openers. They began you on an auditing program. You cooperated fully and your parents even routed into the Org to attempt to help out.
THE SUPREME TEST OF AN ORGANIZATION - MAKING THINGS GO RIGHT (AND AS USUAL, THEY FAILED)
Had the C of S really had the technology which they claimed that they had and what you paid your good money for, conditions would have improved noticeably. You would have improved your relationship with you parents and they would have seen that you were in safe and caring hands and would have left you alone while you yourself would have begun to succeed and thrive in all facets of your life. AT THE VERY LEAST, BETTERMENT SHOULD HAVE OCCURRED IN THESE AREAS. Of course, there was no real betterment in any of your lives. Some of the tech worked on you and you had some marvelous gains but those gains did not fit into what C of S had planned for you. C of S would not acknowledge your gains and let you have them let alone develop them.
ULTIMATELY THERE OCCURED WHAT ALWAYS OCCURS WHEN C OF S GETS THEIR HANDS ON A NEW PERSON, INVOLVED WITH A SKEPTICAL FAMILY. C OF S GETS ALL YOUR MONEY AND PUTS YOU FURTHER IN DEBT AND GETS A LOT OF NEARLY FREE LABOR OUT OF YOU, YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR FAMILY DETEREORATES AND YOU DISCONNECT FROM YOUR PARENTS, whose lives were subsequently ruined. THEN LAST, AS ALWAYS, C OF S BLAMES ALL OF THE DISASTROUS RESULTS ON YOU AND YOUR OWN SUPPOSED OUT ETHICS. This predictable scenario has been played out thousands and thousands of times, each story with its own neat little twists, as evidenced by the multitude of stories on this and other message boards.
Lakey
Damn. Now I have to write the post I earlier deleted.
I will try to be clear yet brief.
Just roll back everything you know about a GPM. I do that and find that the perception of a GPM is dependent on the perception and consideration of other theory and consideration that may or may not be true and factual.
Scientology theory is like a house of cards. I am not saying it is not useful from time to time. I am saying Hubbard brought it to market positioned as Truth, or Truth Finding Procedure.
Take Dianetics for example. The theory is that if you completely review a loss or an engram, it will erase, and you, the client, will feel grand. If that happened it's wonderful. If that didn't happen, there is another theory, or two, or more to explain why not. There must be an earlier similar hanging it up. Or a hidden command phrase. Or it's not what happened to the client; it's something the client did to another. And so on.
If there is an earlier similar that does not release, there is an earlier similar still. Now you have a timetrack model from which to build this house of cards. You audit conception, but you are still not "Clear." And someone comes along with an apparent fantasy recall that when run gives great relief. What does that mean? Hey! Human beings must be basically spiritual in nature!
Now take spirit, label it timeless and deathless. What does that mean? It means the timetrack model must go on forever and ever! But wait! Everything has a beginning and an end and I have been to the beginning of the track but I still have my case, so what does that mean? It means there must be an earlier physical universe!
And so it goes. One item claimed as Truth giving birth to another and another. "If 'A' observation is true then 'B' supposition must naturally follow," is the logic behind that. The supposition becomes the new Truth. Now put the clients to work, have them observe this phenomena. They will feel better for having done the observation and the work. They do not feel better because it is necessarily True.
Spirit is the only Truth there is. Yet even that is debatable among some of us.
The question, do GPMs exist?
Yes... And no.
It depends on how much of that house of cards is supporting the idea for you. Earlier I mentioned that it is possible to run things into the case or a being's awareness while running things out. The "technical" explanation -- or sales pitch -- is that a case has to be setup to run GPMs or some other process. That means certain things have to be run in on the mind and awareness of the client before GPMs come to acceptance and view. Remember, these theories are dependent on each other like a house of cards.
I am not saying people have not had marvelous gains from adopting the theory then running with it. I am just saying it is not Truth. We are dealing with a mental/spiritual exercise. The gain is in the participation and the doing much like physical exercise. A person can feel quite good for having participated in an exercise program that they ~can do~, one on a proper gradient that fits the person's interests and physical capabilities. Sounds like good C/Sing, no? Quit exercising and those apparent gains eventually go away. Just like auditing.
Just like any auditing that did not lead to Truth. Truth does not go away.
