Got you.
The subject arrived but not as shiny and bright as promised.
my half baked notion:
I like to think that as there are MEST Clears, Theta Clears, Clears, and Clear OTs, there are other determined codees, self-determined codees (Kn), and pan (or omni) determined ____s.
I think that several of the codees who either got very drunk for months on end, or who lost everything and declared bankruptcy fit in category number one. Basically they are or were being pushed around by life (for lack of a better generalized terminal).
But that’s not what I’m here to talk about.
I’m here to talk about what I experienced from PEAT about ten years ago, and more importantly, some new conjectures on how and what to audit.
But I’m going to digress at least one more time before I get there.
My wife is a “Founding Scientologist.” My wife’s oldest daughter was a class Vlll when she was sixteen. Our youngest daughter was a honcho in Scientology in her previous life. Some of my best friends were the best of the best in the fifties, sixties, and seventies. One was on the original Vlll course and NOT overboarded.
I have seen them when they are on top of the world and can create parking spaces where there are none. Where the activity level just notches up when they walk in the room. Where orgs and centers are created out of thin air.
I have seen them when there is no pit lower. LaMont Johnson went homeless for awhile. In about 76, Alan had lost his centers, yet again--he was a shadow of himself. Another used up about $40 K on coke one year. Back when that was real money. John McMaster died broken, bitter, and drinking heavily. Quentin committed suicide. LRH was probably murdered by his trusted henchmen. Do I need to go on?
Alan discovered or recovered the codes. A lot of us jumped on that bandwagon. If you don’t know, think of the codes as one very large positive and one very large negative. This allowed many of us to get very big, and also, to crash with loads of force. Lucky us! For my money the codes are basic to one’s GPMs. My GPMs tended to discharge the more I looked at things.
I’ve been doing some auditing of others over the years. I’ve gotten a lady who was bedridden with systemic arthritis to the point where she was jogging a par course eighteen months later. I’ve gotten a number of people stably off the bottle. Another off Vikodin. I’ve even cleaned up a major service fac on someone near and dear to me. As auditors go, I’m pretty good. I’ve gotten blase to the point where I can audit practically anything over a phone line.
But the one thing that I couldn’t do is give someone auditing that ended up with them being stable. All of us “knew’ that was an impossibility. We knew that crashes just plain happen. There were lies and PR contrary to this, but one would have to be pretty fucking stupid to believe.
Along came PEAT.
Lyn Keller gave me one session, and magic happened. There was this enormous peaceful space. It was ME! The piece that got cleaned up was the fulcrum that kicked me into crash mode.
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My speculation is:
What the PEAT process runs out is the charge between the positive and negative codes. Having done the switch from positive to negative and from negative to positive, I can tell you that there is (or was) a VERY PAINFUL hump in the middle. It made going from either extreme to the other very difficult. Oftentimes it was less painful to sit and do nothing in the middle than face crossing that charge. PEAT discharges that charge like nothing I’ve ever seen.
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So what is that charge?
Again my speculation:
For the materially oriented. If you have a generator (not an alternator), you have a field that crosses another field. This creates an electrical flow.
As a metaphor this works with the codes of two individuals, and then we can extrapolate the addition of many more individuals.
The codes, on a person, plus and minus -- set up a field. Another’s codes or another’s plus and minus cut across the field.
If two positives occupy the same area, an enhanced positive array is seen. If two negatives get together, boy does it get negative. Or one positive can delete the effect of one negative or vice versa.
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So how does this work with real people?
If I am happy doing something I like
(see we have a positive and negative here, the positive and the negative , in a system help to define each other--without a negative to define the positive, all you have is a murky gray.)
And someone comes along and makes me wrong for doing what I’m doing
(this person has a value scale too, with a positive and a negative that is not the same as mine)
This creates charge... no duh.
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If both parties had agreed on the basic goodness of what I was doing no charge would have been created, in fact we both would have experienced a higher positive.
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So...... back to the charge.
In Dianetics and Scientology, we would have run out the “make wrong” “the invalidation” “the problem” “the secondary” “the opp term” ETC ETC ETC
and we would have gotten a shiny happy PC.
and somewhere down the road, that PC would pull in something bigger and meaner to fall into.
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BECAUSE:
we only ran one side of the charge.
the charges tend to want to stay balanced.
PC gets bigger (positive)
PC pulls in bigger negative.
NO STABLE GAINS.
Suppose you are a PC who has been through the Dianetics, Scientology, EST, etc mill.
Do you feel stable?
Well, do you?
Honestly?
The PEAT process gave me the first real glimpse at stability that I had felt in about 35 years. It mitigates that charge built up encountering others and from having been excessively audited on negative events. PEAT does not just run the negative. It runs the full gamut of the charge.
If you’ve made it to the end here, thank you. I hope I wrote clearly and built my conclusions well.