Helena Handbasket
Gold Meritorious Patron
Something very weird happened to me the other night. I got a sensation that someone -- a specific someone -- was in the room with me, caressing me. There was obviously no one there, and there was no specific sexual feeling, but otherwise the sensations were very real. My skin was tingling the way it would during an actual romantic encounter.
I decided it was telepathic sex. I got a clear message that he very much desired me (as I did him).
In RL he was an old flame who dumped me many years ago. I've tried everything under the sun to forget him and move on with my life, only to find it's just not possible. I've always loved him and always will, and nothing can ever change that.
Of course, if he did suddenly want me back again, I would have no problem with that. I would be on the first flight out. But there's a catch.
Why, I asked myself, did he suddenly show up now? What changed? Then I thought: maybe he died. He was older than me and dying at that age would not have surprised anyone. And once released from the bounds of the body he would have been better able to come to me in spirit form.
(At least one person reading this -- who always posts in lower-case letters -- will think I'm totally psychotic and/or delusional. But at this point I don't care what anyone thinks.)
I'll have to continue this another time. It's just becoming too sad.
Helena
I decided it was telepathic sex. I got a clear message that he very much desired me (as I did him).
In RL he was an old flame who dumped me many years ago. I've tried everything under the sun to forget him and move on with my life, only to find it's just not possible. I've always loved him and always will, and nothing can ever change that.
Of course, if he did suddenly want me back again, I would have no problem with that. I would be on the first flight out. But there's a catch.
Why, I asked myself, did he suddenly show up now? What changed? Then I thought: maybe he died. He was older than me and dying at that age would not have surprised anyone. And once released from the bounds of the body he would have been better able to come to me in spirit form.
(At least one person reading this -- who always posts in lower-case letters -- will think I'm totally psychotic and/or delusional. But at this point I don't care what anyone thinks.)
I'll have to continue this another time. It's just becoming too sad.
Helena