The best auditing gives the client a change of perception. Perception, that's Axiom 1, 2, 3.
AXIOM 3. SPACE, ENERGY, OBJECTS, FORM AND TIME ARE THE RESULT OF CONSIDERATIONS MADE AND/OR AGREED UPON OR NOT BY THE STATIC, AND ARE PERCEIVED SOLELY BECAUSE THE STATIC CONSIDERS THAT IT CAN PERCEIVE THEM.
How's that?
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Yes my mom was worse off emotionaly and physically. Her father left when she was 2 and her sister was 3. There was also mention that he had molested the girls. This left her family without a father and without an income. She was extremely poor growing up, never had the proper nutrition and only had enough money for a candy bar for lunch at school. I could see her resentment in the pictures of her and her sister when they were very little.
I don't know how they managed to survive financially, but my mother said that her mother had a lot of men in her life and the neighborhood mothers forbid their kids to play with her because of her mother's activities, so she was ostracized not because of anything she did but because of her mom.
She was very ill with intestinal problems and cholitis when she was 6, almost died and that carried on with her for the rest of her life until she finally lost most of her insides through operations towards the end of her life.
From the time she was 6 she took care of herself and the house because her mom was never around when she came home from school. She had 2 uniforms for school and one pair of shoes and when holes wore in the sole, she and her sister put newspaper in their shoes to keep from walking on the ground.
Her grandfather had a fishing boat and he would tie the girls to the boat and take them out on the water. My mother didn't know how to swim and she was terrified. She had such a fear of the water that she never could learn how to swim even after she grew up and we had a pool in our back yard.
She was smarter than the average bear and was ahead of her class in school. She designed clothes for money in high school - she was artistic, but only used it for business purposes. She chose her classes in high school for business so that she could get a good secretarial job after she graduated.
Her sister got pregnant in high school and she had to help her sister take care of that problem which was upsetting to both of them.
After she graduated high school she got a good job with the Hawaiian Steamship Co., then she had to help support her mother and grandmother. She pretty much had that job of helping them out for the rest of her life until they died. Neither one of them had much of anything so she was always helping with things that they needed. She was very responsible. It was like it was her duty in life to take care of everybody and she did it and resented them for it.
My mother was very beautiful and she ended up marrying a rich playboy, who, when she got pregnant took her to a doctor for an abortion and she was in the doctor's office for two weeks with blood poisoning - she almost died. She never went back to him and went back to work as secretary to the head of the Health Dept in L.A.
She met my dad right around the time of the depression. He was a poor student going to chiropractic college. She was drop dead gorgeous and had a job and she thought he had potential. He talked her into marrying him.
She supported the two of them through 6 years of chiropractic college, bought a house and a car all on a secretary's salary. That's what you could do back in those days. She had two abortions during these depression years because they could not afford a child and then she had a tuberal pregnancy and the doctor told her she would not be able to have children. She believed him. My father graduated from college right before I was born. She quit working and he took over the hat of breadwinner. She stayed home and took care of me and the house and the yard and was not happy about having to give up her career to stay home and be a housewife and mother. My father had one patient, took that money and went into business manufacturing vitamins for doctors. He thought all physical problems came from poor nutrition. He eventually ended up with several companies and became an entrepreneur and made a lot of money.
She was a little tiny, gorgeous, 5'2" doll who was very strong and could be rather ferocious. I remember one time my father was out of town on business and it was just me and her in the house and I was probably about 9 or 10. In the middle of the night she heard someone outside. There was a sword over the fireplace that had belonged to my dad's grandfather during the civil war. Instead of calling the police, she grabs the sword and opens the door, sword in hand like a little warrior, and scares the shit out of the guys who were rummaging through my dad's car. They ran like hell and hopped in their car and drove off, never to return. She was tough and a survivor and a no nonsense kind of person.
My dad had a tendency to do things that really got her goat. Like the time before I was born that he wasn't home and she had company and the sheriff shows up at her front door to reposes her car because my dad had hocked it or borrowed on it without bothering to tell her about it and the bill hadn't been paid. Or the time when I was around 10 that my mother suddenly found out that he had another daughter from a previous marriage when he told her before they got married that he had no children from that marriage. Boy, did the shit hit the fan then and my mother thought that I took sides with him because I went out to dinner with him and this other daughter one evening. She wouldn't join the party and from then on we were both her enemies and she constantly took swipes at my dad and resented the hell out of me for even being alive. She wanted a divorce but my dad talked her into staying together he said because of me, and she stoicly stayed and hated every minute of it.
