Hello and welcome, Sam! Thanks for your story so far. It's valuable to write it. From your very first post of telling people they had to see the reg...your description tells of the very early manipulation and of the pseudo-power instilled in very young staff. It starts right away and never ends. For those that stay in, it becomes a monster. So glad you are out. I want to compliment you on your literacy and ability to write, spell and punctuate. You are very articulate. It might not seem a big deal to you, but I don't see that as common in your age group and, in particular, with kids raised in the cult. Keep writing!