She had a rough life and didn't like people. I felt sorry for her. Sometimes I hated her. Sometimes I loved her. It was very confusing. I was hoping that auditing would help to undo the mess in both of their lives.
Lakey, my parents didn't route into the org to help out. I don't know why you insist on that viewpoint. My mother came in to get auditing to try to handle being sick with cancer and hopefully get rid of it because of what the doctor, who was in the SO, told her and my father. This was before there was such a thing as an illegal PC. My father was there with her.....he brought her in. She was not in good enough shape to come in by herself.
If the auditing had taken place in the field, like some of the auditors in the Freezone today, none of the crap that happened would have taken place. My mom and I would have had wins, I would have finished college, and even my dad when he saw results might have tried it. Maybe not, he did have things in his past that he couldn't talk to me about, I don't know if he would have been able to talk to an auditor. I don't know what those things were, other than it had something to do with sex.
Ted, your discertation or theory, if you will, makes good sense to me. In your fourth paragraph, "Scientology theory is like a house of cards......" This take on Scientology reveals the Scientology theory is patterned after Euclid's theories about Geometry. The whole theory is based upon a set of axioms, i.e. "self evident truths" I believe that Hubbard's choice to pattern Dianetics, and later Scientology around a set of axioms was a wise choice made by Hubbard. Euclid's 5th "postulate" states that:
In geometry, the parallel postulate, also called Euclid's fifth postulate because it is the fifth postulate in Euclid's Elements, is a distinctive axiom in Euclidean geometry. It states that:
If a line segment intersects two straight lines forming two interior angles on the same side that sum to less than two right angles, then the two lines, if extended indefinitely, meet on that side on which the angles sum to less than two right angles.
Euclidean geometry is the study of geometry that satisfies all of Euclid's axioms, including the parallel postulate. A geometry where the parallel postulate cannot hold is known as a non-Euclidean geometry. Geometry that is independent of Euclid's fifth postulate (i.e., only assumes the first four postulates) is known as absolute geometry (or, in other places known as neutral geometry
This axiom says basically that parallel lines never meet no matter how far you extend them out. Accepting this postulate as being true along with the other basic Euclidian axioms gives the world a "WORKABLE" system. Something that works 100% of the time in the everyday world which our senses perceive.
In the late 19th and early 20th centuries, the concept of space being curved and not flat emerged and if this were to be the case, Euclid's 5th element goes down the tubes. Space is postulated to bend in the vicinity of mass in the new theories. For the workaday world, this bending is negligible but in outer space where light is racing around, the bending in the vicinity of stars and even more so with groups of stars, is quite significant and Euclidean geometry can not be applied.
Euclid propounded a system which is 100% workable for all practical applications on Earth although it needs to be modified when dealing with applications in outer space. So it is with Hubbard, he never claimed that he had more than a "WORKABLE" system, not the ultra ultimate system.
The only point you make which I do not agree with is the following:
Everything has a beginning and an end and I have been to the beginning of the track but I still have my case, so what does that mean? It means there must be an earlier physical universe!
I believe that both parts of the the statement are too generalized, both the opening clause and then the conclusion that the opening clause means that there must be an earlier physical universe.
By just going to the beginning of the track, I do not believe that Hubbard theory states that you will automatically eliminate your entire case. More would have to be done than just going there. Perhaps he reasoned that you would have to get there alone, without any encumbrances such as entities being appended to you, and once you got there, you would have to look and see things, "as-is" things, perhaps create things and so forth.
Getting there does not demand that their be an earlier physical universe. There probably are many earlier physical universes but that point is not relevant to Hubbard's development of a workable system for this physical universe. To me, it seems a key and basic assumption must be that each being decides "to be" outside of any time stream. A being wills itself into being and it exists and it assumes a viewpoint. To this point, it has no aberrations, no timetrack, not even any space, etc.. The being creates some space to view, a tiny bit of time is implicit in the creaton of its intital space and the being starts postulating and perceiving and it is off and runing.
Where did the being come from? It separated out from a larger body of theta or Brahman as the Hindu religion states. In fact, by the act of separating from something, space itself is already implied. Where did the main body of theta come frome. Well the main body of theta is cause, it is never effect. Being cause, it justs exists timelessly outside of any time construct. It is the creator of time so it does not exist within time. Cause is cause, there is no earlier cause.
Everything else in your post I am onboard with but with two points #1 having a workable system and #2 the logic leading to an earlier physical universe I take some issue with and have fleshed out those two concepts to some degree based on my own opinions.
Lakey
Lakey, thank you for your contribution to my statement.
My point about the house of cards is further supported by what you write. You have simply, and in accord with scientology philosophy, added some cards to the stack. BTW, these cards of which I write are not from the same deck. Many different decks are involved.
There is a timetrack model of case, and thus a timetrack style of processing. There is a no-timetrack model and a different style of processing for that.
I am favoring a no-timetrack for myself although there are times when the timetrack model serves very well. The downside of the timetrack model is that it always, by inherent design, places the client at effect. In a particular section of the model, the client can be perceived as cause, yet the overarching container is one of effect.
I initially deleted my post because I felt it would fly into the face of fixed ideas or pet theories. I did not want to write a book to explain myself. After reading Hats lengthy post I just wanted to say that marketing something and calling it Truth does not make it Truth. That one "truth" gives birth to other "truths" all of which may or may not be ultimately True. And sometimes when a lot of auditing has been done on something to no resolution that, maybe, there are incorrect assumptions and untruths in the procedures being used.
My perception of Hats is that she is a pretty sharp cookie. We have planned to get together some time. I expect that a chat over coffee or tea should prove to be mutually enjoyable and philosophically rewarding.
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The girl has a brain, even if with less of the nose she says she once had! 

not some putative other power that is supposed to be "more than you/affecting/determining and dominating you."
The trap with Scn is that it is now a focus on the negative and the "what is wrong to be fixed, fixed, fixed, fixed ad nauseam!!!"
And that is a huge blunder because that focuses you on, well, all of the negatives, inabilities and "can'ts!"
It omits a correct and proper address to your positives, your abilities, powers, virtuous attributes, etc!
If you want problems, do the Scn thing and focus on . . . nay look for . . . the what is wrong.![]()
When a guy is drowning in a pool of S-H-one-T then there are two things that can be done. Well, three if you believe what some people on this board claim.
You can sholvel the crap out of the pool until the guy becomes visible and able to raise his head above it. This correlates to negative gain auditing.
You can grab the guy by the scruff of his neck and pull him out of the pool. This correlate4s to positive gain auditing.
You can assert that the pool of S-H-one-T is all Hubbard's delusion that you have been hypnotised into believing.
Contrary to what Roger says Scio does include a lot of positive gain auditing, especcially on the Lower Grades. Though admitttedly, I too find far to much emphasis on negative gains on the upper levels. Objectives too are for positive gain.
Both types of gain are valuable when dealing with a case. The Kn thing I don't much ageree with is always focussing only on what the guy says he wants handled. The bank is a self-protective mechanism and will likely lead such a person into never handling his case fully. Only superficailly on a feel-good basis.
That's 2 NZ cents. What's the exchange rate these days?
Nice comment Ted! The first time I ran into this horror zone was my last trip to Flag in February of 1999. On my previous trip in 1992, this bullshit was not in place yet. My thoughts were as follows:
1. Don't they know that I scraped up the last dime I have to get the $20K together to come here and get my case handled?
2. Instead of paying all this money on Wise and various Building Projects and Narconon, shouldn't I use my funds to get my training and processing and move to the top of the Bridge? After all, that is the reason I was sold for becomming involved in the first place.
You would tell this to the reg and they would want to see your credit cards. They would take your card into a back room and come out and announce proudly that they raised your credit limit by $3,000. You would thank them and then they would reg you for the $3,000 so you could apply it to the Super Power Building. After a lengthy and stressful battle, you outlast the reg and refuse to pay the $3,000. Finally you are routed through to the D of P. Whatever happens, happens. For me, I was not allowed to get in session because I was taking prescription drugs. I flew back home and felt secure that at least I had $3,000 more on my credit card so I was not fully broke yet.
SURPRISE - When my credit card bill came, there was a $3,000 charge to the Flag Service Org. I called the bank and contested the charge and got it reversed. The next Friday, a day after the Thursday at 2:00 PM cut off, I got a call from the FBO at Flag. I was threatened with expulsion if I did not "repay" the Org the $3,000 I cheated them out of. I was very firm and told the FBO that I never approved this charge, was never consulted and never signed anything. He demanded I send him a full report which I did by certified mail and I never heard from him again.
I decided right there on the spot that I would never go to Flag again and put myself into such a vulnerable situation where I was at their mercy.
HUBBARD GREEN ON WHITE IN ACTION - SCREW YOUR MOST LOYAL AND ABLE MEMBERS OUT OF EVERY DIME THEY CAN BORROW BEFORE THURSDAY AT 2:00 PM. GET THE STAT UP FOR THAT ONE WEEK, don't do any future planning just make it go right and worry about each week as it comes up. If your stat goes down even one week, you are downstat and lose your day off.
These policies just reek! It is all total bullshit!! It leads to the resignation of the most able and ethical members and an ARC broken field. Those members who remian are usually good natured and kind hearted but they are for the most part simply robots, going through various motions without realizing what they are doing.
You can see the End Product of these type of policies by driving by the Orange County Org as I do often. The building needs paint, the roof needs repair, the shubbery is overgrown with weeds, the lawn is never mowed or edged and the parking lot is virutally empty. More cars belong to the staff than to the people on course or in session.
Nightly, there is a flood of phone calls, all of which I screen and do not answer. They are soliciting funds for the design and furnishing phase of their Ideal Org. They acquired an Ideal Org in 2004 with a $6.5 million funding drivel. I only gave $270, $20 at a Christmas dinner when they kicked off the program and $250 when a couple of reges drove to my house in 2004. Those were the last funds I ever donated to C of S.
Their latest promo states proudly and boldly that "We are Going Ideal in January of 2011!" Whoop de doo! I wish them the best but count me out!
Lakey
It's a beautiful nose.
Mark A. Baker
... I just wanted to say that marketing something and calling it Truth does not make it Truth. That one "truth" gives birth to other "truths" all of which may or may not be ultimately True. ...![]()

That's 2 NZ cents. What's the exchange rate these days?
Jack Horner's "clearing help bracket" has 6 questions:
1. In relation to __________how could you help another?
2. In relation to __________how could another help yourself?
3. - 5. (same question reworded with the other 3 flows: you help yourself, another help him/herself, another help another)
6.How could ______________ help you?
Usually run on positive qualities and their opposites (like knowledge/ignorance, truth/untruth etc.) - the six questions on one side, then the other, back and forth. Not a quickie process - can apparently always be run to the point where the client transcends the automaticity of the positive/negative connotations of the concepts, i.e. begins to see that ignorance is an important and useful quality as is knowledge, etc.
Lakey, thank you for your contribution to my statement.
My point about the house of cards is further supported by what you write. You have simply, and in accord with scientology philosophy, added some cards to the stack. BTW, these cards of which I write are not from the same deck. Many different decks are involved.
There is a timetrack model of case, and thus a timetrack style of processing. There is a no-timetrack model and a different style of processing for that.
I am favoring a no-timetrack for myself although there are times when the timetrack model serves very well. The downside of the timetrack model is that it always, by inherent design, places the client at effect. In a particular section of the model, the client can be perceived as cause, yet the overarching container is one of effect.
I initially deleted my post because I felt it would fly into the face of fixed ideas or pet theories. I did not want to write a book to explain myself. After reading Hats lengthy post I just wanted to say that marketing something and calling it Truth does not make it Truth. That one "truth" gives birth to other "truths" all of which may or may not be ultimately True. And sometimes when a lot of auditing has been done on something to no resolution that, maybe, there are incorrect assumptions and untruths in the procedures being used.
My perception of Hats is that she is a pretty sharp cookie. We have planned to get together some time. I expect that a chat over coffee or tea should prove to be mutually enjoyable and philosophically rewarding.
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